PRODUCED BY @prodbyjewfy
MIXED/MASTERED/ENGINEERED BY @tumaggz

JMattson:
Idgaf lil bitch so what get
Breaking down some bud and Imma roll another blunt 
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Any mothafucka running up gettin cut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
I don’t wanna hurt ya so jus keep ur lips shut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Idgaf lil bitch so what

tuMaggz:
I don’t wanna wait my goddamn turn
Feeling like I’m running outta shit I need to learn
Four years deep all it takes to get burnt 
Out of fucking options think it’s time to feed the worms 
Like a sticker on the cap I’m on the brim
Diving in the water but I never learned to swim
Waking up immediately my patience is thin
Where do I begin
I hate this planet these people and most my friends
Throw it away
Throw it away
Throw it away now
You say you rapping but you working through the day pal
You wanna feature send that money straight through paypal
Whipping names in cursive in my deathnote of the people that I hate now
It just started fucking raining I can’t skate now
Feel like I’m on the verge of having a breakdown 
I say life is a fallacy
Just illusion or fantasy 
Rolling the dice smoking hoping I live to see 73

JMattson:
Idgaf lil bitch so what get
Breaking down some bud and Imma roll another blunt 
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Any mothafucka running up gettin cut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
I don’t wanna hurt ya so jus keep yo lips shut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Idgaf lil bitch so what 
Idgaf lil bitch get back
Hoe it’s the militia puttin Portland on the map
You ain’t one of us lil bitch dont cap
Tryna emulate a mothafucka so bad
Didn’t wanna listen when I told em move back
Didn’t pay attention when I mentioned 
Any mothafucka flexin bout to end up widda fucking toe tag 
In the morgue hoe 
Smoking more dope studying my horoscope 
Ransom on my body feeling flier than a morpho 
Pull up it’s a warzone aiming at your torso 
Skinny mothafucka but my pockets on gordo four lo, ko 
Down your bitch throat 
Running out of gas so I pulled up to the dispo get yo, hoe 
You a bitch bro never throwin hands but you love to throw them insults
Idgaf lil bitch so what get
Breaking down some bud and Imma roll another blunt 
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Any mothafucka running up gettin cut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
I don’t wanna hurt ya so jus keep yo lips shut
Idgaf lil bitch so what
Idgaf lil bitch so what

SO WHAT (feat. tuMaggz) [Prod. Jewfy]

Coffin Symphony feat Warlord Colossus prod KevThaKilla

https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
https://soundcloud.com/ytd69
prod. noxygen
https://soundcloud.com/alex-hauschild-28800045

Verse 1: soap.: 

soap ain’t been nothing to play with 
Running up I ain’t  evasive 
Hopping up out of a spaceship 
Boy I’m alien high while I lane switch
Hit 150 and face it 
We could die any day so I take shit 
Kill it All as It come never stress bitch 
Why You stuck in the past I’m on next shit 
Got the game in a wrap tlike necklace 
While u hanging upon it like Pendant 
I been pensive penning my misery 
Whipping these words while I’m sitting on similes 
Sicker than a dog and I’m often epitome 
Of an intolerable problem I’m bridging these gaps 
Minimal bitchin I’m been in my bag 
Fuck the complaining u praying for cash 
And u painting these pictures where u ain’t aint fault 
Stop it’s take ownership over results 
On top of the world and I’m looking at them 
With a bag fulla smoke i need 50 on 10 
Full tank of the gas I got wicked intent 
And tense past life I was drippin in dread 
Distant intense different and dead
Feelings been gone cause my heart is entrenched 
In the trauma im taller than it in the end 
Ain’t been a drawing it’s real as it gets 

Bridge: soap. & $LOTHBOI: 

Real as it gets boy we fucking with death 
Ain’t been a drawing it ain’t been a sketch 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Ain’t been a follower ain’t been a fed 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck with my brothers your life on the fence 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 2: $LOTHBOI

Ops be chasing they ain’t catching up
We be rising fast while they be catching dust
We ain’t give a fuck they try to copy us
They be fake as fuck so they could never yuh

Really racked cans with the homies cuh
And I ran fast cuz em piggies dumb
Really threw hands when I needed them
Know the homies tuff we ain’t need a gun

Yuh

I been the walking path of my making
Fuck the confines of society, baseless
Broken foundation
Cause deprivation
It be just so fucking sad in the matrix

So I be leading a wave of creation
Forming a cult that was founded with mavens
Bitch we gun break
Start termination
FREE ALL THE SHEEP FROM THE WOLF THAT IS NATION

Bridge 2: 

Real as it get boy we fucking with death
Exit the planet won’t catch me again 
Riding with homies its cult to the end 
Come out the cold n we conquer your trends 
Filthy will kill me I’m choosing my death
Fuck your whole game up, I’m flipping the set 
The cult is the life and CULT IS THE END

Verse 3: YTD 

Bitch u dont know me oh so clueless i dont care about  myself,
all that shit that u be talking got me thinking bout my health,
am i good or im ight,
guess im sipping on this pint,
got me feeling fucking slow
 because im fucking outta light,fuck…
people be talking an looking with stares oh,
smoking my dope wit a bottle of gin oh,
tell me my death from my bottle again oh,
there is no way i can drop it again rush.

pendant [feat. $LOTHBOI & YTD]

Wish I Pulled OT with 99Zed

TRAUMA

Prod. Sixthells

I'm trying to live
I'm trying to get it
This how I feel, it's been a minute
Grind new beginnings, I feel like flying coast to coast
Buy me a boat, buy me a house by the moat
This ain't a joke, so fuck you both where you came from
By how you walk know you a sheep
I've been at it all my life, while you been at it for a week
You'll never get far, this how I felt before
I'll never finished, yeah I always need more

I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -
I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -


I send that in the mail, that's how I'll make a million
I've been flippin' since I was a youngin' while you snoozin
Real motherfuckers around me, they is my brothers
They tryed to cast a curse upon us, sending undercovers
I - I roll the dice, I took a gamble on my life
I gave up everything and that's alright
I took a gamble on my life
I - I took a gamble on my -

I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is -
I make the bitch dead
I cut you off again
I pick the pieces around me like you was never there
All I see is red vision blurry motherfucker better hurry up
Walking through the dead marsh, all I see is fucking blood

CUT YOU OFF

Lyrics //

All I can see is the bodies around me 
When I walk alone, they keep calling my name
King of the dead, king of the revenant, won't ever change
Stuck in this hell, I'm addicted to everything that make me feel right
Once in my tomb, how can I lose? I'm just a dead guy

Found a way out of this hellhole
This one for the ghosts and the dead hoes
Lay down when I spray, I don't aim low
Lay down in the gutters to the ghetto, do you even wanna try
Selling your soul to be someone you're not 
Acting so hard when in person you're soft
Half of you rappers is living off stamps 
Popping them pills like you cannot pay rent

Move like a thug, leaving a trace like a motherfucking slug
Trying to run but you're stuck in the mud 
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Feels like a glock to your face, counting your days
Don't gotta hear it, I know that shit lame 
Don't gotta say it, I know you ashamed
Ashamed of your life and of what you became

All I can see is the bodies around me 
When I walk alone, they keep calling my name
King of the dead, king of the revenant, won't ever change
Stuck in this hell, I'm addicted to everything that make me feel right
Once in my tomb, how can I lose? I'm just a dead guy

Away from 'em, stay away from
Away from 'em, stay away from
Away from 'em, stay away from
Away from 'em, stay away from

PERFECT DARK

I feed on what’s left of me.
day after day.
it’s not hunger, not really.
more like… maintenance.
keeping the rot from falling apart too fast.

the demons
they don’t scream anymore.
they hum.
soft, constant,
like the sound behind silence.

I tell myself it’s discipline.
that I’m fighting.
that I’m becoming.
but I know what that smell is.
I know what it means when the mirror looks tired before I do.

sometimes I think the rot isn’t decay.
maybe it’s transformation.
maybe I’m not breaking, I’m… refining.
yeah.
refining.
that’s what I said last time, too.

there’s no redemption.
no release.
just the slow rot of trying again.
again.
again.

I forget what I wanted to fix.
I just remember the shape of the wound.
it’s familiar.
it’s home.

and I feed on what’s left of me,
day after day,
so the demons won’t starve.

two_o_three_no_more_me

MESS

@CoaastGxd - Dear God...
Produced by @apixxbeats
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Eddy Vocals @ lyrics studio
Artwork arranged by Halo Blaack

Lyrics
Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

Do you remember the days I would run around dazed
No smoke haze
Lost in the fog of my brain
Trying to understand why there was so much pain
(There was so much pain)
Couldn't make it make sense so I felt self-shame
What about the time I was 5 dialing 911 cause my mom might die
Watch her roll out the house in a gown
Paramedics had her strapped down
Sat down with my sister crying on the wet ground
My whole life I been a let down
Hoping I would get lost
Never get found
Never felt well-rounded
Never felt feet grounded
Keep to myself
Dumbfounded
Thought I could count on God but he kept bouncing
Turned all small mounds into big mountains
Now my demons got me surrounded
And I can't stop drowning

Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

Where did you go
When my sister was running the blade on her wrist
Where did you go
When my Momma had all of this pain that I couldn't fix
Where did you go
When my homie felt so low he had to cease to exist
Where did you go
Cause it seems you were never really there at all

I'm down on my knees and I'm begging you please
Gimme something to believe
I'm in a bungalow burning up trees and I'm searching for echoes that never repeat
My life is in stasis
If God creates all the races
Then he must've made the racists
The pain, the heinous, and the faceless
The world is ablaze
And my god on hiatus
All hail almighty, the greatest (Yah)
Gave up my soul
Couldn't save this (Yah)
The world is ablaze
And my god on hiatus
All hail almighty, the greatest (Yah)
Gave up my soul
Couldn't save this (Yah)

Cauterized minds
Televised lies
Hell is online
Why try when the well has gone dry
Blunt when I ride
Pump at the side
Not satisfied til my life is a landslide
I been in the church pews one too many times
I was screaming at the sky
"You was supposed to be my guide"
Now it's 20 years later still awaiting your reply
I'm surprised that I'm still alive

I'm surprised that I'm still alive