slow pulp high remix

i really miss
when you were all over me
now you dont even look at me
i dont know what i did

you keep freezing my pulse
somethings keying my skull
rolling souls in my wood
but i am missing yours

she cuts me like i want to <333

⧼ TRACKLIST ⧽

i hope i get murdered at one of my shows - @menthol100s
the voices in the walls - @prescriber
dont forget her - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
burden - @roombound
she cuts me like i want to <333 - @lastcigarettebeforebed
our graves under the mistletoe - @six-days-after-christmas

gothgothgothgothgoth

@ wissery

i stay alone while you go out at night
i tried to understand why you said ur alright
give me one more day to leave out your sight
you never explained why we both gonna die

let me fix you
im stuck within you
our lives werent meant to
spend our time in this fucked up, rotting place

till we spent our time rotting together

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

@menthol100s

im such a jerk, so ocd
i make you think you mean nothing to me
holes in my shirt and a gap in my teeth
but im still all i aspire to be
no room to flirt, ash in the dirt
ash on my pants and its ash on my shirt
i say the word but i know that shit hurt
im good for nothing, you know im a jerk

wifiskeleton - you mean so much more

prod sundots


runnin circles runnin circles
round and around for you
runnin circles runnin cricles
all round the town for you
i cant picture little things cause
my mind's incapabale
of the puny little things
you want me to say to you

i dont know what ur talkin bout
my brain is focus locked on other things
that require constant attention spans
of infinite sayings

and why dont you just chill?
its not like youve endured the pain
of a 10th of what i go thru
almost every single day 

running circles

flouride in the water
your son is now your daughter
born a incel loser
never gonna be a father
two white guys killed a robber
the media says they killed eachother
seems like the vaccines were taking
arent making you any smart
goon forever
society never getting better
goon forever
ever and ever

Graves - goon forever

she wasn’t my gf idk what she was

i woke up to this fucking awful news today and im still in shock.
This person was always so fucking interesting to me and i really wanted to meet him irl one day
i cant believe hes gone
hed still be alive if it wasnt for the shitty circumstances and everyone always pushing him to the edge
he was always good to me and would check up on me and would talk to me when i needed to
i hate seeing people trash his name, 
i know he was a good person that never got his chance
he deserved a better life


hes the reason why this fucking page even exists
i wish i could talk to him one more time
i will miss him
rip skeleton


(my only finished song with skel that we ended up dropping separately)

good ones always die

instrumental: moonlight on the river - mac demarco ^^

lock my door just to disobey my father
one day feelin happy but the next day feelin somber
clear the next objective just to pick back up the marker
i can’t please nobody i don’t think ill make it farther
where’s a friend in need when you so oh desperately need it
i just really don’t think that ill ever find the right fit
go inside my room and grab a piece of paper and pen
this my final writing where i can place all my secrets
grab the knife and go outside
find a place where i can lie
rip out my veins and gouge my eyes
this is the place where i wanna die

running circles

sjeo