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RAKASPEN - harvey snippet

⁽ᴰᵉˡᵉᵗᵉᵈ ˢᵒⁿᵍ⁾ By MICKEY Aka RAIMI
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Lyrics→ 

Yeah like
I don’t-I don’t know who I wanna be
Ya know
I don’t know if I wanna be alive
I don’t know if I wanna be dead
I don’t even know if I wanna fall in love
Cause like
I been hurt so fucking much
That my mind warped in a sense
Where it’s like
I don’t know if I can ever be loved
I can love myself
I could try
But would anybody (???) like fucking love me for me?
Cuz I don’t think they will
I really don’t
Like
I had somebody
She was sorta like my drug
I was addicted to her
I couldn’t get enough of her
But when she left I went crazy
I thought about suicide
I felt alone
I don’t think I could ever love somebody the same
I don’t think I could ever be loved
That’s just me being honest
I just don’t know
I really just don’t know

Like
Will I ever be loved?
I just... want that security ya know?
I’m tired
Tired of thinking about suicide
I just- I don’t know
Like
I’m going crazy
I know that
I fuck up
But I love you more than I could ever love myself
I don’t know
I don’t know how I should think
To be real with you
I don’t even wanna be alive
I put up a false wall of hope and security when I’m alone
Ya know, I don’t know
I just want to be loved
I just don’t think I could
I love you
And that’s all I really wanted you to know
When I’m gone please just know that I love you and I love everybody
But I just never felt the same love being received, ya know
Remember me. 

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Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Additional vocals /sample: Halsey - sorry
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→ 
https://youtu.be/tEnCoocmPQM
• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→
https://on.soundcloud.com/aXCeK

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• 𝑰𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍  xxxtentacion & halsey type beat by igorreva
https://youtu.be/cmzfSnw1_vI
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- I remember the track was uploaded in sc near 2016/17, was deleted around 2021/22 and that it had around 400k or 40k.

Not X.

1 - 800 - SADBOYHOURS (interlude)

☆MICKEY☆/RAIMI - 1 - 800 - SADBOYHOURS Ft. Halsey (Prod. IGORREVA)

This is the end part of Die or Love! by suxxesfall  Ft. Aylien Blue
Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Original sample: Boards Of Canada - Seven Forty Seven
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→ 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qthHlLyvplg
• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→ 
https://on.soundcloud.com/HkdBk

Instrumental:  if you won't change, nothing will. (interlude) by VROLY'S REVENGE 
https://on.soundcloud.com/3LChh

 Producer: "Boards" Of Canada & Mixed/mastered by VROLY'S REVENGE  

@vrolysrevenge 🫶
https://youtube.com/@vrolysrevenge
https://on.soundcloud.com/VCvdR
  

 

LOVE (INTERLUDE)

suxxesfall - Love (interlude)

@killoldnet 𖤐 - Listen to KOTANAJIリカバー on sc
https://on.soundcloud.com/ojps1

PROD. ???

NEW CRESENT♱

KOTANAJI - NEW CRESENT♱

WE BACK BABY <3

[PERRY VERSE]

I WISH THAT I 
COULD BE YO GUY 
BUT YOUR LOVING HIM
BUT YOUR LOVING HIM
AND I FEEL SO GRIM

IM ALMOST DIED LAST NIGHT 
THOUGHT OF YOU AND THEN CRIED 
CRIED 

I STILL 
I STILL 
I STILL SEE YOUR REFLECTIONS X2

[CARLXS VERSE]

I STILL LOVE YOU MY DEAR
I WISH YOU WERE RIGHT HERE
BY MY SIDE, BY MY SIDE, MY SIDE
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO 
HE DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DO
WENT AND LIED YEAH I KNEW
FEELING DUMB I STILL LOVE YOU

HOARSE - UNREQUITED LOVE [PROD IMMORTAL]

do you feel it? 

☽ @killoldnet @prodnxmadic ♡
Listen to KOTANAJIリカバー on sc
https://on.soundcloud.com/ojps1

Aᴅᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ɪɴғᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ→ 
Instrumental: old sad xxxtentacion + willie g + revenge type beat - "alone" (nxmadic)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=96QX2av9aK8


NXMADIC // DYINGALLURE
• 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒃𝒆→
https://youtube.com/@dyingallure?si=ipcOX_6iGy3pCJI8

• 𝑺𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒅→ 
https://on.soundcloud.com/M4Kky




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