Be My Anchor

Stop Calling willyrodriguezwastaken cover

A fake soundtrack for a fake game for the OST comp jam. The concept is a horror game where you wake up in a dark world and meet funny dudes along with scary dudes. you only have one night to stay in this world, you're bound to not find everything.

don't be scared though, you are completely fine here. (safety, a new home)

I feel like every summer you get my head up off the ground
not like it doesn't matter if I was dead or due or drowned
my body's losing function, there's nothing left to keep around

Safe and sound-- Oh
Safe and sound-- Oh
Safe and sound-- Oh

Cause you, yeah you're so cool
Cause you, yeah you're so cool

your mind plays me like a radio
goodnight kisses on the telephone
who am I to say that I'm oh so good

your mind plays me like a radio
goodnight kisses on the telephone
who am I to say that I'm oh so good

Shouldn't I
Shouldn't I try to let you go

Shouldn't I
Shouldn't I try

SAFE

Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=Tqbk9Vj8BYV0jhg6

Cant take my mind off you
I think it's all I do
It's in the summer breeze
inside my empty room

take your time
to reply
before I kill myself

Don't think twice
I'm alright
Here sitting all alone

ooh baby, I know it's never ending those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

oooh baby, stuck inside the matrix
My voice is in the static 
that echos against the ceiling 

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

oooh baby-- I know it's never ending, those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

cause
oooh baby, your favorite connotation 
whenever we get wasted
and pray for our salvation

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

Summer

bad news

almost fantasy (fog lake cover)

(throwaway-- also don't use my music to validate your self destruction or neurosis, more or less it's a wake up call or a warning) 

yeah I'm so bored
I need some noise
to kill my thoughts
cause I'm so dumb

all day & night
I try to fight 
the urge to die
when I get high

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
when I begin to fall apart
I think I'm ready to explode
when i begin to fall apart

yeah I'm so bored 
I feel so numb
I fill the void
to keep me drugged

my brains so fucked
it feels so good
when I don't think
about the world

yeah I'm so bored
I think I'm ready to explode
now nothing feels real anymore
when I begin to fall apart
now nothing feels real anymore

Bored

wait close to midnight
just to see them
one more time

hey me too
I love you
yeah me too
I love you

yeah me too
yes I love you
yeah me too
yes I love you

when you see her
feel your heart burn
deep inside

yeah me too
I love you
yeah me too
I love you

yeah me too
yes I love you
yeah me too
yes I love you

change my mind
say I do
when I wake up next to you
close your eyes and maybe you can see
what you mean to me

me too <3

drug bug - sometimes it gets worse snippet

(Demo)
I fear the gun
I break the law
my brains so numb
until I'm falling down
I wait so long, and on and on
so I'll keep falling down

down
down
down
I'm down
I'm down

cause baby when you look my way
I wanna tell you about the things I shouldn't say
it feels like every single moment is a test of fate
when I weigh you down, when I weigh you...

down
I'm down yeah
I'm down
I'm down yeah
I'm down

don't be scared though, you are completely fine here. (safety, a new home)

skooka