its like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, its too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october (slowed)

this is more than i can take

the boy who never touched a girls hair

worst friend i ever had

lyrics:
They question us when there's blood on the floor
Starve me away, because I didn't need any more
Run up and down the corpse, until there's just no more
Flatten out every piece of change until your nails scrape the floor

Five more cents
That's all I need
Five dollars, yeah
That's all I need
Repent or give me what I need
Feel guilty or just pray to me

They don't care about the trumpets ready to blow
The eyes are hyper-fixated on the paper in my hands
My selfishness takes me out wondering, what will I show
A couple hundred or something
Oh no, is this a scam

Gods of manipulation bestow others with their plans
They know no better than to live off the rest of the fam'
A perfect plan lets beg for the money
Blend in with the real ones on the street
Because i'm just a phony

Don't wear a cross
Just to come beg for my money
I'll lend a dollar or two
But don't ask for all my money
Christian's not a costume
At least that's what I thought
I struggle to defend what I fought

What I fought
What I fought
What I fought
What I fought

beggers

lyrics
i look at my face waking up was a mistake
then i check my phone no notis on it today
man fuck my mind cause these thoughts i cannot shake
why am i still alive? when i could die today
why should i go on? i cant enjoy shit
sick of watching everyones fun i dont have solace
hand me a fully loaded gun and give me a clip 
because at this point anything seems better then this

why should i go on?

(i forgorr who produced this sorry)

LYRICS:
are you using my body 
or are u just feelin alone 
ur placed in my head
you said it was hard in ur room
i must forget just to get you out of my mind 
if im really feeling desperate ill reach out to you know i cannot stay  at times
picture perfect because you exist when i call ur phone will you pick up the line
its alright gotta draw right back 
get to switchin in the car drivin while im with that without you 
how come everybody  say all kinds of stupid shit 
i wouldve left my house in peace and didn't have to quite 
if i really had to pick it wouldn't even be you 
so now your stuck up without me you fuckin evil bitch 
This part is stuck in my head 
i feel so vulnerable to you sometimes when i cry 
lay down and scroll all on my phone until i decide 
do u  really need you 
its not complete

i feel like your using me...

she’ll bite down on my neck
when she dies ill keep her head
inside my freezer again

shell… bite… down…. on me
shell… leave… town.. for me
shell… take… my heart.. from me
but she knows im okay to bleed

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

shell… bite… down…. on me
shell… leave… town.. for me
shell… take… my heart.. from me
but she knows im okay to bleed

you look so fucking good
ill take a bite out of your heart
i dont know if i should
keep your corpse inside the dark

she’ll bite down on my neck
when she dies ill keep her head
inside my freezer again

lets dance slowly in the dark

scar