GOTTA PASSION 4 THIS RAPPIN
READY TO GET PYSCHOACTIVE
OFF THAT NITRO GASSIN
N BLOWIN FLAMES CUZ IMMA DRAGGIN
FLOWS THE BRAIN U CANT IMAGINE
HIT UR LANE WITH MY FACTION 
PANTS SAGGIN NORTE FLAGGIN 
THROWIN UP THE 4 WHEN WE SMASHIN
NIGGA, WE DONT KNO IF U ASKIN 
KEEP A CHROME WHEN WE PACKIN
SEE U IN TRAFFIC N BLOW A HOLE THRU UR WAGON 


What you see is what you get imagine having these thoughts running constantly thru your head over and over with no release the only way i can vent this kinda feeling is to get rid of it until i'm set free and cured i'm sick inside but i'm really a good daddy to m y four children only days like the last week i have felt better and can finally be myself. i was injected by mind altering drugs in a state owned facility that has been torn out since then 1999 called metro jail. even tho i seem to be full of anger and hate #1 i would never be racist i am more then 2 races i have friends that have seen me at my worst and stuck by my side others that just cant deal with me. that i have loved dearly and lost due to my Skitzo Affective Disorder. seems like the only ones that are truly there for me love me unconditionally mom sister joey children racoon my pops fiancee jessica jmac christen colt 45 craig troy jerry kathy tia po,key stephan .eric at times but still distorted. angel martinez robert my right hand no hard feelings. i try so hard to find my place in this world just like every one but im always left to learn from experience. instead of learning from people that are wise. and that have been thru the same trials and tribulations. but i seem to always have the same results. ive made it to where im at in life an have never regretted anything. so far ive stuck by my common sense and things been working out. for the most part ive been blessed with the luck of the irish. the pride of a chicano the anger of the white the giving and caring nature of the native [pawnee] [apache] state of terror to ride or die. untill the wheels fall off  for love thats unconditional. the work ethic of my dad and his dad.  mom and brothers. old and young.  i just never grasped the concept that paper and ideas can take away the very existence that creation has givin us all the right to die. the right to create. the right to love. S.A.D. when words that say NO CONTACT ORDER can take your mom away. your children. your lover. leave you walking in the opposite direction from someone that has always been there for me as a care giver and turn brother against brother father against son grandpa choosing between which grand child is best or better 
 or really yours weather blood or not ''god is mother in the eyes of a child'' we don't own them. there not toys. to be molded liked or disliked. the human being should never be treated like it has been for the past 2017 years +1 day before that over and over we have continued to fail. ahead in the years we learn. killings not right suicide just hurts who we love. dying is part of our existence. not to live life to the fullest we would just be depriving ourselves. we are all the same and we should all be treated the same. i am not treatment to this fucking world or a cure. just your friend. you can take it any way you choose. but remember this the devil exists. turn your lives around life is to precious 4 any one to be influenced by words and rhythm. leave the 1999 z behind us and find your paths 2017 to forever when they say por-vida that means for life. weather its life without parole. dead . or living happily. remember your truest most loyal person is god she will walk beside you thru the thick and thin try to never take her for granted. one day you might have to carry her with you when there was only one pair of footsteps thats when i carried you. families are the ones who stick by each other thru anything and hold strong even threw the storm in the streets.  enemies. . . . . .Amen

Skitzo Affected aka Klown is following