LARA’ - Luvology

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prod. me, as in myself, as in bruhmanegod

life aint fair to them o well
i aint there for them o well x2

marching in a pattern lemmings stay in line
marching all together just to stay alive
marching whether weather ever, day or night
does it ever get better, hey it might

you dont work enough, aint got a place to stay tonight
if you want it all you gotta pay the price
if it meant you'd survive then would you take a life
i know you see the goal but you aint aimin right

no regret
walkin to the death
i dont get upset
i collect a check every month
for rent
i can barely spend
tryna meet the ends
they collect my debt

i aint tryna keep you around too long
why the hell cant you ever admit it's two wrong
you gon know exactly what i mean when you alone
you gon know exactly what i mean

we all wanna be someone
somewhere in their eyes, in their eyes
in their eyes
so we aint in our minds, in our minds
we're all hypnotized, hypnotized

when the pressure press em i swear it sound just like
left my mind at home a couple months, i had to get right
thinkin you a god, you must be outta ya mind
quit a 9 to 5 you must be outta ya mind

think it's important for you to understand
that was your first mistake
why did you stick around in this spot, you shoulda ran
i just couldnt understand

life aint fair to them o well
i aint there for them o well x2

7 year waitlist (prod. me)

lyrics:
welcome

ready set go!
when you hear the pistol!
pedal to the floor!
go!

pick it up no moving slow!
when you hear the pistol!
ready set go!
go!

shoot a sheep right between its eyes
watch its spirit leave the meat behind
you are the energy moving through your spine
you are not your body or your thoughts or your mind

how do i escape?
this cycle of forgetting remembering i’m awake
this cycle of creating and hating the shit i make
i hope my ego would permanently disintegrate

sometimes i wish it would end

put a bullet right between his eyes
i can feel my spirit leaving me behind
you can hear it tearing thru his brain
someone is profiting from us being slain

someone is profiting oh let me explain
if blood print the money then you are just a stain
you don't want no money, you don't need no fame
if you had everything you wanted you'd realize that nothing changed

green light!
ready set go!
when you hear the pistol!
pedal to the floor!
go!

pick it up no moving slow!
when you hear the pistol!
ready set go!
go!

GO! (PROD. SOLSA)

lyrics:
I BEEN SMOKING ON STICKY LIKE GOOP
4 GRAMS IN THE FRONTO LOOKING LIKE POOP YEAH
I BEEN SMOKING FAT BUDDAH LIKE TRUES
CAME THRU WITH A MOTHER FUCKING STICK LIKE GROOT 
YEAH

I GET BORED IMMA KEEP IT BRAND (NEW)
I NEED YOU TO LIKE ME LIKE I NEED SHAMPOO
BIG STICK AND IT HUGE LIKE A STALK OF BAMBOO
SMOKING FOUR BLUNTS AT ONCE 
LOOKING LIKE A PAN FLUTE

YO BITCH IS LIKE THE FINISH LINE SHE GETTING RAN THROUGH
PLEASE SAY THAT SHIT AGAIN?
I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU
THEY PUT KNOTS ON MY BOYS HEAD
LIKE A BANTU
SHIT CAN HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU DO NOT PLAN TO

WHEN I SAY I NEED IT DONE MY BROTHER TELL ME “CAN DO”
WE ON A DATE
SHE BLOW A NIGGA OUT LIKE A CANDLE 
IM EATING GOOD NO MORE TOP RAMEN
NO MORE CAMBLES 
IM COMING DOWN OFF THE DRUGS LIKE A FUCKING ANVIL

I JUST TOOK SOME MORE DRUGS
I FEEL LIKE AN ANIMAL
THE WAY I EAT THESE RAPPERS UP I’M LIKE A FUCKING CANNIBAL
YOU WANNA HATE THE SHIT I DO 
WELL THAT’S UNDERSTANDABLE 
I WOULD HATE ME TOO IF I WERE YOU

GOOP 
SMOKING GOOP

SMOKING TOO MUCH WEED YEAH IT GOT HER LIKE
SMOKING TOO MUCH WEED YEAH IT GOT ME LIKE
SMOKING GOOP HIT IT TIL IT GET ME RIGHT
FUCK A TAN BITCH
GOLDEN GIRL 
SHOUTOUT BETTY WHITE

I COULD SMOKE A RAPPER WITHOUT TRYING ON LITERALLY ANY MIC 
I COULD SMOKE THIS BLUNT IF I COULD FIND 
THE MOTHERFUCKER THAT TOOK MY LIGHT
YOU COULD SMOKE THIS BLUNT AND YOU WOULD STILL NEVER EVEN GET CLOSE TO MY HEIGHT
YOU COULD SMOKE EVERY BLUNT INSIDE THE WORLD AND YOU WOULD STILL NEVER EVEN GET CLOSE TO MY HIGH

GOOP
SMOKING GOOP

GOOP! (PROD. SOLSA)

PROD @wendigowendigo

FOR THE GREATER GOOD
NO, I AIN'T STEPPIN OUT
IT IS FOR THE BEST
THAT I AM NEVER FOUND
I WON'T EVER CHANGE
NO, I WON'T COME AROUND
IF I EVER DO
BEST CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
SO OBLIVIOUS
SO OBLIVIOUS

SO OBLIVIOUS
TO MY NATURE
SPEND MY PAPER
GET IT LATER
WITH A GANG OF FOOLS
AND WE ALL RACE TRAITORS
IT'S ALL THE SAME BRUH
YOU NEED TO WAKE UP

I JUST BE GETTIN SO MAD SOMETIMES
I JUST BE GETTIN SO MAD SOMETIMES
I JUST BE GETTIN SO MAD SOMETIMES
I JUST BE GETTIN SO DEPRESSED AND ANGRY AND SAD SOMETIMES
IF I TOLD YOU HOW I REALLY FEEL
THEN YOU WOULD THINK I WAS OUTTA MY MUTHAFUCKIN MIND
YOU WOULD SAY I NEED A THERAPIST
OR PERHAPS 5150

I'LL JUST CLOSE MY MOUTH
I CAN'T TALK
Y'ALL MAKE ME WANNA RUN AROUND
WITH A TOMAHAWK
I'M GOIN TO JAIL TO NIGHT
JUST SAVE YOUR LIVES
I ALREADY FAILED
GIVE A FUCK WHAT THEY DECIDE

MAYBE I'LL GO OUTSIDE WITH A KNIFE
AN ATTEMPT TO EXTERNALIZE MY STRIFE
AN ATTEMPT TO EXTERNALIZE MY ANGER
MAYBE TAKE ONE OR A COUPLE LIVES
MAYBE TAKE OVER TEN LIVES, THEN MY OWN
THROW AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I OWN
THROW AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE
AND IT'S JUST BECAUSE I'M MUTHAFUCKIN SAD

FOR THE GREATER GOOD
NO, I AIN'T STEPPIN OUT
IT IS FOR THE BEST
THAT I AM NEVER FOUND
I WON'T EVER CHANGE
NO, I WON'T COME AROUND
IF I EVER DO
BEST CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
CHECK YOUR SURROUNDINGS
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT
SO OBLIVIOUS
SO OBLIVIOUS

THE SAME THING OVER & OVER (PROD. WENDIGO)

PROD. @ssjcxrpse

DON'T DIE WITH REGRETS
DON'T DIE WITHOUT MAKING YOUR AMENDS

LOSE CONTROL OF MY MIND

I'M SO THANKFUL TO STILL BE ALIVE AFTER ALL THIS TIME
LIFE FINALLY ON TRACK NOW
AFTER ALL I ACT OUT
AFTER ALL MY CRAP I KNOW I CAN'T TAKE BACK NOW
I'MA MAKE EM ALL FEEL THE BURN
I'MA BURN AWAY ALL I'VE EARNED
I DON'T KNOW WHY ANYONE LIKES ME
PEOPLE ALWAYS PLAYING GAMES TO SPITE ME
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I DID ENOUGH FOR THEM
IT NEVER WAS NO GIVEN UP ATTEMPT
I ALWAYS BE FORGETTING WHAT I AM
I'LL ALWAYS BE LIVING WITH MY SINS
AND I WILL STILL TRY
I'LL STILL TRY

LOSE CONTROL OF MY MIND

Luv Note: At First

LARA'