MUD ON MY GOYARD (prod okWunda)

Humbled (prod. YoungTaylor)

Lyrics

When the drums stop thumping 
Would you still put me first 
I put you through hell 
But you put me through worse
Impossible to tell 
Afraid my wings might melt 

I been feeling like I’m alive 
So I’m a grateful 
Cause I’ve been feeling like ima die so I’m thankful 

Yeah it’s all I ever really needed thought I’d let you go 
Now you left me here I feel like I’ve been feeling all alone
Yeah I thought id be the one you’d choose 
But I wasn’t all alone
I know that they want it 
I can’t let it go let it show
I just know they fucking want my soul 

Stab me in my heart 
So you can see it bleed
I never thought that I’d be greatful for a timely decease 
You stick yourself on to my presence like a deadly disease 
When you’re not with me tho you’re elsewhere perched right onto your knees
switch blades, have become real familiar 
what’s the reason for this childish behaviour ?
We don’t wanna go to levels that i swore to not go 
But you’re giving me a thousand reasons to finish you ohhhh oh oh oh 

It’s been too long, since I had a reason to smile
I’m so grateful that you’re hateful, and deceitful and vile 
It’s the anger that you’re bringing that makes me arise 
Feel like a fucking white walker when I come into the night 
But this ain’t game of thrones, I’m never on my own 
I got the devil on my shoulder and hes made his home
I need guidance I need a savior
I need guidance I need me a savior

When the drums stop thumping 
Would you still put me first 
I put you through hell 
But you put me through worse
Impossible to tell 
Afraid my wings might melt 
I been feeling like I’m alive 
So I’m a grateful 
Cause I’ve been feeling like ima die so I’m thankful 
Yeah it’s all I ever really needed thought I’d let you know 

It’s been too long, since I had a reason to smile
I’m so grateful that you’re hateful, and deceitful and vile

Grateful (feat. Vails)

To The Girl I Have Always Loved But She Doesn’t Know

happy 14th yall
produced by kayori
guitars by fonkyfake


LYRICS
girl you don't know,
girl you don't know my pain
so why you hold on
so why you hold on his name

dear heartbreaker, i cant see you later
im crying inside my room, like failure
you wonder what happened? i told you im lackin
fallin apart, yeah you could see it happen
dear my heart, can you see the dark?
im afraid to fall apart 
im afraid to waste my love
im afraid ill lose the ones i love


silent tears on my pillows they dance
slowly dancing, echoes of the past

just find someone, just find someone that helps
i cannot go on, i cannot go from this hell
just let me know, just let me know ill kill myself 
ill give my all oh, ill give my all my dear


dear heartbreaker, i cant see you later
im crying inside my room, like failure
you wonder what happened? i told you im lackin
fallin apart, yeah you could see it happen
dear my heart, can you see the dark?
im afraid to fall apart 
im afraid to waste my love
im afraid ill lose the ones i love

lose the ones i love, fuck

heartbreaker

SALUTATIONS

MY HELLO KITTY PRINCESS

@heartblak3 - I Can’t Girl

System Instrumental for the upcoming release featuring Duty Hill 1/2 of Daywalker Nvghtwalker

System (instrumental)

23-03-24
Lyrics

( pre-chorus )
Everyone be talking
shit behind my back,
But i don’t really care.
Cuz they don’t know my past,
That’s alright.
hit my phone ten times.
I won’t answer tonight,
I might die tonight.

( chorus )
Five racks on some
shoes and i still wanna die.
Woke up faded
and i don’t know why.
Purple sprite make
my mood alright.
Imma lose my mind,
Imma lose my mind.

( verse )
Fuck, I’ve been through hell 
but I won’t ever let that change me.
Everyone i knew has
found a way to replace me.
I wish i found a 
way to erase my past,
These days feel slow,
But my life so fast.

( bridge )
Fuck i hate my life.
All my midnight thoughts,
Keep me up at night.
All my midnight thoughts,
Make me lose my mind.
Imma lose my mind.
Fuck i hate my life.
I won’t answer tonight.

( pre-chorus )
Everyone be talking
shit behind my back,
But i don’t really care.
Cuz they don’t know my past,
No they don’t.
hit my phone ten times.
I won’t answer tonight,
I might die tonight.

( chorus )
Five racks on some
shoes and i still wanna die.
Woke up faded
and i don’t know why.
Purple sprite make
my mood alright.
Imma lose my mind,
Imma lose my mind.

2NGHT ( prod. skylarallen, thislandis, tommy g ) ( sped up )

oblivion

oblivion w/ jesse james (prod. 3mourn)

sipndrip, a 18 year old amateur musician that grew up in the Netherlands with a troubled home situation. While being inspired by multiple artists of different genres for example: Ekkstacy, guardin, machine gun kelly, pierce the veil and Michael Jackson. Writing about heart ache, difficult life situations and struggling with self acceptance, so others can deal with it more efficiently.