BRIDGES (feat. nappyelugah, Special K & E Racks)

Our First Conversation

parasocial (symbol)

goodbye.

[verse 1]
You and I don't exist, we are one person
I don't care about the scuff marks, you're perfect
When I hold you I can feel my depression melt away
If we keep it all the same, I know that you can change
You're the bottom to my pit
I love it when we dance in the abyss
Build a bridge with a kiss bleeding from the lips
You're my will to live, and my will to rot

[bridge thing]
Hands on the edge
Eyes on the prize
Are we too close?
Or are we too far?
I'm not letting you go
But you're running away
I guess I'm alone

[verse 2]
We can make it work
Even if it hurts, I'll be in the dirt before I give you up
That's just us
Just enough is not enough
I'm still bleeding from the cuts
Bitch I'm walking towards the gate, all we need is trust
I'm committed to the sickness
Uou and I are not too different
When you plunge we're holding hands
I know I'm crafted in your image
I'm you're loyal knight
I'm your holy guard
I'm your promised land
I can give you more
I can give it all
Letting go is weakness
Bitch you leave me speechless
No one adores you like your special boy, your little toy
This doubled edge drives through our cores
Don't you walk away
Nothing needs to change
I can take the flames

[Verse 3]
There's chains, bonded to my wrists
Too scared to admit that I'm your slave
So why we feel so close?
I look to you for hope
You're my aspiration, and my affirmation
You're my aspiration, and my affirmation
You're my
You're my
Yeah

[Outro]
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written and produced by me

goodbye

Happy holidays

[Intro]
It's just another year
and I'm still feelin scared
How can I stop the clock
All I can do is watch

[Verse 1]
If each other's all we need
Then why don't, you treat me like you love me?
Why's it so hard
to understand me you pushed me away

What's thicker than blood
can't be undone
Or maybe it's a lie we tell ourselves 
to make it one more year

[hook?]
cus it's just another day
With a smile on my face
Actin like it's still the same
I love you anyway

[Verse 2]
It's just another part
I play to keep your fears away
I'd rather hole up in my room
But what's one year a day?
Zippin up my coat
Starting up my car
Driving hours down the interstate to
be right where you are
Truthfully
I'm always havin doubts
bout if we'll work things out
I used to keep the shirt you ripped
but I just threw it out
What's the use in all this pain
that's wrapped up in that house?
Maybe I should let it go
cus it's all over now
Or maybe I should get revenge
Hit you where it hurts
Deprive you of my time
Maybe I should close the door   
But I just pulled up at the house
and I just knocked on yours
You let me in and hold me tight
Like I was always yours
The farther we are apart
Is just the closer we grow
How do I really feel?
I guess we'll never know


[hook?]
So it's just another day
With a smile on my face
Actin like it's still the same
somehow I'm never alone

[Bridge]
Gather round the tree
Crack a smile while I 
unwrap the socks you got me
I pray that you never know
I'm always wanting less
from you

[Outro]
Merry Christmas to you x4

BRIDGES (feat. nappyelugah, Special K & E Racks)

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