You make me hate myself
A whole lot less
I’m a mess when I’m without you
You let me cut myself
A bit more slack

You provide the simple getaway I need
Terrorize the demons laying eggs in me
Feels a lot like most nights
The end’s nigh and then
You shine on me
It’s dark and then you shine on me

Today tastes just the same as yesterday
Today tastes just the same as yesterday

Take a swim and sleep it off
Slip into the warm place we belong
Cool
All my motivation’s been and gone
You’re the only muse worth singing songs to
They’ve made it way too hard
To change anything
In the end
They make it way too hard
To change anything

You Make Me Hate Myself A Lot Less

I Felt Us Falling Apart W Cw

lyrics:

Send a text there’s no response
As I grip the blade into my palm
Thinking bout you in my arms
Then I look at all my scars
There you go you hit me up
Said you bout to hit the block
Tell me that you rolling up
That you parked up in the lot

Ask me if I’m coming out
Don’t know what this all about
I don’t think that I’m allowed
Cuz I swore myself a vow

Popping xans look like some ciao
Passing out I’m asking how
Feel like I’m deep underground
And I need someone to save me now
Baby save me now
Looking from the ground asking save me now
But you won’t save me now

// CXLT PART //

Riding down the freeway
Hoping that you see me
End up on the news
For what I’m bout to do

Send a text there’s no response
As I grip the blade into my palm
Thinking bout you in my arms
Then I look at all my scars
There you go you hit me up
Said you bout to hit the block
Tell me that you rolling up
That you parked up in the lot

Ask me if I’m coming out
Don’t know what this all about
I don’t think that I’m allowed
Cuz I swore myself a vow

Popping xans look like some ciao
Passing out I’m asking how
Feel like I’m deep underground
And I need someone to save me now

@lilcxlt

Spotify

Save Me Now Ft. CXLT

spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0RCxA8SaySzoFzpQmTCLfo?si=92c44191513340ff

This week's "Piano Music Magazine Video" available here.. 
https://youtu.be/oKCU7ZPB7WA?si=jx-Kaf8Q8_bsmBjd

Happy if you enjoy this.. : )


#3700 (836 left): Jan. 31, 2024: Not to the sensual ear but more endeared (Japanese version)" again from Dec. 2, 2023) 
Today's pure primal piano music here. Happy if this music makes you feel peaceful.. : )
Looking for absolute natural beauty every day for Piano Ten Thousand Leaves. Target number is 4536 and 3700(81,6%) (Only 836 pieces remain) achieved today. Find my project.. : )
This piece may might have good 1/f fluctuation characteristic although I stopped investigating it each piece.

My new message: "Does it make sense to preserve it for 1000 years?"

Today's cover ART is created by #Midjourney (Art Generating #AI), according to my wish. Happy if you like it.

spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0RCxA8SaySzoFzpQmTCLfo?si=92c44191513340ff



I'm now making Archive site of Piano Ten Thousand Leaves project by utilizing #wordpress. Basically nice direction I've already gotten.. : )
Currently 1100 pieces already achieved. 
But this week I need to do something else, so I'm going to stop this task for a bit.


######## NEW 24th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Deep Forest Girl" - the 24th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

Youtube: Full(20 songs, 50 minutes) and HD video by Midjourney - AI
https://youtu.be/-pvjcnFysTk

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/intl-ja/album/6zftjWuL7JMF0vNYgLTSaQ

apple music
https://music.apple.com/jp/album/deep-forest-girl-piano-ten-thousand-leaves-volume-24/1692518303

amazon music
https://www.amazon.co.jp/s?k=chair+house+%E6%B7%B1%E3%81%84%E6%A3%AE%E3%81%AE%E5%B0%91%E5%A5%B3+-+%E3%83%94%E3%82%A2%E3%83%8E%E4%B8%87%E8%91%89%E9%9B%86+-+%E7%AC%AC24%E5%B7%BB&i=digital-music&ref=nb_sb_noss_2

line music
https://music.line.me/webapp/album/mb0000000002e6f6be

AWA:
https://s.awa.fm/album/bd73bf6d8ea694823e31

Other Every music streaming services in the world
https://linkco.re/yDNpmUYN?lang=en

Not To The Sensual Ear But More Endeared - #3700 (836 Left) By Chair House 240131

Lyrics.

( chorus )
Fuck all the
attention, i go my way.
I mark all my words,
Whatever i say.
I know im created of
different shades grey.
Look into my eyes and
get the fuck out my way.

Sirens,
Lighter,
Put that pretty
boy on fire.
Everyone is 
staring like im dire.
I don’t give a fuck
I know that shit
go’n back fire.

( verse )
Whispers in the walls,
They all entertain.
Shadows in the mirror,
Spiders on my face.
I can hear them talk,
I can hear my name.
Fuck it i might need
to talk to baphomet.

( chorus )
Fuck all the
attention, i go my way.
I mark all my words,
Whatever i say.
I know im created of
different shades grey.
Look into my eyes and
get the fuck out my way.

Sirens,
Lighter,
Put that pretty
boy on fire.
Everyone is 
staring like im dire.
I don’t give a fuck
I know that shit
go’n back fire.

B4PH0M3T ( prod. $n0boy )

I don't want to lose my mind

I don't wanna live another day

endless moving through the time

aligned to find a different way

When I wake up tomorrow i'll be gone

All the memories we shared live on

I wish I could remember the words

In the shadows of regret my vision blurred

It will never be the same

Now I know it's not a dream

I don't want to lose my mind

Im not going anywhere with you tonight

I don't wanna hear the warning signs

But it'll be in time

But remember that the times

I'm not here to play your games

Because I know it's hard sometimes

I live in the darkness

We all feel the same sometimes

I want to kill this pain

All I ever wanted was some good times

How could someone just just fall so hard

Think about it two or three times

But they don't come again

I tried so many times

And some bad times to get me through my life

And I know that i've been hurt so many times

Tryin to get the feeling again

I messed around a hundred times

Someone to help me play the rewind

And some good times and some bad times

Memoir

CAAR's 2023 year end report was released this week. Low inventory and high interest rates caused a smaller the number of home to sell in 2023 as compared to 2022 and even less than sales in 2021. CAAR leaders Anne Burroughs and Josh White joined host, Michael Guthrie to share why 2024 will end up being a year that shows the number of home sales will increase year over year for the 1st time in several years.

CAAR Leaders Discuss How the Housing Market will be in 2024 | REM

Iron Filings vol.1

Do Not Be Afraid

If You Love Me - Cover

where it go? 💕

sipndrip, a 18 year old amateur musician that grew up in the Netherlands with a troubled home situation. While being inspired by multiple artists of different genres for example: Ekkstacy, guardin, machine gun kelly, pierce the veil and Michael Jackson. Writing about heart ache, difficult life situations and struggling with self acceptance, so others can deal with it more efficiently.