like an angel fallen down but u couldnt stay 🤕

everyday is a struggle i’m way too stressed

i hope you're the last one i'll be needing
you took my heart and im still healing
i cant get up im slowly bleeding
it costs so much i hate this feeling
i spent countless nights alone
dont know where u are ur on ur own
i can never think when ur not home
drink until im dead let my sorrow live on

let my sorrow live on

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

with @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod me and @decago

and i knew u were mine when i saw ur face 
like an angel fallen down  but u couldnt stay 
i need you more than any girl i met 
youre just perfect in every way i bet 

sitting down on the couch and im such a mess
everyday is a struggle girl im way to stressed 
when i met you it felt like i was blessed 
now i hate everyday i see u less

but i'll hate every day regardless
you couldnt cause more if you triedim honest
i'll stalk your accounts couldnt call if i wanted
i'll lay this down when you're gone and forgotten
you'll lie to me
and say that im the only one you'll keep 
but i'll believe anything when you're close to me
eye to eye i wish you were all i'd see

you're just perfect in every way, i bet

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

everybody wants to be a loser

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

sorry mom im a faggot

https://open.spotify.com/album/4travmAkpUqeZccdZ1bZ0x?si=Qn5MZpbFRuyN-1tQ9NyIAw

im sorry for not dropping recently everythings js bad rn
shoutout oma for the cover

the writing is all over walls of my mind, i can't find solutions to this
i need time to figure it out, don't know the amount, but im asking for it
like taxes, girl you gotta guess, i don't know what's left, or how much ima need
relaxing, but i know i cant, for boredom has struck and i must take a knee
love & math, my two biggest problems in life, oh how they confuse me
what's that? over again, tell me what i did wrong, where to begin

love & math demo

I am a 19 year old Canadian Indie artist heavily inspired by Mac Demarco, TV girl, MBV, Triathlon, and more. I do everything myself and record everything in my bedroom. I enjoy creating fun upbeat music that people can connect too, and experimenting and combining Genres that I love!

you're just perfect in every way, i bet

six days after christmas

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