loneliness consumes me
all i see are spirits i'm abusing
i feel like a ghost am i translucent?
life is getting old
should i just do it?

every night i dream about a perfect end like hemingway
i got nothing left to say
i'm always drawing a blank
feels like i'll never fit
abstract shape
can't look in the mirror cuz i hate my face
i been drinking so much
cuz without that i can't depend on anything

i feel like a ghost

loneliness consumes me (prod. taylor morgan & caspr)

93FEETOFSMOKE x TrippyThaKid - Now My Backs Burnt

S/O @TOTHEGOOD

im so sorry
about your body
you know i'd do anything
to keep you here with me
i fucking love how
you taught me these things
i know just breathe in
let life be and
i fucking wish that 
we could live forever
i know that somehow
we have always been together
when your beside me
is when i see clear
you'll always be here 
even in the air

id do anything to keep you here w/ tothegood

Everything That I Did Say (prod Killedmyself)

mixed by @wrcktngl

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

When I heard your lyrics
it fucking killed me inside
I want to be your everything
I don't want us to hide
from all our problems
I don't want us to fight
about all the bullshit
that we do to cope with life

If I can't make you happy
how the fuck did this all start?
If everything's so lonely
why'd you stab me in the heart?
If I can't hold you down
then I'm pissing in the wind
If I can't be something
that will make you whole again

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

make u whole again w/ wrcktngl

i added this song to the EP post-release. i was too scared to post it bc it's rly personal but i thought it'd just fester for longer & rot inside of me so i decided to share it w y'all. i love y'all heaps thanks for listening to me xx

verse 1:

time and time again i’ve been waiting for u to call me, 
the clock on my homescreen is ticking & it haunts me,
 every minute that passes i’m running over what to say, 
cause i know exactly what the fuck you’re gonna say

pre-chorus:

  tell me that you love me,
 i say you’re a liar,
 tell me that you’re trying,
 i say rest in fire, 
tell me how you’re doing, 
i just wanna hear it, 
you’re my fuckin mother, 
where are u goin  

chorus: 

i just wanna talk, i just wanna talk to u   x3

verse 2:

time and time again i’ve been thinkin about the past, 
first day of school u took me away from my dad, 
i didn’t know any better i saw u as an angel, 
you told me “it's okay, he'll be fine he is just so hateful” 
fast forward a couple years i realised what u did to him, 
you fuckin stole me from him, lied to me, blamed it on depression, 
you bitch,
 & u wonder why i never fuckin talk to you, 
& when we try to put it all asides, it just goes like this

pre-chorus:

  tell me that you love me,
 i say you’re a liar,
 tell me that you’re trying,
 i say rest in fire, 
tell me how you’re doing, 
i just wanna hear it, 
you’re my fuckin mother, 
where are u goin  

chorus:

i just wanna talk, i just wanna talk to u x3

[BONUS] i just wanna talk to u (prod. prey xo)

I Know You Would Prod Stranger

grease stains :/ *p. dageer*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

music video

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

i wish i could find you over there 
cause way down here it's starting to get scary 
i cant tell if you ever really cared
its not that hard to leave someone its scary 
when im, im passing time again 
take me down to where we first began 
i wish i remembered a word you ever said 
and now im left here 
the silence is my friend
know i'll be here up until the end 
did you lie 
when you told me you loved me? 
or did the time 
leave us both empty?
i guess its just the time 
i guess its the space between 
i guess its just the night 
you promised me you never leave 
well now i know you lied
now i know you lied
now i know you lied 
tell me why'd you lie to me 
know i know you lied

Everything That I Did Say (prod Killedmyself)

skean

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