Logical Connections

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and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

i guess that's where the wind blows
it's a fall from grace now
looking outside counting the days down

i hate being in my own body
i wish i could be happy for once
but nothing ever makes me love

i'm tired, a shaking mess
you wouldn't see that if you just never kept
everything away from me
don't you see

i'm so tired of wasting breath
on a song that i do not mean
i guess i'm selfish to be selfless

and i tell myself
nothing bad's going to happen
without me

all it ever meant to live
was because of you
this wasn't about me

decrescendo

this might disappear someday so don't be mad at me

made in 24 hours
all sounds recorded with an sm57
effects and arrangement done on ableton live 12
cover art made in adobe illustrator
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your time ran out

i couldn't build noah's ark and
feel like i'm falling in quicksand
i don't know what to do anymore
cause these demons bring me down
i cant control it no more

but they say
"angel why would you do that
angel you need to stop the fumble
angel you need to create fast
why did your other projects crumble"

can't stick with anything for long
i always move on
i always move on

sticks and stones just build my bones
foundation to the heart and soul
i've tried sharing with other people
but i cant no more
cant no more

i always knew about you
i always knew about you
and you knew me to

not afraid of letting go of my past and all my wrongs
silken tapestries i wove up all into a song
were cut to shreds by other versions of me
got to undo undo undo the versions of me

i always felt like i'm never perfect
weeping on my statue of my own self
i did it all like it's a service
except it's for me and nobody else
nobody else

shapeshifter

05/01/2024 - 08/23/2024

hypnotized
if you come down to the garden we could verbalize
for the hollow of your mother
you could chase the time
and turn it into something else
all the things you did to me are poisoned
with immaculate intelligence that i feel
whoever told you that You can turn it down at godspeed

its ok now
but all i wanted was a feeling

one free fall
Shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
if i could
i would let you know the truth
but all i see is staring at and waiting for me
cant let it decieve

all the morning routes
and the nightsky
we just falling out
in a new time
line the feeling
open my eyes
break the ceiling
as the wall cries
about meanings
no regarding
only live it
in the timelapse
and believe it
like do magic
like the kids we used to be

one free fall
Shutdown
rising me from the above
smacking me into the ground
all i see is burning colors
i dont wanna see the light

Break the pen
I dont wanna play nor pretend
That we could be something that would work
Only if we break all the amendments
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth
You can let it have some air
I fall through the pieces of a glass
Always on my phone but left on read
I dont wanna feel like im a mess
But i really think that im a mess
I dont wanna have you as a friend and i dont wanna hear from you again
Everything thats been on your mouth

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