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Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

Surf Curse - Forever Dumb

BCOS U WILL NEVER B FREE
a bedroom album by Rex

all songs written by Alex O'Connor
(not including 'cape fear' written & performed by Cosmo Pyke)

recording and production by Gianluca Bottoni
mixed and mastered by Oscar Boyd-Palmer
cover image by Clint Frift


A Song About Being Sad

Fault Line (vocals by luke)

Look into your eyes I can’t find you
I don’t know what happened to the girl I knew
When there was a light that would shine through
Nothing could be wrong when I was here with you

We can bring the days back that we miss
Why should we keep hurting ourselves like this?
How'd we get so lost in same old same old?
Baby I would rather get lost with you

Why don’t we escape
You and I could leave this all behind
Now is not too late
I know we could get it right this time

Why can't we escape
You and I could leave this all behind
Now is not too late
There's no way I'm turning back this time

What if all the words were understood?
What if all the doubt was gone for good?
What if I could bring the world to you?
Could you live today like your last few?

Don't you see there's nowhere to run?
Don't you see you're faith high?
Can't you see the damage you've done?
Can't you see the fault line?

I know that you're faith high 
Can't you see the fault line?

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Fault Line

TEETH

破碎 = Broken
Beat & Vocals By ℒund

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Lyrics

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going 
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

can you break my bones
will you tear my skin
can you taste my lust
can you feel my sin
see im a waste of life
i should just kill myself
yeah i could slit my wrist
but it really wouldn’t help

wouldn’t fix my issues
or change your mind
cause i broke your heart
and you buried mine
now I’m six feet deep 
and i can’t breath 
i got dirt in my eyes 
and blood on my sleeves

but ill dig my way up 
through these roots and leaves 
so i can get some air 
so i can finally breath
now i on my knees 
oh baby begging please
will you
will you

will you end my pain 
will you take my life
will you bleed me out
will you hang me out to dry
will you take my soul 
in the midnight rain
while I’m falling apart
while I’m going
(insane) (2nd time)
x2

goodbye (background singing)
don’t you miss me when I’m gone
cause your the fucking reason that I’m not around
bitch your the fucking reason that I'm 

破碎 (Broken)

First spanish song aha, love to all my Latinos 

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Amor de Siempre

"Sticks And Stones is about ending a relationship but the more you try to move on, the more you can't forget. You go through the motions of shutting someone out but they are still that one person you can't let go of."

Sticks And Stones

Dontmakemefallinlove

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Lo Que Siento

you sure know
how to make 
me
feel so little
but i won't take it
even though
we're both unstable
and it's know the healthiest thing 
for us
at all
i'm not even sure if there's an us
at all

but you looked at me and then white boy the same
even though he only had half of my brain
and we both know clearly i'm better than him
and we both know you'd go ahead and hold his hand

how do you manage
to stay in my head for so long
and i'm trying my hardest 
to forget while i'm still young

but you looked at me and then white boy the same
even though he only had half of my brain
and we both know clearly i'm better than him
and we both know you'd go ahead and hold his hand

that white boy

lay down
on your bed
kiss your forehead
or
leave me
to myself
cause i don't need your help

she's leaving
me
but then again
this ain't the first time that happened to me

the sun is
breathing down
my neck
and i've been
better all alone
as a total wreck

she's leaving
me
but then again
this ain't the first that happened to me

ur not that special

i know you  got other people staring at you
but that don’t change the fact that you got me staring too
(yeah)
ooo
(mmhm yeah)
her face resembles the sun; so blindlingly beautiful
but you start hurting once you look at it for too long
(staring at the sun is not good)
oh
she’s beginning to be a familiar figure in my dreams
and i can’t wait for it to all become reality
(keep on dreaming pal)
eh
i’lll sneak out to your house and we could watch that movie
you talked about when you said that it was getting boring
(probably cause you're boring)
ing

*an okay solo*

adry

phoenix

a song about how lonely i am that the only thing keeping my head company are the bumps on my forehead

i’ve been waiting for the sun to come up
all these nights have been the same i’ve had enough
i’ve been wondering if i can trust my guts
i can’t stop it now i think that’d be abrupt  

and if i think too much i might just end up dead
just like what hapenned to romeo and juliet
these bumps are the only things accompanying my head
and if i disregard their existence they’ll get upset

bumps on my forehead

sample: kodaline - all i want
original: https://youtu.be/mtf7hC17IBM
(i wasn't gonna post this but it got a lot of love on twitter)

but if you loved me, why'd you leave me
take my body, take my body
all i want is, and all i need is
to find somebody, oh find somebody x2

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kodaline - all i want (hateful remix)

just there

walking out of a party
on saturday night
walking out of a party
all your friends are real charming
real charming and nice
all your friends are real charming
you'll pretend you don't know me
don't know me and i'll
i'll pretend you don't know me
past nine and i'm getting sleepy
i'm closing my eyes
past nine and i'm sleepy

how many times will you walk right past me
how many times will you walk by and notice that i'm

just there
just there
just there
just there

and the crowd's getting wild
there's dirt all around
oh the crowd's pretty wild
your friends all have the same style
they're all up on clouds
your friends all have the same style
i'm sure you all have old vinyls
of velvet underground
sublime and billy idol
you think you're all original
with your marlboros
and some very cheap alcohol 

how many times will you walk right past me
how many times will you walk by and notice that i'm

just there
just there
just there
just there

just there
just there
just there
just there

just there

(Production By Sanyé, Vocals By Shiloh Dynasty)

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtOyn3ogEYs

she promised me love while i was high (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

LYRICS

i've been waiting for months on end
and she's been pulling some stunts once again

now that he's out of the picture
i can get a little bit closer
to you

i've been waiting for days and nights
so i can walk you to that stoplight
if you'd like

now that he's out of the picture
you'll realize that you deserve better
(maybe its me, maybe its not. i don't know, but i'm hoping it is)

SICK SOLO

out of the picture

lyrics:

i've been roaming around these places
seeing all these faces
i've always seen before
i'm still trine catch you staring
hoping that you're waiting
cause you can't leave me wanting more

i'm wondering
when will she feel the same again
if anything
surely i'll be dead by then

you've been looking at me funny
is there something you won't tell me
just know that i can handle it
you're still pretending that you don't
see me cause you know
that it's just a bottomless pit

i'm wondering
when will she feel the same again
if anything
surely i'll be dead by then

dead by then

Satellite Heart - Anya Marina

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

vertigo

crash

NOT A SONG ABOUT LOVERS! A SONG ABOUT FRIENDS!

you said you want
what’s best for me
now here you are
just wrecking me 

it’s getting old
you’re telling me
you’re just repeating
history

now you scream

you’re selfish, immature
don’t know what you’re looking for
gotta take this time to learn
what you want for sure

words you’re saying
are enough
then you come back
to beat me up

it’s for the best
believing you
i break my neck
because it’s true

now i view
that

i’m selfish, immature
don’t know what i’m looking for
gotta take this time to learn
what i want for sure

tough love

there's no truth in these dreams i chase
out of sight, i still see your face
even though things fall into place
can't deny i still see your face

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kubek - i still see your face

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(my head is empty)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
everything's alright (4x)

it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when im with you i am lost
without you i am dead
i just want these feelings out my fucking head
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want

i just need to be alone
i just to stay at home
i cannot pick up the phone
i just need to live alone
i just need to die alone
i just need to cry alone
everythings alright when im alone

everythings alright (4x both)

(kaiyko)
i try to keep my cool when i am with you, leaving scars all on ur heart
is the last thing i wanna do,
you can pull the tigger if you need that
should've thought about it twice before saying you have my back
and now im taking the fall like nothing else mattered before and oh
I loved it before when I could walk out the door without all this weight on my chest
its getting so heavy, do you know what you mean to me?
You're putting it all on me, oh wont you see?
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

(my head is empty)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last

(kaiyko)
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

out of the picture

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