hurt

@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

i givb up     prod jolst

despite it all

song comp from 23-25 my favs i never released

1. call it what you want
2. dancers @winter
3. now or never
4. dear you
5. snowdrops
6. sacrum @angelicxmei
7. time waster
8. my special place
9. boys like you
10. i think its okay
11. again, i lose
12. i lied
13. catch me as i fall

spotify

dear you

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

##############

@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

Unfading Melody of Life. (AUTUMN25)

https://www.instagram.com/mitsssugo_

Ft. askenemy, skylargalaxy, recyclebin, violet, krave, audiodiary, omgzanoza, 9wex.

October 2025

all beats made from 7th jan - 26th september in no particular order
ft 21, 44y, blxty, rochambeau, meta, cranes, neohn, sochi, live&learn, kuru, dollmaker, pop, extra, mental, thr6x
thank you

[0:00] our end
[1:15] gran
[2:33] urafinale @21js @44yy
[3:30] chaos @blxty @rochambeaubeats
[4:33] crying in the club
[5:24] hexd @pyu
[6:16] fame @21js
[7:48] ICareAboutEverything @cranessssss
[8:36] finale @neohnq
[9:17] royal
[10:16] daedalus @pw4prez
[11:08] school days
[12:10] mirrors @pw4prez
[13:27] favor of fortune @44yy
[14:35] threat @pw4prez @liveanndlearn
[15:22] jasmine @kggn
[16:13] for the moment
[17:13] word @yumenikki
[18:00] lifeline @kggn
[18:37] trust @21js
[20:15] breeze @cranessssss
[21:18] ghosts @44yy
[22:21] grand @21js
[23:35] inferno @blxty @popilization
[24:39] sick of it @pw4prez @44yy
[25:53] finale @rxvg
[27:14] famousdex @cranessssss
[28:08] nis @cranessssss
[28:56] when its over @mental
[30:03] proxywar @pw4prez
[30:55] living&learning @mental @thr6x

hurt

beryl