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“You Died Beautiful, I Stayed Ashamed” (Track 4) — The Kids Who Ran From Heaven

This is the guilt-core of the album. The part nobody wants to say out loud.
It’s about watching someone slip away and realizing your “good intentions” didn’t save them… and then having to live inside that silence.

Hospital blue in the blinds. Bad coffee. Shaking hands.
Trying to count ceiling tiles so you don’t count the dead.
And the worst part isn’t just loss — it’s the shame of what you didn’t do, didn’t say, didn’t fight through in time.

I wrote this one for everyone who’s ever replayed a moment like an autopsy:
Should’ve called. Should’ve stayed. Should’ve kicked the door in.
And for the part of grief that gets weirdly angry at the way people romanticize pain — like calling it “beautiful” makes it easier to hold.

This song is me tearing the gold frame off tragedy and saying it plain:
you were a whole person, not a poetic ending… and I’m done looking away.

🖤 Lyrics are 100% written by me.
⚠️ Disclaimer: Vocals may be AI-generated.

You Died Beautiful, I Stayed Ashamed

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Part 3 - https://soundcloud.com/dj_davda/differentmusic3
Part 4 - https://soundcloud.com/dj_davda/differentmusic4

TRACKLIST:
Children Of Zeus - Smoke With Me
M.A.C - Love You
YJ - Do You Think About Me ft. Tinyman
Mahalia - Sober
IAMDDB - Back Again
Katy B x Kaytranada - Honey
Self Scientific - Love Bird
R Kay x Tinyman - P.B.H
Children Of Zeus - Still Standing
M.A.C - Reminisce ft. Luv Rell

FKJ - Skyline
Sabrina Claudio - Belong To You Remix ft. 6lack
Sam Wise - Rack Up
House Of Pharoahs - Snatch
Knucks - Turnover
New Gen (Jevon) - Man Of The Hour
Knucks - Vows

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Different Music 2 - @DJDAVDA

TRACKLIST: https://www.mixcloud.com/Mellowdic/the-mellowdic-show-052/

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Mix List 
1. SiR - John Redcorn
2. Brent Faiyaz - Bluffin 
3. SiR ft Boogie - Rapper Weed
4. Brent Faiyaz - Lost Kids Get Money 
5. DVSN ft Future - No Cryin
6. A2 -  Fill the Void 
7. Summer Walker ft Usher - Come Thru
8. Ella Mai - Trip

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