felt inspired to write a lil somethin. credit to “jefe?” on the beat

LYRICS

I feel safe on solid ground, so I keep ten toes planted
thinkin bout how I grew up, and what I took for granted
I had the whole world in my hands but 4 years back it vanished 
my ego breathin but I feel lost, I dont understand it

Gave my life to Jesus, I just couldnt handle the weight
The stress, the grief, the panic, man I got a lot on my plate
Public Enemy number 1, its myself vs. the state
but I lost the battle, got me locked up behind a gate

Then the state stepped out the shadow, all I saw was a mirror
and the gate I’m locked behind is like ten shots of Tequila
Man, emotions runnin rampant, might be best to conceal em
in need of solace so I look for guidance inside His scripture
my psyche feels so shattered when Im lookin at these pictures

they the reason I lost ya
dozed off at the Funeral, still feel like a monster
You lookin out for yourself, somethin nobody taught ya
ignorance aint that bliss man, just look what it cost ya

I want it back
not you but the feelin that I had
I want the thing that show up on ya face when you feel glad
I want the things thats rollin from ya eyes when you get sad
I want the shine and confidence when you just feelin so rad
I lost myself a couple years ago, I need myself bad
and I dont mean the old me, I’m reborn, man shouts out to Dad, word

“SOLID GROUND”

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