DOOM IN BLOOM

pull up with the brain full of waste
and the black nail paint
cuz im on my way
to bring a bitch back from the dead
i got pentagrams and rituals and ecstasy and all the shit you ever  said 
just runnin thru my head
lil corpse bride i coulda made you mine
you did me so god damn wrong
and when you rise up ima kill you again 
just to make sure that you gone




why i get so elevated
angel boy bitch heaven made me
lookin for someone to change me
make me evil make me crazy
baby make the sky collapse
your shaking hands are all i have
i could make the time relapse
i wish shit was not this bad

faded like wallpaper
hands always shakin
i come thru for nothing and no conversation
i dont give a fuck if you love me
or not
if you dont look in my eyes you cant see me lie
i been dying inside but my mind is a fortress
 pull up on anyone who hurts you you know this
yung eren yaegar i could make the earth rumble
put my heart in your hands and you made it crumble
so dont come back if you leave me tonight
so dont come back when you realize it was me
who stood by you through the dark and the light
not even god can make this shit right

from the dead (prod. IL IK)

boysdontcry (prod. ushanka boy)

days
i spend
waiting for a sign from god

that dude
dont care
bout me and thats kinda odd

i been 
thinkin
maybe i belong on mars

will he
love me 
even if i dont believe

 even i dont beilive

i dont know 
what to do
with my life
slippin by
im lost
gimme light
am im insane
or just gen z


days
i spend
waiting for a sign from god

that dude
dont care
bout me and thats kinda odd

i been 
thinkin
maybe i belong on mars

will he
love me 
even if i dont believe

in anything at all
vodka redbull to my undeveloped mental tili fuckin fall like
14 bags walking out the flipping mall line
ISS like i was wondering the halls right
no tissues
if she dont got some issues
cant remember the last time that i freaking kissed you
cant remember last night but i called 40 times 
and my head still hurt guess i really musta missed you


yung shot caller
shorty such a rot wiler
dont trust anyone i put her in a shock collar
cant get my head right
now im hitting block caller
i just always wonder where the fuck did you go~
cash money 
i be frying in the hot sun
reasons to go on
dont care if i lost one

jumping the gun
blow my brain out for fun
i doubt ill go on
but its all in my head right?








LAIN
ushanka boy

† vodka redbulls † (prod. ushanka boy)

woah 
the sun still sets on the dock we used to lay on
though the foliage took most of it back
im like fleetwood mac the way i play on
id be lying if i didnt want you back

i been acting like an idiot lately
can you fit more trauma on your back
i been praying to sky for fucking answers!!!
but the stars wont hit me up back

i just had a sense of deja vu like i been here before
dont like act like you can relate to me if you aint been called weird before
im 22 already feels like my future is a closing door
ready for something real but my generation wanna be some whores

i just rewatched avatar for the 27th freaking time 
i could watch that shit again to get out of my mind
a blind man could see that you treat me like some shiesta  
i perfer the dark cuz i shine brighter with the lights off

i been swimming with the sharks and little pieces that they bite off
voices in my head with all the yokai that i fight off
she was in my bed i took her home because her vibes off
everytime i have a dream it always seems to fly off
the ceiling looks so inviting i been watching it all night
i should quit my job and move someplace more high
the purpose of being human is to understand your mind
but i dont got much up there so i bouta let it go aye

hold on to me
i think you got your hold on to me
razors in my skin make me bleed
i attach a ghost on to me
i been fucking so lonely
your voice is in my walls haunting me
dont wanna drunk call you
i just wanna sleep in till 6 
maybe send you a text
(but i think it got misunderstood)

foliage (prod. hero)

all these crows around my grave they tell me what you been up to cuz even if im dead i keep my tabs on you

i can make the clouds arrange in little notes you look up to and move all of your favorite things in spaces in your room

i do not remember why i loved you at all or anything in life but i keep coming back and coming back for you

you thought youd be rid of me but even as im lying in the dirt i will not rest until you join me in the earth

the worms inside my head are my favorite people cuz they seldom tell me jokes but laugh at mine and their support brings me hope

they buried in me in platform vans so the coals of hell wont burn my feet i pop shove it in heat i drop in just to fuckin burn

feel the frost upon your skin and chills just running down your spine cuz i wanna feel your skin but you get cold everytime

eternity all mine when times is no longer a factor guess ill see you later girl at heavens gate ill fuckin wait

icy
is my veins cuz being warm just got me hurt 
im taking what i want and im so over with askin nicley
might be
the reason that they treat me different
ima do this on my own and take no handouts 
baby pour some henny in my ice tea
i just booked a flight to destiny and im no longer worried bout what the motherfucking price be
take
the gold
i take 
control
$KAB is his own
now they all wanna fight me

DESTINY! (prod. ushanka boy)

angelboi333

first step in the healing process

ig: @skabmyni


wilmington nc

from the dead (prod. IL IK)

$KAB ♡