find the accompanying short film "runningback" at https://youtu.be/FaBgLjqcNYU

tungsten

one way out

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lyrics:

[Intro]
Hello, please leave a message after the tone

[Verse 1]
It’s almost a past life, outlined in gold
Goodbye for the last time, swallow me whole
Wide-eyed, bawling, bursting at the seams
Naive, raised by confidantes and a dream
Dressed all in white with a crown of roses
Thorns hold your eyes, too ingrained to close them
World’s bigger than us now, dear
Arms wrapped around me
The hills swallow the trust out here
Closed off surroundings
Hazel tears line your eyes
Fixed on the skyline

[Chorus]
Flying down the road
Chasing dreams we left alone
Or are we still running
Scared of things we’ve always known
There’s something about it
You said you’d call but I doubt it
Should’ve known how it sounded
When you left me all alone

[Verse 2]
Ever since I left that town
I see your face in the mirror
If every single second counts
Then why am I here?
Does it all disappear?
Am I wasting my life?
Am I all out of time?
Yeah, pick it apart
If you want it perfect take a look at my art
Few days off and I’m backed up
No I don’t take breaks, I don’t act up
No, but I need the rest
I won’t play a fool
Cause I see the best
In you more than you do
“Oh my fucking GOD”

[Chorus]
Flying down the road
Chasing dreams we left alone
Or are we still running
Scared of things we’ve always known?
There’s something about it
You said you’d call but I doubt it
I should’ve known how it sounded
When you left me all alone
Crying through your phone
Telling me you won't let go
If this is all that you wanted
Why am I still on my own?
Know you love to waste time
Nothing you can say to save mine
Cause now when I call
All I hear is your dial tone

[Verse 3]
Tell me, do you really care?
I swear that we went nowhere
Or have we been heading down?
Time warps and film burns
Shutter speeds and light curves
Nothing else, ever learned in the end
But I was there for you
When winter ends I’ll be right there holding you
Longing for summer blue
Dreaming isn’t something new
When the snow fades out I’ll be reaching too
I believed in you
I heard you screaming through your phone
Your phone

[Refrain]
I tried just a little bit longer
A nosedive isn’t making me stronger
And I know that silence isn’t what we wanted
But I skipped town, ever since I’ve been running

[Verse 4]
They said I’ll know in time
That I’ll grow into my own
Treat it like it’s do or die
And I’ll do it all alone
You got me wrapped around your fingertip
I’m here for nothing, if I’m not another ego trip
Cause that’s why you had me around
Put that on God, on my crown
Put that on life, on my sound
I know you’re cutting ties
But you’re all that feels like home
Got me fiending for a life
Something greater than my own

[Verse 5]
So I became what you saw in me
It’s a damn shame that you aren’t with me
Looking for blame shouldn’t start with me
When I left you there I lost it
Left behind my sense of conscious
Should’ve left you all alone
Cause I’m tired of all the talking

[Refrain]
Yeah, I tried just a little bit longer
A nosedive isn’t making me stronger
And I know that silence isn’t what we wanted
But I skipped town, ever since I’ve been running

//•//

there are so many people to thank for this song’s completion. Lucy, Ellie, Pat, Noah, Aero, Amita, Emma, Paige, Niztopia, Jackson, my parents, the list goes on and on. most importantly though, i need to thank Jimena for the constant motivation. this song wouldn’t have seen the light of day without you. thank you for lending a hand (and your vocals lol) to me. i wouldn’t be making music anymore if it weren’t for you :,)

dial tone

c r i t i c a l  ERRx  d e t e c t e d
Music Video: https://youtu.be/GentXZeRj5Y?si=NJxXNvR07ixc7gK6

feat. https://soundcloud.com/anxietyattackss

https://beacons.ai/errx

pacifica [w/ anxiety attacks!]

Produced, mixed, mastered by November Day
guitars by alkyl
138bpm Cmaj

lyrics:
Nobody on this earth is thinking about me right now 
Live with a filter, assert myself, pretend I’m highbrow 
So if you see me you could maybe be proud of the way that I turned out 
My drifting spirit echoes silence, lay awake til I’m crashed on the floor 

Don't know what to say
Cause you'd leave me unopened anyway
Sorta hopin your location could be next to me 
Off a whiim, swam too deep I knew I couldn't swim
(Swam too deep I- Swam too deep I knew I couldn't swim)
Now I'm drowning but I haven't got my feet wet

Filter

beat made for the Oddwin Sample Challenge contest.

DON'T BE A DUMMY (feat. Belis)

prod by me
mixed with help from https://soundcloud.com/andersonelliot

you can take from someone else now
cuz i cant take no more no more now
im all out

stop the flow
of the blood
sing those songs
then gasp
dont know em

ironic cuz i know it aint been long
parade round go and act so strong
living like we got way too long
and we aint got long

sing the same damn songs
uncover new thoughts
did a new drug
take a hit of love
turn the hate to love
i already did too much

Ether

Eurostar

@mucisianman

cover of "50landing, brakence - pains"

pains (cover) ft.mucisian

produced/mixed by me

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/sadboibadboi

aw
please dont say my name
or say anything at all
if only for a second
i dont need much more
this can be our playhouse
you can be my doll
you could be my circus
you could have it all

just give me your palms

cuz im singing all these songs
sorta like a bard
i aint got no blade
so i aint got no scars
im keeping it closed off

keeping it closed
only way i know
out here skipping stones, whoa

Doll

email: simplyn64@gmail.com

keep it goin keep it goin

Ether

Simply

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