c8 so stingy but its been carbon tailed ?

art of war

fairytale


[verse]
i done seen the text that you sent when you forgot your phone 
telling some bitch that she has to wait til' i'm not home 
i'll be waiting there to give her back her ugly thong 
and you'll be on your knees pleading to me i got it wrong 

[verse]
don't you look at me like that, you are mediocre 
i'm sitting here wondering how we ever made it this far 

[chorus]
i never had to be the one (uh)
we didn't have to be in love (oh)
you could've left, sneaked out the back door 
and i'll confess, i even left it open 
i didn't want to be the one (uh)
oh, i didn't want to be the one (uh)

[verse]
you always had a go at me for dressing down (oh)
all while pleasing some rancid cow (oh)
i guess everything works out 
cos look who's homeless now 
and she's gonna ditch ya cos she only likes to play with toys that have their tag intact 

[verse]
don't you look at me like that, you are mediocre 
i'm sitting here wondering how we ever made it this far

[chorus]
i never had to be the one (uh)
we didn't have to be in love (oh)
you could've left, sneaked out the back door 
and i'll confess, i even left it open 
i never had to be the one (the one)
we didn't have to be in love (in love)
you could've left, sneaked out the back door 
and i'll confess, i even left it open 
i didn't want to be the one (uh)
oh, i didn't want to be the one (uh)

[verse]
i hope you're happy now you got your prize 
a dinner lady dressed up in disguise 
she done played you like 3 4 5 
and i'm glad to say that i'll 100% survive 

[chorus]
i never had to be the one (the one)
we didn't have to be in love (in love)
you could've left, sneaked out the back door 
and i'll confess, i even left it open 
i didn't want to be the one (uh)
oh, i didn't want to be the one (uh)



The One

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Say I'm too quick, too fast

Too smitten

Nasty Like That

** Dying in your Memory **

Dependent (on your love)

“This project is a voice note at 2AM—left on read, but still sent. A blend of Trap Soul, R&B, and Emo Rap, it’s for anyone who’s ever loved too hard, texted too late, or healed too slow. These songs ain’t just tracks—they’re receipts, regrets, relapses. Zone out, cry, heal, or just feel something. This ain’t for the club. It’s for the ride home.”

This Ain't a Love Song, It's a Threat


...I ain’t tryna make this dramatic
But
It’s been feelin' like the end lately
Like... the real end

I don't call nobody no more
Been sittin' in the dark too long
I been scrollin’ through our texts like it means somethin’
But you gone
And I ain’t been the same since
You said "I need space," now I’m floatin’ in it
I used to pray for us
Now I just pray I wake up

You don’t even know what you did to me
How deep it cut, how much I bleed
I ain't lookin’ for pity
But I been thinkin’
If I ain’t worth livin’ for
Then what’s the reason?

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)

My boys keep callin’ me, I hit decline
Told my mama I'm fine
Lie after lie
You moved on like nothin’
Like I ain’t mean nothin’
Meanwhile I’m here stuck
Starin’ at the ceiling, numb as fuck

I don't need you to say sorry
I just need someone to stop me
‘Cause these thoughts ain’t been quiet
And I been tired of hidin’

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)

You won’t even know if I’m gone
Won’t even check your phone
If I disappear, would you notice?
Would you scroll past my name like I’m just another moment?
I gave you all the best of me
Now I’m left with what’s rest of me

Baby, I feel suicidal
(Suicidal)
Not for attention, it’s survival
(Suicidal)
You was my Bible
Now I’m losin’ faith in everything
Tryna hold on, but it stings
It’s gettin’ hard to breathe
Baby, you was all I need
(Suicidal)
Suicidal

Whoa oh oh
Please know I tried with all my might
You were my reason, my fight
But now…
I’m tired of tryin’
So
If I make it through tonight
Maybe there’s still a fight
But If I
But if I don’t…
Just know I loved you more than life
(Suicidal)

Suicidal

[Intro]
La la la, oh yeah
Guitar strings pulling at my soul
Can't control, can't control
(Guitar plays, guitar plays)

[Verse 1]
Sitting here alone, silence in the air
Something's building up inside me, feelings I can't bear
Started small and simple, now it's taking over me
Guitar calling out my name, setting my heart free

[Pre-Chorus]
Rhythm in my chest, beating like a drum
All these feelings rushing, nowhere left to run
(Oh, oh, oh)

The Anthem

Female side of relationship: Clearly telling and asking her man: Why You Had To Fuck It Up?

Why You Had To....FiUP(Orig Ver)

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Just a lil’ witchy elf casting spells & mixing beats for fun 💫🎶

Making music as a hobby ~ channeling cosmic energy into:
#NewRetrowave • #Synthwave • #DeepHouse • #R&B • #Rap • #Disco #ALT #Rock #Metal

💖 All tracks written by me, with a lil’ help from AI magic 🎧✨
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** Dying in your Memory **

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Dying in your Memory