prod. snooze


lyrics:
i’m so tired for how longer will this go 
always cautious everytime so i stay low 
always keep my hopes down u never know 
i don’t wna hurt again so i move slow 
i still feel alone even at the show 
yea i tried so many times its still the same 
love is cool but yet it hurts so is strange 
i really hope i can do better for a change 

young nigga in dat trap goin insane
feel it hurt so i sip away the pain 
playin russian roulette w my brain 
miss your presence shoot it up thru my veins


fyi: i hate this song sm

sorry (interlude)

killin myself slwly n nun can stop me

lyrics:

i get high everyday just cope
with the voices in head 
I’m so sad she wan fuck 
baby I wna be dead 
Leave me alone I wna smoke HD alone 
till im gone I’m so numb 
baby i don’t wna feel numb 
gimme sum 
I’m so tired of playing pretend 
I just really wna go 
fuck the hope 
I just wna smoke my dope 
and go home 
i don’t really wna be here 
hold my hand 
please I fear 
that my life gon be real short 
fuck a sport I was tryna chase the money 
not score goals fuck a coach 
i was tryna get my my bag up 
wasn’t tryna stay out broke 
and these fuckers couldn’t 
understand the way i tried 2 go 
y’all were out here in y’all’s feels
while I’m takings beans 2 heal 
yea my brother got the pint 
sippin heavy cause I’m sad 
Kill my self fuck the past 
I feel bad fuck a rack
I don’t really no money cause I got it 
I want you back 
i don’t really need no money 
i want you back 


(i love you but i know the feeling isn’t mutual)

hybrid moments

Chris Travis - "Wavy World"

Terrible release day I should’ve put this out on the weekend 😭 and TikTok not putting me on the fyp to promote this song is COOKED!

Bottles N Kush (JI Beats)

Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/1PdGMtTmVeLDDIyCY9YBhi?si=sdgtEXRtQcubORoqWYWbcg
Apple Music link: https://music.apple.com/us/album/control-freak-feat-dedwrite/1779532629?i=1779532630

dedwrite - control freak (prod. danny gesko)

New Drugs (Ada$minajj)

Throwed (DJ Damage/Newerv)

I know this came hella fast but I’m just trying out a new style of promo because usually I promote and then drop the song but now I wanna drop the song then promote because people be liking the videos but not commenting so I cannot notify them about the song dropping and I’m not on yet so mothafuckas will not be looking out for ya boy 😂 but it’s cool no hard feelings but who knows maybe this way I can get more views likes followers and whatever else comes with this hopefully it goes well this is just a experiment tho either way it goes lesson will be learned won’t know the outcome unless ya try DEPENDING ON WHAT YOU DOING! We don’t take losses only take lessons and turn them into blessings but without further or do or anything else to say sir LaFlare out this bitch EDIT hit 200 followers off this and this new way of promo hitting I count this as special

Room Fulla Clouds (Chris Calor/The House)

"My Apologies" is the bold and deeply personal debut solo album that confronts the complicated truth about regret, accountability, and healing. Blending high-energy trap beats with slow-burning, introspective tracks, this project captures the emotional tug-of-war between seeking forgiveness and demanding it.

With raw honesty and unapologetic lyricism, the album serves as a confession booth and a courtroom—where the artist owns up to past mistakes, but also puts others on trial for the wrongs done to him. It’s not just about saying “sorry”—it’s about asking why no one ever said it back.

Each track builds a narrative of growth, grief, rage, and redemption. From the chest-thumping anthems that echo frustration and resilience, to the slower, melodic moments soaked in vulnerability, My Apologies reveals a complex emotional landscape that many can relate to—but few are brave enough to express.

This isn’t just an album. It’s a statement. A reckoning. A release.

Bottles N Kush (JI Beats)

Sir LaFlare