Dubruvvas - Rug Hustler

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ceol dord cochallach as corcaigh /
belligerent bass music from the boglands
https://angalardub.bandcamp.com/follow_me

all tracks available for download: https://angalardub.bandcamp.com/music
mix by @arleighdnb - https://on.soundcloud.com/snHGG
d.i.y. video [craiceann]: https://www.facebook.com/angalardub/videos/1274983646821142
latest mix: https://www.mixcloud.com/angalardub/dub-ta-peel-spuds-ta/
live @ trench town electric picnic 2016. https://www.mixcloud.com/angalardub/an-galar-dub-trench-town-electric-picnic-mix-2016/
live @ the friary pub cork city 2015. https://www.mixcloud.com/angalardub/an-galar-dub-dub-inna-pub-mix-the-friary-pub-cork-city-21-03-2015/
bog mongrels [ancient irish history blog] http://bogmongrels.blogspot.com/
poems: https://www.facebook.com/angalardub/posts/pfbid02Pe8N9BA2x54eGKjf276kWLy2xvRXnNEYbKhKktkLYxFzq5K84nRM8hg1ah1nF9w5l

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Co-founder at TransFrequency Recordings



i make goth drum n bass

Bachelor of Arts with Honours in Combined Awards                               (English Literature & Publishing)

poetry is the warm feeling in my belly. 

https://missjean6.wordpress.com

you broke me open
exposed what's unhealed
it won't let me hide
in the silence you left behind
never stopped feeling
never stopped hoping
crossing my mind everyday
trying to find my way
wanting to tell you things
like not everything needs fixing
okay with space
this emptiness
without your voice
without your eyes
worlds apart

The image of a fractured female face was a way for me to express the fractured image of women in society. If you look carefully, you realise that the portrayal of women's bodies in movies, fashion, advertising, media, pornography and so on, only focuses on specific parts of the female body to satisfy and entertain a particular kind of audience while making financial profits. Women's agency is never taken into consideration as a whole: mental health, physical well-being, freedom of choice... Instead, women's bodies are fractured into different parts, broke into pieces, and these isolated parts become highlighted for specific purposes that do not reflect women's agency and its fundamental aspect of empowerment and equality. Unfairly, societal pressures ask women to conform to unrealistic and barely defined body ideals which in return create feelings of inadequacy and self criticism, these feelings reinforce the idea of a fracture or a disconnection of the body. In movies, advertising, fashion, women are often chosen for their aesthetic qualities which appeal to the senses: eyes, hands, mouth, hips, breasts, buttocks, legs are all specifically chosen and highlighted to create a carefully tailored result, often to sell us a product or a dream, a fractured dream, a fake dream... The issue here is that this image of a fractured female body is a clear reflection of a fractured society with disconnected human beings where unrealistic goals can never be achieved, where body dissatisfaction and self doubts prevail, where fierce competition drains every ounce of humanity left in this society... and by looking at the way things are going nowadays with the invasion of social media, it is possible that we have entered a new era that has gone beyond the image of a fractured female body. 

all these roads will lead me to you
i'll go where the summer screams
i'll go with the swirling leaves
through raging storms
or quiet morns 
in the soulful valley
or on top of a hill
i'll sleep under the stars
next to my compass




you've got secrets

think i got myself a Bristol blast! At last.

I arrived in England on the 6th of February 1997 with a tiny suitcase and £100 in my pocket. I took it from there. That's all I had. 

thank you. you're the best. 

can't break up with my rose
can't leave it alone 
my pink bonbon
lil miss wanty wanty
feather tongue
chewed up bird
below my navel
storm with no end
in my hand
no sleep tonight
just me and my rose


i guess it is his world or her world or their world... it's my world too, we have to share it, it's everybody's world.

i miss u so much

 

My new EP is ready! I'm over the moon. What a ride that was. Cant wait for the next project I have in mind. Those are the days

albums that changed my life

The Cure - Pornography
Can - Monster Movie
John Coltrane - Olé
Ed Rush & Optical - Wormhole
Public Enemy - Fear of a Black Planet
Swans - Children of God
Massive Attack - Blue Lines
NWA - Straight Outta Compton
The Third Eye Foundation - Ghost
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume 2
Paul Hardcastle - Rain Forest
No U Turn - Torque
Roni Size & Reprazent - New Forms
Portishead - Dummy
23 Skidoo - The Culling is Coming
Techno Animal - Re entry



my love for you is protecting me from loads of nasty things happening in this world. keeps me safe

2025, that's the year our label owned it! Years of hard work.

in life's highest moment
i searched for you
for a hand to hold
and lips
wanting to be kissed
for things to be believable
with depths of clarity
in life's highest moment
i found you
by the fountain's brink



flower of flames
subjective beauty
private duty
cats have faith
in the dark
they do best
like us
sad as anything
distant voices
going nowhere
stuck against
the afterlife
that bass sounds right

summer berry lips
kiwi eyes
petal soft skin
sure sweet sign
of tender place
moonlight on her face
rose or jasmine fair
a gentle grasp
a touch that speaks
fingers tracing paths
with every whisper
young and old
forever young


some say shut up
some say keep talking

i'd go to hell with you

all my life i've been acting so prude, shocked by rude. I had so many opportunities though but I was too scared or too shy or too embarrassed to do anything about  it, at the same time I also knew that these hungry flames in my belly could and would devour them all. 

nothing comes between us
that’s the rule
lost soul
no love
no tomorrow
always alone
wearing the wrong clothes
i’m open and painted
cast adrift in your purity
i feel your warmth
in this cold life
in this dirt
where everything hurts


les eaux en guerre
deviennent tranquillement
la voix
dans la nuit noire
qui m'émut
me fait sentir bien
toujours entrain de rèver
éveillée
dans ton rève
je peux rester
oui
te dire oui
parce que je peux voir
a travers toi
l'eau a sa facon
les eaux en guerre
jusqu'a la fin

waters at war
quietly becoming
the voice 
in the cold night
moving me
moving right
still dreaming
awake 
in your dream
i could stay
yes
say yes to you
cause i can see
see right through you
water has its way
waters at war
right til the end






stiffened hell
one last spell
break even
up to heaven
suffocate
obliterate

rejection only makes me stronger. what's not to like. got years of experience. acceptance just dilutes me into nothing. 

Coming out as a trans woman was a long and chaotic process. For years I had no idea who I was. I spent my whole life denying and repressing this part of me, clearly faking it as I kept going through the motions of pretending to be the man I was not. I was closeted, it was awful, everything felt so mechanical, uncomfortable and solitary. The world can be hostile at times and I knew that coming out would be another struggle. I had to consider the impact that my choice would have on my friends and family. How they would deal with my decision. 
The turning point was when I started studying for a degree at Bristol university. There I found myself in a caring and nurturing environment where learning changed lives and that's when I realised that I was in the best place to come out. I knew it was finally safe to do it. Students and teachers were amazingly supportive and non-judgemental. 
For the first time in my life I felt accepted for who I truly was. 
Coming out is the best thing I have ever done. It has been so liberating and transformative. It was a curious mix of fear, relief and excitement as I started to feel a greater sense of self-acceptance, authenticity and a profound joy which culminated with my graduation ceremony and a whole new life ahead of me.   



i wanted to write an apology email to you but i had to choose between the cooler or hell so i chose hell. 

making that ep fixed my head big time.  

it is a crying shame that i cannot write about you. that's enough to upset the gods! my darling, if you could read what I cant write about you 



the deity standing tall
between stones
with light behind her
energy transfer
curled up lashes
ancient writings
face with no mouth
lost artifact




Magazine Article:

dnb/sci fi (from 90's to now, what happened?)

essential listening:

Dillinja (Silver Blade)
Matrix (Destiny)
Nico No U Turn (Droid)
Skynet & Stakka (9000 Series)
Dom & Roland (Deckers Theme)
Doc Scott (Machines)
Foul Play (Artificial Intelligence) Moving Shadows
Bad Company UK (Colonies)
Ed Rush & Optical (Mystery Machine)
Dave Shichman (The Running Man)
LTJ Buckem (Horizons) and GLR
Dunk & Black Opps (Bang Bang)
Ram Trilogy (Human Future)
A Guy Called Gerald
Metalheadz/Goldie
Adam F (Metropolis)
Johnny L (Piper)
Tech Itch (The Real)
Teebee (Behind The Sun)
Trace/Nico (The Mutant)
Current Value (Cybernetic Future)
Noisia (Stigma)
Photek (Rings Around Saturn)
Audio (Point of No Return)
Roni Size (Destination)
Krust (True Stories)
Die (Clear Skyz)
Cause 4 Concern (Future Shock)
Planet V
Fabio and Grooverider







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entries:

some classic writing tropes:

Hero's journey, protagonist
Alternate universes
Detective
Chosen one
Quest/treasure hunt
Creating monsters
Forbidden love/triangle
Science-Fiction
Damsel in distress
to name but a few.
It really is all there.
It's crazy.
Just have to put everything together
with a strong narrative voice.
This is gonna take time.

Have you been stealing the attention again? Probably :) Shine bright

Dubruvvas - Rug Hustler

16 Step Records