noone gon read this, but when i kill myself don't you dare say you repped my shi!

sometimes i wish my life mattered as much as yours does (prod. love jigoku)

** sinclairjustdied@gmail.com

ｂｒｏｋｅｎ ｄｒｅａｍｓ ｉｎ ｍｙ ｈｅａｒｔ

*                   *
*             * 
* _______*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3vUJTUg-E8
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣴⠞⠛⢿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⡴⠛⠁⣠⡄⠀⣾⠋⠉⠉⠉⠉⠉⠛⠛⠛⠒⠦⢤⣄⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⠶⢋⡿⠋⣀⡴⠋⢹⡇⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠙⠲⢦⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⣶⠶⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠴⠛⠁⢀⡴⠋⢠⡞⠃⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⠲⣤⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣧⠀⠀⠉⠙⠲⠦⢤⣀⣀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠞⠁⠀⠀⣰⠎⠀⡴⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠑⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⢙⡶⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⠁⠀⠸⠥⢤⣄⡀⠀⠀⢸⠀⠀⢹⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣀⡀⠉⠙⠷⢼⣇⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⡀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢳⡀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡤⠞⠉⠉⠉⠉⠙⠳⢦⡄⠀⠀⠀⠘⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠙⠓⠲⣤⣀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠳⡄
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣦⠶⠶⣏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠎⠀⢀⣠⠤⠤⢤⣄⡀⠈⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⢯⡁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⠻⠶⣿
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠃⠀⠈⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⢠⡾⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠈⠻⣆⠈⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡆⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣯⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡟⠀⠀⠀⢠⣶⣄⠀⠀⠀⢸⣇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⠀⠀⠀⠀⣼⠁⠹⡄⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⡇⢳⡀⣠⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣈⣷⣷⠀⠀⡞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠶⢲⣦⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢳⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡈⢷⣿⠀⠀⠀⢰⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⣿⣻⣆⡼⠛⠛⠛⠷⡄⠀⠀⠀⣠⠞⠁⠀⢸⡿⠀⠀⠠⢤⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢧⡘⣿⣷⣄⣀⡾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣮⡿⠋⣷⡶⣦⡄⠀⢹⠀⣠⠞⠁⠀⠀⢀⣾⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⡤⢼⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠧⠤⠤⠤⠤⣤⡤⠶⠋⠀⣠⠏⢸⣿⠇⣠⡿⠚⠁⠀⠀⣀⡴⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⣦⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡆⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣠⣿⣿⣿⣿⣶⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⢴⣿⣷⠿⠿⠛⠉⢁⣀⣀⣀⡤⠞⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣏⠛⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡶⠛⠉⠀⠀⠈⠉⠛⢿⣍⣿⣷⣶⣤⣄⣀⣀⣀⣤⠞⠋⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠻⣷⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡄⠀⠙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠾⠛⠻⢶⣬⣿⠶⢶⣿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢤⣀⠀⠘⡆⠉⠛⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡇⠀⠀⠀⠻⣦⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⠃⠀⠀⣠⣴⠏⠁⠀⣼⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⠀⠀⢹⡆⢀⡿⢦⡀⠀⠙⢦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⡟⠛⠋⠉⠀⣏⠀⠀⠀⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠈⢷⡀⢀⣿⡟⠀⠀⠙⣆⠀⠀⠹⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⢷⡄⠘⢶⠶⣯⠙⠷⣦⣤⣤⣀⣽⡀⠀⡄⠈⠳⣄⠀⠀⠀⢀⣰⡿⠋⠀⠀⣸⣧⠞⠉⢿⣆⠀⠀⣸⠆⠀⠀⠹⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⠶⣤⣤⣿⣦⣤⡼⣧⠀⠀⠀⠙⠦⣿⣦⣤⣬⠿⠛⠋⠉⢿⡀⢄⣀⡴⠛⠁⠀⠀⠘⣏⠳⠼⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣸⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⣻⡿⠿⢥⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣇⠀⠀⠀⢠⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠳⣤⣀⠀⢠⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⠟⣇⠀⠀⠉⠳⢄⠀⠀⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢹⠀⠀⢠⡟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⣿⠛⠿⣄⣀⠀⠀⠀⢹⡆⠘⢦⡀⠀⠀⠈⢳⡄⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡇⢠⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡆⠀⢸⡏⢣⠀⠀⠀⢷⡄⠈⠻⣦⡀⠀⠀⢻⣤⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡿⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⠀⠀⢳⠘⣷⠀⠀⠸⣟⠳⢦⣈⠻⢦⡀⠈⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⣇⠀⠸⡇⠘⡄⠀⠀⢹⡄⠀⠉⠉⠓⠛⠿⠊⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡀⠀⢷⠀⢿⠀⠀⠘⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠿⡇⠀⢸⡆⠈⡇⠀⠀⢸⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣧⠀⠀⢻⠀⢻⡀⠀⠈⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣤⣶⣿⡄⠀⠘⣦⣼⣇⠀⠀⠘⣷⣀⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡟⠁⠛⠷⠿⢧⣤⣤⣿⠿⣿⡀⠀⠀⢻⡧⢬⣽⣷⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡷⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⣸⠋⣵⡟⢙⣇⣀⣀⣸⠿⠛⠁⢸⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣠⣾⡀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠰⣇⠀⠉⠛⠛⠛⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠛⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⡴⠞⠛⠁⠈⠙⢿⣷⠤⣤⣀⣀⣹⠷⢤⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠋⠀⠀⢸⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣤⠖⠛⠳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢦⡀⠀⠉⢿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠛⢷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠞⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢷⡀⠀⢹⡷⠦⣄⣀⣀⣀⣀⣠⠴⣶⣻⠽⠶⠛⠛⠙⠳⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⣀⡴⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⡇⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠁⠀⣠⠞⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢯⡳⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⢀⡼⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⠀⣾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣠⣿⣎⢧⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⣾⣧⣤⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⢀⣿⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣀⣼⣄⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⡞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡴⠚⠉⠉⠁⠀⠘⢧⣹⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠈⠛⠛⠒⠶⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⠭⣭⠭⠭⠭⠭⢭⣭⣿⣿⣿⠳⣄⠀⠀⣸⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡴⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢻⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠳⣌⡷⣤⣏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠹⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠛⢮⣝⠳⣤⣀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠷⣌⣛⡶⢤⣼⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠳⢤⣽⣟⡒⠦⢤⣤⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⢛⡛⠷⠶⠬⠭⣭⣭⣩⣭⡿⡿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀