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dirty Mirrors

Geneva

dj mortifying corpse - ٩(˘◡˘)۶   winterbreak 2022 mix

can you keep a secret
wish i could leave my body
oh i mean it
its always let me down
like do i deserve this
all this weight and pressure
and the exertion
and it only worsens
only worsens

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

i always feel like a burden
watch the walls crumble down
the whole buildings burning
and i been running out of time
to put the fire out
feel it all crumble down
all around me
and my blurred surroundings, surroundings

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

agoraphobic (saint mike)

every day i wake up in the body of a girl
being nerfed by the world
maybe one day ill find my worth
been getting to a point
where i hate this earth
maybe its not for me

since we met i felt in trouble
when i look at you it feels like seeing double
really make me wanna burst out my bubble
i just wanted to see if you could be my someone

you're the one that i wanted
and you're one that i needed
yea i'll hold you forever
yea cuz you keep me together

i met the baddest bitch last night (3x)
but i keep it lowkey
i met the baddest bitch last night (3x)
but i keep it lowkey 

yea i'm posted with my gang love
we just let it hang love
with my gang so i keep it lonely

yea i'm posted with my gang love
we just let it hang love
with my gang so i don't get lonely

wanna live inside a dream
find a river or stream
there's not much that i need
you're the only thing i need girl
there's really not that much to me
so i'm just talking on this beat

fuck fuck fuck
its been 4 years since i'm fucked up

and i'm feeling fragile now
yea i think a fucking blunt would take me out
in the city for bout four years now
and i wonder if i'll ever make it out

a girl against the world (rubbish)

Rich Amiri - Fallin in Luv [Archived]

find no one like u

talk abt me @zai

it's friday the thirteenth 
i'm going out with my horror queen 
We go to the movies 
and shes not scared while shes holdinh me

you're everything that I pictured 
you're everything that i want in a girl
theres not a day i dont miss her
cos she only shows up on one day 

hail the horror queen 
the one who loves to scream
hail the horror queen
the one who loves me
hail the horror queen 
the one who loves to scream
hail the horror queen
the one who loves me

Horror Queen

@zanxoxo
yuh huh bitch i glowed up, watch me fckn cut up
yh give no fucks, ion even know ya
yh give no fucks, ion even know ya
biting my neck yuh losing2much blood 
x2

@novemblur
yuh i b feelin down n out, keep det shit 2 myself
wen i gotta go without bitch i dont whine bitch i dont pout
i hate niggas with opinions they always making sound
tell the pussy nigga pipe down, tell the fuck nigga pipe down
dats why i dont fuck with most of these niggas right now
ouu niggas saying that i changed i aint even left my ground
i need sum 4 the night just to put me down
i ain with li xan im just alone and im a clown

everyone i know dey swear they tryna pick me up
but dat shit i swear it only push me right back down
(4x)

zan yasket, losing2much @djisaacc

prod. remdolla

lore:
He believes he has found the one, a paraphant to take into his dreams. They accept the invitation. What will he show her? What does he want? "Whisper me 31 times"
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I think I have the one
But how do I kno
I think I have the one
So here we go
I dont kno howd you get so hot real talk
Pickin and choosin who you are!
I mean ig I asked her whats your thoughts
Got a feelin you dont kno
I bought her a brand new pink luh top
But darling dont even need new clothes
Like Evan wtf you Want!?
Don't even think that heaven knows!

31! 31!
31 ways just to get right fuckin through
31! 31! 31 last words I wanna have with you
31 flavors of you I get a rise dont know which to choose
31! 31! I got you in my sight now I can't lose

Whisper me 31 times
Its all around its ok
Told you how this shit would play
Get outta town get out the way
Way way way oooooo
I let her do it all
I let all my feeling down in the fall
Stack all my knots up way too tall
Too tall… I think Ive heard it all
Im boutta crash and fall into the wall!

31! 31!
31 ways just to get right fuckin through
31! 31! 31 last words I wanna have with you
31 flavors of you I get a rise dont know which to choose
31! 31! I got you in my sight now I can't lose


31! 31!
31 ways just to get right fuckin through
31! 31! 31 last words I wanna have with you
31 flavors of you I get a rise dont know which to choose
31! 31! I got you in my sight now I can't lose

akin31

@tekea

woke up in Leyndell
   off a perky
   not no ibuprofen 
   i thought u loved me 
   whyd you lie 
   lil hoe my heart is broken
   first day of fall 
   it was the hardest 
   we parted soon after 
   i lay in bed 
   thinking of ways 
   i could forget ur laughter

   these drugs cost me 
   2 organs 
   im injecting venom 
   just wanted to be important 
   now ive lost my freedom 
   this designer imported 
   miyashita denim 
   they want your soul 
   dnt let thm take it frm u 
   count your blessings

   molly make me sweat 
   molly make me sweat 
   molly make me sweat
   face to face with death 
   existential dread 
   its like i could touch it 
   i dreamt of caviar and diamonds 
   was it all for nothing

   too afraid to fail 
   still i think to bail 
   im mexican i should be tan 
   but my skins fucking pale 
   i dropped out started rapping 
   knew my dad thot i wld go to Yale

woke up in Leyndell
   off a perky
   not no ibuprofen 
   i thought u loved me 
   whyd you lie 
   lil hoe my heart is broken
   first day of fall 
   it was the hardest 
   we parted soon after 
   i lay in bed 
   thinking of ways 
   i could forget ur laughter

why did you lie Prod Tekea

he shot an arrow
pray that it hits you
right where you need it
dont move itll miss you
dont know what you look like
or if its that simple
i love it a lot but
i hate it a little too much

CUPID IS A FUCKING FRAUD

too comfortable, more vunerable

produced by cmb
written, mixed, performed by me
i love you always
hope you're well ^.^

///
you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again 

i told my pops i'll be okay
he knows that i can't sleep at night
the thought of you with someone else replays like hell i'm petrified 
my arms stained crimson red
i wish you'd kiss me and tell me that it's all in my head
feel like a psycho i stalk you and then go back to bed
without you i would rather be dead
without you i would

forget all that i said
unscrew my head and put another, lay me down to rest
couple folks told me i need to let it go
told them they’re crazy and i left
i know that i could be a handful baby it’s part of my nature
fool me once, you fooled me twice, so much for asking for a favour
why do you look so blue?
your eyes have lost their colour bae, what’s bothering you?
don’t mistake me for a loon, i see right through you
it’s not a secret i miss you oh i see right through you
it’s not a secret i love you

you were once in a lifetime
no i don't want to die for someone else
once in a lifetime
i'll toss my hurt and hide it on the shelf
no i wouldn't be with no one else
no i wouldn't be with no one else
but you're gone and i'm lost again

lifetime

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

I'm sick of running
Running away from nothing
I feel disgusting
You don't like me I'm ugly
Just leave, nobody's judging
I hate what I'm becoming
This isn't love, but it's something
I don't think that its good enough

I'm praying for relief I'm looking up
I try and try again, I fuck it up
I'm running through the maze, I'm looking but I'm stuck
If you help me, then just help me
Is it love?

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

for a kiss

die 2

cld u love me 
cld u love me 
why u runnin
like why u duckin
like r we sumthn
like btch u nthn
like btch u nthn
pourd a four up
like dam my face numb
see me goin up
so they all wnt sum
u dnt gotta hide it bby kno u stuck on allem drugs
yeen gotta hide it bby model btchs model love
yeen gotta hide it bby we cld go on dates tgt
seen u on the runway bby look so good in marni sweater
yeen gotta hide it bby
yeen gotta hide it bby
yk tht u drive me crazy
bpd nd ketamine
yk tht u drive me crazy
bpd nd cocaine

i met her in ny
idk her first name
btch u skinny like a newport
got blonde hair like cobain
yeen gotta hide it bby
fck me on tha first date
yeen gotta hide it bby
fck me on tha first date
mama nd u strung out like me thts yo best trait
tryna figure out how u so bad on ur worst days
ketamine love
ketamine love
saw u at tha club
doin lines of ughhh
btch i took tha shrooms
btch i fell in love
youn need nbdy else btch i am ur plug

ketamine love
ketamine love
yo heart like a line
wnt it in my blood
ik its fcked up
yk its fcked up
say u like my music
btch i love ur touch

i touched down inna city i didnt kno nbdy
met u at tht party u showed me ur body
hello kitty handbag u pulled sumthn out it
ughh
btch i know u get me ketamine is super gnarly
ughh
btch i know u get me ketamine is super gnarly

ketamine love

ketamine love (prod. split lov3rock rxi)

lovely melody~

lyrics:

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

auxina:

Sharing my heart is such a burden 
I’m asking  what’s  the purpose 
You shatter it into a million pieces 
Then call me worthless
Standing in this old apartment building 
Gotta re-trace my steps 
Where did we go wrong 
How much can I give until I give up yet?
Every hallway is a light year 
Why can’t I  see my path clear
Stars hiding behind these dark tears 
won’t live in my fears
Well aquatinted w a rusty razor blade
Cut my throat and save the day 
Sick of silence in the room for goodness sake  

frendi:

Nothing feel the same, so I empty out my brain
Glocky, it go bang, somethings never change (like my love baby for you)
Read between them lines, baby, I can't waste no time baby
Who's wrong, and who's right, baby? Don't really wanna cry, baby
Yes, I really tried baby, you're not for me, but I'm not good for you
Swerve around in that coupe, could you hold me, down, down, down? (Down, baby are you down, down, down down? Down, down)

Are you there?
I’m still calling
Keep on talking 
Don’t go silent 
I’m all out of sorrys 
I tried my best 
To keep you safe 
I made a worse mess
What will it take? (x2)

the space between spaces + yungfrendi (WARHEART)

My Pretentious Love

@mental @ki7a

https://open.spotify.com/track/6TE46DaYhIxFGiQrTaNTV5?si=f681a0638c874b1f

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