1. eyes wide open
2. treason
3. manic (reprise)
4. savior
5. eyes run red
6. [[ passé // wayward ]]
7. need u // admittance

ive lost my sense of self no going back
i cant recoup ive broke my back
no friends in the meantime ill just repeat rhymes
im on the decline (x2)

downward spiraling down in and out i cant
figure it out id rather pout again
know it all now i only frown
im dead
figure it out its something i cant atest

passé // wayward [TG1K ARCHIVE]

been a while, gonna try posting more regularly tho

https://www.instagram.com/oscarxpisces/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0r3PcFp8wknaYYoTTy4DhO?si=GJ1-bmH6SZ-aSX7zPPLEaQ

lyrics:

im anxious 
im stressed out
ye ill figure the rest out
and sometimes 
i just need to be by myself for once

its not always easy to breathe
but i need to force it
cause i need some type of relief
i need it
i need it

im way better than before
but im still not fine
its way better than before 
but i still cant sleep at night

anxious

made this a couple months ago, wanted to drop it on my bday :)
everything by myself

puddles; raining; pouring down,
all my troubles funnel out,
i just want to tunnel out, 
i dont want to spin about,
fck this cycle fck it all,
every day i sit and stall
ball my eyes out, want to run

i just wanna be me, but im so fcking done
all this time i thought i'd see, and im so fcking stunned
and im struggling to breathe, i feel like im off some drugs
i just wish i had some luck, shjt gets so hard
and i gotta and play em right, yea i gotta play my cards
and i stay up late some nights, thinking will i make it far
sometimes life gets so bizzare so idk but i-

find a way i always do, 
everything is pick and choose
no one wants me cuz im bruised,
ugly duckling im confused.
im so bothered and confused
i jst wander unamused,
ponder for a damn excuse, 
but i gave off so much clues
and i wonder to myself,
will things ever change
and i hate myself sometimes,
dont wanna stay the same

i just wanna be me but people might think im insane,
i just wanna be me but i dont wanna stay the same

fall

Lzone-youdontneedwomen

why settle for less when you could have more?

https://www.instagram.com/icyjxey/

left 4 dead ft. icyjxey (prod @theonly4l)

produced by xpreeseason
performed by gazi9k

RAMONA FLOWERS

thank u @misakufoxx
prod me
art by @ddbkm623

https://open.spotify.com/track/4yBq7qlRSreQrCQFBQGWXx

frozen 2 (w/ misakufoxx)

@tayparadox
original: https://soundcloud.com/tayparadox/emotions-baredex
prod me (original prod @baredex-522947753)

emotions (doxia cover)

shoutout misa @misakufoxx
prod xmichaelwarren
kinda guessed some of misas verse LOL

lyrix:
[albedo]

and my life keeps falling apart, is it meant to?
dealing this with shit all alone in my bedroom
i try hard its in my mental
and i try hard im going mental
i deal with this shit all on my own
and it only gets worse as i just grow
and i know i know i know i know
ive been told a thousand times im done

bring the dice out
if you wanna talk
then its lights out
ice out
pull up with the gang
dont advise that
talking down on me again
i dont wanna be your friend again
its sad cus i know that you mad
all i want is my life to end
oh-oh
talk shit ill slice his neck
all fax on the gang no fucking cap

[misa]

ion wanna talk, rather stay in the background
maybe ??? maybe u don give a damn now
shut up, always standin with ur hands out
boss up [???]
where are you?
and I'm so sorry
i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick, strange darkness
comes creeping on, so haunting every time
and as i stare, i counted
the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
eating their insides

everworse w/ misaku foxx (p. xmichaelwarren)

prod @threedimensionsapart
@1_2near 4 coverart

w/ @imiss_ruby & @cawnuhr

ruby + cawnuhr - stackedup (tda)

Why you always make my head pound?
We were only kids always hanging at the playground
You were just a friend but I think I wanna make out 
Now it’s in the past and I’ll miss her in my bed now 
In my bed now, always in my sheets
Can you say my fucking name?
Cause you’re driving me insane now
Every single day you be in my fucking head 
But I guess you’re just a lame, can you get up out my face now?

We the only real motherfuckers in a fake town 
Talk a lotta shit to your face you a bitch now 
Pull-up to your crib and I’m gonna fucking spray down
Every single day what the fuck you gonna say now?
Talk a lotta shit why you acting like a bitch now?
Every single day always acting like a fake now
Guess you just a lame, can you get up out my face now?
Yeah you fucking lame 
Get the fuck up out my face now 


What can I do to make you mine?
Cause right now I’m losing my mind
I, feel something so mysterious
Or am I just delirious?
Who do you think you are
I think they (???)
I think that we should be together now I fall apart
I gave you chances
But all that you did was take advantage, ah


Yeah you know I’m making hits 
I can never leave the crib 
When you walk up in my room, fill me up with all the bliss 
On my neck you’ll leave kiss
In the future got a vision 
Giving you a ring and that bitch about to glisten 
I know it never lasts but 
You are my only friend and 
I feel so lost again but
With you by my side I’ll relapse again