https://soundcloud.com/crespo-alyssa/that-im-feeling?ref=clipboard

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i could reminisce but i don't think that i'd remember anything</3

destiny g

'87 Benz
I just sit back, I hit the gas
Ride through the wasteland broken down buildings and piles of trash
I moved as far away as I could to get away from the past
I'm just a scavenger looking for copper and metal to scrap
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack
Kill my throat from all this nicotine and vapor I inhale
I never used to but this stress got me not doing well
Work so much but this self motivation it can be hell
I roll my mary and I just put myself up in a spell
My weak brittle bones, I need phosphorus
I just need some love but I can't foster it
And i do what I love but I just lost the bliss
They only show the love when it’s posthumous
Tell me it means
Tell me it means
Tell me your train of thought when you shut yourself off from me
Save it please don't talk to me
Please don't talk to me
I don't know what it was but something's been off with me
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack

phosphorus (with brody)

Wokeupscrmn (with notmorgn)

looking for myself, in the pieces you left me

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

Jloud Bounce Out

stream on spotify

HARDHEADED (prod. losemygrip)

Single from the upcoming EP/Album
Love u guys.

LYRICS
----------
VERSE
Cuz baby I've been waiting for ya
lookin at me sideways
I dont wanna hide it

And Im not even pushing my luck
Doing this my way
See u on the highway

I'm tryna make a buck
but nothing workin my way
world is turning all grey

and I've been on the bottom it's sucks
losing touch with the ones I trust

PRE-CHORUS
No-one wants to call me back
I'd tell you that I'm fine with that
Doesn't matter if I'm honest
Doesn't, I promise

Cuz whenever I get attached
Anxiety pulls me back

HOOK
Yeah I'm underneath the surface,
Cuz I don't wanna be a burden
My demons have been lurking
And they all know I've been hurting

And lately I've been nervous
Have I got no purpose
Yeah I'm rolling down the curtain
this the end yeah I'm certain


VERSE2
I'm not the same bird as I was
I was livin life my way
Crushed all of my bad ways

And that is all I want to become
Always knew Id pay
thought about it all day

I don't want to believe in a bluff
I ain't gonna be sad today
I'm running far away

BURDEN

how isnt everything hard?

with @itsyungvan
produced by @user-182805726
thank you all

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can i be you? (ft. yung van) [prod. saint tomorrow]

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

Lyrics:

And all these thoughts of mine
They got me haunted tonight

But it would probably be to obvious to say
The things you made me wanna change
I didnt reckon Im in pain
Why it always gotta rain

Cut it up now, we say goodbye
Push me to edge, all my feelings took a right

We should get this
We gonna die
I be comming round and make it hard for me to say it

All I want is for you to
Come back home
I trynna make it all night long
But Im not gonna make it back
Back, back yeah

Take me, to places
Where
All is fine
Wont you take me
You make me
So blind

And all these thoughts of mine
They got me haunted tonight

But it would probably be to obvious to say
The things you made me wanna change
I didnt reckon Im in pain
Why it always gotta rain

Hit me up
Phone be blowing up tonight
Are you drunk
Trynna get this love but I

I aint a fool, I know there is another guy
Its never cool
You switching every other night

All I want is what you have
(What you have, what you have, what you have...)
If you wanna take my life then go ahead
(I dont care anymore you can take it)

Take me, to places
Where
All is fine
Wont you take me
You make me
So blind

And all these thoughts of mine
They got me haunted tonight

But it would probably be to obvious to say
The things you made me wanna change
I didnt reckon Im in pain
Why it always gotta rain

HAUNTED

pre save my album 'roses' dropping april 17th <3

lyrics ~
oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

to go around
and break your heart

oh i wonder
if this life could get any better
i tried
to be the one you fantasised 
i lost it
yeah you tried to call me weak
when i cried
this could be our own little paradise

oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

oh i could spare a minute if you need it
threw away your purpose then you spoke to me
is there any reason to be over this?
i could reminisce but i don't think that i'd remember anything
woke up to another missed voicemail
they say they wanna talk but they didn't say i had to
sky blue from the start to the end
have my say then i'm out
why you gotta act so innocent?

'cos i'm falling away from you
yeah i'm falling away from you

oh i've never known someone like u
if you want i'll survive through
every lie that you tell me
though you'll always be the death of me
despite the issues that i'm dealing with
it's all a game remember this
i'll pick your heart and play with it
cos it's all that gives me confidence

PRE-SAVE MY ALBUM

~ death of me

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

Rip Jonathan Meristil, I love you bro <3

Mix & Mastered by: yung van
Cover art: JJ Meri x yung van

I fucking died the day I watched you go (Prod. nathanspeiser)

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

Crying Wolf

LYRICS:-
i would risk my heart
just to love you
i would risk it all
just to fall for you

baby don't cry,
i know that you're trying
baby don't lie,
i know that you're hurting
is it too much? is too much 
for you
maybe it's time? maybe it's time 
for you
to feel what i feel
to see what i see
to know that my love is real
i would never lie to you
you know that i'll die for you
so rest your head on me
you can put your trust in me
i can treat you like a queen
so just put your love on me

it's 2AM, i wish you'd call

'Sin-Shi'

Mixing/Mastering - prodbysinxi@gmail.com
Features/Enquiries - sinxi.mgmt@gmail.com

@ditc_exe
@suteracollective

~ death of me

sinxi

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