A song of understanding and coming to terms, that the person you thought was "the one," wasn't, and living with the destruction that follows a toxic relationship.

HATE THE WAY

'IN PIECES'
Written by Julian Deans
Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr
Mastered by by LANDR
Artwork by Julian Deans
©️ 2021

LYRICS
What am I supposed to do now?
Just hide away, somehow?

CHORUS
It's like I've landed in pieces,
is it true you're addicted to the tears on my face,
and I should be disgraced at the way I admit that,
I can't hold myself together and I've landed in pieces.
Oh oh oh.

How am I supposed to feel now,
Just fake this face for one more day,
hmmmmm

CHORUS
In pieces.

Tell me if you think if it's fair,
Tell me if you think if it's fair,
That you seem to be happy without a care in the world,
and I'm here...

CHORUS
In pieces.
In pieces.

Anxiety Dreams

In Pieces

In pieces 💔

This is my first full vocal track. All comments are appreciated! Thanks in advance🙏

Oh My Love

Oh My Love (with vocals)

Will the world be in the doldrums again this year? I wish you all the best of luck.

Chasing My Own Shadow

The last two years have been like a long night full of Chinese Dreams when you contemplate the Outer Space in hopes of finding a New World where you can find peace that will help you avoid falling into the Strange Pipes. A Dark Path lies ahead of us in this quest and sometimes only have One Drop of light that shows you around, but that Will Guide You from what has been to what Should Be, all the way through an infinite now in which Me becomes We just like the poet taught us.

And The Salt that cures our wounds and gives taste to life is ready to take us on a trip from this In-Between times to the place where time disappears, To Heaven. The journey is filled with cosmic wonders, where stars become stepping stones leading us to a realm beyond imagination. Each step is a dance with the unknown, and the galaxies whisper secrets that only the intrepid can decipher.

As we traverse the cosmic expanse, we encounter celestial beings who share tales of forgotten memories and ancient wisdom. The One Drop of light expands into a kaleidoscope of luminescence, revealing the intricate tapestry of existence. We become part of a cosmic symphony, where the notes of our experiences harmonize with the melodies of the universe.

In this ethereal space, the boundaries between Me and We blur, and a collective consciousness emerges. We realize that the true essence of life lies not in solitary pursuits but in the interconnected dance of souls. The Salt that once healed wounds now becomes the elixir of unity, binding us together in a celestial embrace.

The journey takes us deeper into the fabric of time, where moments crystallize into eternal memories. We stand at the threshold of Heaven, a realm where the essence of our being intertwines with the cosmic energies. And maybe, just maybe, there is where we started being This Close To Remember Something Important.

As we reach the culmination of our cosmic odyssey, a profound realization dawns upon us. The New World we sought was not a distant planet but a state of consciousness, a dimension where love, compassion, and understanding reign supreme. The Strange Pipes that once threatened to ensnare us now dissipate like shadows in the dawn of enlightenment.

The echoes of the poet's words resonate in the celestial expanse, reminding us that the journey from the known to the unknown is a sacred pilgrimage of self-discovery. And in the boundless tapestry of existence, where Me becomes We, we find the elusive peace we sought – a peace that transcends time and space.

And maybe, just maybe, there is where we started being This Close To Remember Something Important.

00:00 Chinese Dream
04:16 Outer Space
07:30 New World
09:20 Strange Pipes
12:29 Dark Path
16:13 One Drop
21:01 Will Guide You
27:20 Should Be
33:08 We
39:52 And The Salt
46:36 In Between
52:42 To Heaven

This Close To Remember Something Important ...

Drew Movi - love

He brocke expect with flow

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Party Life

Sky Ron:
Left on read, now I’m talkin’ to the ceiling
You was the one who gave my cold heart feelin’
Now I’m stuck writin’ all this pain I’m concealin’
Actin’ like I’m fine but I’m barely even healin’

Missed calls, now I’m scrollin’ through the thread
All your words still echo in my head
Told me that you’d stay, then you dipped instead
Now I’m layin’ in my bed, heart full of lead

you said forever (pico)

Lights Until Epiphany

siômosis: The Abenaki word for “Little Hawk”
Conor Hawk Cupid • Abenaki • Singer • Producer
https://www.AllMyLinks.com/siohmosis

RnB / Pop / Soul /
Artist / Producer / Singer 

From Troy, New York, born Conor Hawk Cubit, under the aquarius zodiac, siohmosis is an RnB/Pop/Soul Singer & Producer. Blending his music with his heritage and life story, siohmosis is the Abenaki word meaning “Little Hawk.” si8mosis is the name he was given at birth by his mother and grandmother. The spirit of the hawk, intentionally chosen to be the one to guide, protect, and teach him through his journey in this life. His newest EP “Little Hawk” is paying homage to his heritage and to those who came before him; his mother, aunt, uncle, grandmother, and great-grandmother. Though the issues he sings about are his own, they are sung about in honor to the loss and pain the Abenaki people have felt, lived, and triumphed over. We are still here. 

Self-produced, self-recorded, mixed & mastered, true to self, and entirely original, come check out “Little Hawk” now and take flight!!

wliwni wji k’olidahaw8gan nia wji. (Thank you for your kindness to me - Abenaki)

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