My upload 7/5/21

Written, Produced, Played, Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Sanderson - Broken Thought 2021 ©

Lyrics:
Sad boy summer
Sa boy summer
But for real man like
It’s ridiculous
I don’t understand how
It can always be our fault
Yeah facts
It’s just
Oh fuck it

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

You gotta like fast cars
And go hard
And gotta stand up tall
And be strong
So why is everything so scary
If you’re a man then nothing’s heavy
I’ve gotta stay silent
And don’t scream
And have no emotion
And don’t sing
Look we just don’t want you to get lary
Cos I know you’ll hurt me maybe maybe yeah

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

I’ve been killing myself just to feel alive
Couple blunts to the face and I’ll be alright
You won’t ever see how I feel inside
Cos I’m fucked up endlessly
Woah
So let’s roll up
And get faded
Lets push the limits too far
Yeah let’s crash the whip
Doing stupid shit
And give a fuck about a battle scar
I’ve been dying on the edge tonight no mind
And i’m hoping that I get it right at least I try
If you see me and lean don’t be surprised
I’m going off my grid tonight

Cos I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and
Telling my friends that I’m fucked up
Wait I’m too scared to be honest
I don’t wanna be myself
But I don’t wanna be anyone else
Yeah
Cos baby I like that
Hurting myself is so fun and so fun and so

Hurting Myself Is So Fun

Barbie Doll

fool

Written by Noah Davis, Nellie Mar, Casey Cook, and Austin Armstrong
Produced by Austin Armstrong

Suga Daddy

Pastime

tommy innit

Memories Of Love - by Lenny Dean & The Rockin Chairs (TikTok remix/remade)

Hex · 80purppp

Stay positive my friends✨🦋
Prod by Venus

AFRAID OF LOVE prod venus(unfinished)

Flowest - Fuck boy! [Prod. by bluenights]

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Fuck boy!

Fuck boy! [Prod. by bluenights]

produced by kirk

lyrics:

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

[verse] (infinityghxst)
kill that demon with my fist, satan is a fucking bitch
she wanna suck my fucking dick, throw a blade into her clit
carve my name into her tits, pour my blood onto her wrist
imma grab her by the throat, and then she'll wanna have my kids

[audio]
"you look lonely
i can fix that"

i don't, wanna go fucking nuts
cause, imma keep fucking up
i, wanna keep taking drugs
but, imma keep fucking up

imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon

imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

demon slayer. (feat. infinityghxst)

This is my version of "to the hellfire" by Lorna shore

Lyrics:
I'll hold onto feeling until my final breath escapes
Gazing upon this world until it fades
Fall with me into the other night
We can go beyond the horizon again
Fall with me until we're out of time
Let the current swallow
These whispers keep clawing
Your mind is dissolving light
Sink while you bathe in hallucination
Accept this descent into the night, releasing your grasp to
Induce separation, plunged into the shadows
Lost in sensation, we're free-falling down into the ever black
Can you feel it? These pins and needles
Trapped in sеnsation, see what you have found here
You fеll into the dark
Fell into the dark
Release your grip and face the tide, accepting this damnation
Relinquish flesh temptation of the body and soul
The ebb and the flow, nothing confessed
Put me to rest
Azrael, guiding me beyond the veil
Obitual, free me from this mortal shell
Enter into the darkest night, I will sink where I lie
Through the sands of time, through the angel's eye
My final breath
Swallowed by the womb of death
Swallowed by the womb of death
Whispers are clawing
Your mind is dissolving light
Enter the void and fall with me
Enter the void, fall
Release your grip and face the tide accepting this damnation
Relinquish flesh temptation of the body and soul
The ebb and the flow, nothing confessed
Put me to rest
Azrael, guiding me beyond the veil
Obitual, free me from this mortal shell
Enter into the darkest night, I will sink where I lie
Through the sands of time, through the angel's eye
My final breath
Swallowed by the womb of death
Swallowed by the womb of death
Swallowed by the womb of death
Sink while you bathe in hallucination
My final breath
Swallowed by the womb of death
As you pass through the fucking gate
Descending towards the end faster

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To the Hellfire

Henta1 Xander in heat (Instrumental

I don't wanna die alone

FMRN

Lilyisthatyou - FMRN

Couldn't find this song on soundcloud so I decided to upload it myself :D

Starring Mad Tsai
Director: Caitlyn Phu
Assistant Director: Drake Konishi
Editor/Storyboard: Caitlyn Phu
Treatment: Mad Tsai
Producer: Jason Quan
Director of Photography: Zayd Ezzeldine 
Production Designer: Payton Jane
Production Assistant: Kiyan Ahmadi
Production Assistant: Alana Bliss
Key Grip: Matthew Pang
Steadicam Op: Daniel Willard 
1st AC: Ethan Smith
2nd AC: Zed Friedman
Gaffer: Chase Okimura
Colorist: Edgar Reyna
Best Boy Electric: Nathan Kadota
Art Assistant: Adalyn Verstegen
Hair and Makeup: Sophia Woolsey
Caterer: Paige Petersen

That Friend - Mad Tsai

Well, I’m here.. and I’m here a lot. Usually always here. Feel free to shoot me a text if you have any questions about me 
410-725-7295

My upload 7/5/21

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