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sedation

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Lyrics:
yeah i say that im fine
but you see that im not
cause i drown in the dark
and my stomachs in knots
feel the maggots squirm
while they eat at my flesh
feel the shadows consume
while my mind is a mess
x2

ive said it now 
a thousand times
all the hurt 
and all the lies
dont care bout
my alibis
you see right through
my dying eyes

every breath is just another second i feel dead
where were you when i needed someone to ease this dread

and im trying my best to get up and stand
on my own two feet but im lost in the sand
ive drifted for ages, the desert it kills
i burn from the inside again

now i burn
from the inside
and die

you lost hope in me
so i didnt stay
but i promise you ill be back here some day
x2
left me to die didnt think i would live
but i am still here ive got love still to give
see im broken but im trying my best
not giving up till the grave when i rest

to the grave

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Lyrics:
is there anybody, in my head
that can lend a hand, take away this dread
hear me screaming calling, you feel my blood
always warm it's running, it flows with love
im still mad, at the way it ends
you weighed down my feet, buried me in sand
let the tide come in, while im stuck on land
drown in all my fears, you never grabbed my hand

ive kept this secret
for far too long
you weighed me down, you choked me out
(you weighed me down, you choked me out)
x2

the clock strikes twelve
youve gone to bed
but how can you sleep with that thought still in your head
i think im numb
i think im gone
i think ive lost, what ive worked for all along

what is this feeling
trapped inside my head
what are these thoughts
telling me i should be dead
hope
love
grace
death

ive kept this secret
for far too long
you weighed me down, you choked me out
(you weighed me down, you choked me out)
x2

choke me out

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Ft @kaiyko
Lyrics:
I know your secret, it's out now
You know there's no hiding facts now
There's the proof on your arm
No longer hidden in dark

Said you're going away
In this room you will stay
Until we fix your ways
Somethings wrong everyday

I would stare at the ceiling for days
Hoping I could just come out of this daze
I really wish that I could find a new way
But I'm stuck with the words that they say

Every day, fall asleep with a light
Every night, waking up with a knife
Had it stashed when I needed to fight
Myself inside, just wanna feel alive

Trapped in this room when I needed some help
Treat me like I'm crazy got me locked in a cell
Swear that I am sane I've just been lost in this hell
Swear I wanna live I really wanna be well

Hear me say I wanna die, but my heart says that I don't
No I'm fighting for my life, so I haven't cut my throat
I'm just searching for some feeling, I'm just searching for some love and now I'm screaming for some help but no one hears me when I'm falling under

I swear I wanna live
I swear I wanna live
So help me when I'm falling under
x2

i swear ft. kaiyko

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Lyrics:
here i am again, drinking this poison
all my thoughts are lost, and my mind is gone
all my love was fake, all those thoughts of fate
they were nothing more, than a big charade

now i cant sleep
at night neck deep
in cold memories
what do you think of me

There's so much more than these vices
A soul is worth more than their price is
Sell yourself short, that's what life is
There's gotta be more

im still alive
i still survive
ive cheated death
countless times

im inclined to believe
that it means something
hope you see me now
but what did i achieve

price of a soul

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Lyrics:
Im getting sick of your fucking lies
Frankly dont care if you live or you die
Hope you find some peace when you close your eyes
Only darkness remains by your side

Remember your love when you bury your
Dead
Remember the things that have never been
Said

You grew up in church taught to bury your dead
But what do you do when youre always mislead
You left all the smiles and the warmth of your bed
To find a new home just to die off instead

Bury your dead
You left them in the snow
Bury your dead
You left them in the cold

Im getting sick of your fucking lies
Frankly dont care if you live or you die
Hope you find some peace when you close your eyes
Only darkness remains by your side

Remember your love when you bury your dead
Your scarf always dragging its been soaked in red
When you find your victim you've made sure they bled
And then when they're gone not a tear has been shed
x2

Shed

Did you really think, that youd find a home
Way out up north, out in the cold
Thought you'd be fine, you were his to hold
And now you reside, together alone
Remember your love when you bury your dead
Your scarf always dragging its been soaked in red
When you find your victim you've made sure they bled
And then when they're gone not a tear has been shed

Six of Kings

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