loving machine ~ TV Girl {slowed + reverb}

just shut up for once

im the fucking loser this time.

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

wifiskeleton-my twenty first reason (sped up)

strangers - proderics

i know you hate it but im alive and im healthy

isolate inside my head i think im better off dead
ive reached a point in my life where im so glued to my bed
and im so filled with regret
it feels like noones my friend 
i think itll soon be my end
i think shell go with her ex
and ill be still left on read
i hate the way that im mad
whenever i fuck up life
and think ill soon make it right
ohohh

i hate everything that i like bout you

i spark up the marlboro 
sip hennesy
i hate when the thoughts of her 
take over me
im wasting my life
by thinking critically  
i think i would cry if she was 
here with me

i hate everything that i like bout u - overtonight

obviously i am on my own
i push away from me 
than sit in my home

i like to think of ways 
i could break her bones

then shove her body inside my stove

i will not solve my problems without 
my coke 
bc i hate my breathe so ill fill my nose

im gonna shoot myself 
when im feeling low

because i hate my guts
and thats how life goes

i think it really sucks 
that i broke my phone

and it really sucks 
that my bodys cold

why do i have always have something wrong

why cant we just get along

oh shit a motherfucking ghost boy
walk up on his body beat him down and break his nose boy
i dont needa talk cause imma slit his fucking throat boy
i just like to disappear thats why i am a ghost boy

cry of fear x nope you're too late i already died

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