conscience

satisfying @isla @ichi @chrusboy @kozmik

@whyhaze @prodjayysoul @grimgardx
LYRICS: 
@shorudakun

you give me shit, i give it back
i don’t wanna move like that
why do i resort to that? 
when all u do is hold me back
i’m shifting direction i’m going off track 
i wish i didn’t have to be so attached 
i wish that i could leave us in the past 
i’m obsessed with always taking you back

i know it you know it 
i’m so damn far from it
i can’t let go of it
girl what don’t u see
i’ve been spending all this time 
with you right there with me
without you i can’t feel alive

and i don’t wanna be away 
and ik that u need ur space 
can you tell me why you don’t wanna try
i promise that we’ll be alright 
i’m all in i don’t wanna fight
i’m fallin i don’t wanna die
i’m calling on you can u ride? 

@whyhaze

Attached w/ whyhaze (jayysoul & grimgar)

is this love?

@yuiseven
Cover art by my brother @hemovibe

you got the truth 
go & tie my noose
I was made to lose
but no that’s nothing new
I’m at the top bunk gonna fall
I thought I had it all 
Left me waiting on your call
God take my soul 🙏 
I’m a fool
Is it dumb that I’m in love?
I’m a tool
So just use me & run
Cuz I’m not the one 
That she wants to love
and now I’ll never want
Yeah I thought I was enough

Hangman (yui;seven)

the end @grimgardx

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

"what i did wrong" produced by @1dec
Performed/Written by @counterxo

what i did wrong (dec)

Repl4y

The feeling of longing to be somewhere - you’re almost there but not quite. It’s a mixture of positivity and hopefulness with a sense of heartache. It can’t be yet, but it might.

conscience

skeya