prod vozdan
mix and master by me

lyrics:

is it a lie or is it a nightmare?
im trynna fight my fear
i can see u in my dream
wonderin around ya lookin at me
lookin at me x3
i dont wanna hear ur voice at all
and when u pick up the phone ya bby when i call
im so indecisive
do i even rlly want u? 
i want u 1day but mayb not the next day
everything u say to me i cant even understand at all
i cant even understand
but mayb this is not the plan
im jst posted wit the gang wit the clan
i dont wanna hear ur voice at all
and when u pick up the phone ya bby when i call
im so indecisive
do i even rlly want u?
i want u 1day but mayb not the next day
everything u say to me i cant even understand at all
i cant even understand
but mayb this is not the plan
im jst posted wit the gang wit the clan

(slowed)
is it a lie or is it a nightmare?
im trynna fight my fear
i can see u in my dream
wonderin around ya lookin at me
lookin at me x3
i dont wanna hear ur voice at all
and when u pick up the phone ya bby when i call
im so indecisive
do i even rlly want u?
i want u 1day but mayb not the next day

do i even really want you?

hi I'm Gabriel known as Ayot new artist also love God

Maybe someday I'll get better ("life" is shit, I don't advise it👎🏻)

ash
𐕣

based in a small town in Oklahoma 

Uploading music to only YouTube and coundcloud as of right now

I craft dark melodies for global consumption^-^

🖤🖤🖤always open to collabs 

Ig: @deadlyswcct_
& @deadlyswcct
& @sl4ughter.x0

I'm None.

If I can't find something on SoundCloud that I find cool, like a song, I'll put it on my account.

I've been on this platform since 2018, so my music taste varies throughout the times. :) 
Inconsistent upload schedule. Not much more to say.

Damn you, Nat.
I still love you, though.

do i even really want you?

skhully