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BRAKENCE🔥🖤🫴

Brakence <3

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fwb (rel flip)

stream "pluck"
https://ffm.to/p2a2pr1

listen to my music :)
linktr.ee/bradenrossmusic

lyrics:

[intro]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 1]
Try not to think about it
Just breathe, they'll all see, no way around it
Yeah
There ain't a need to doubt it
Don't give her the chance to wonder where you found it
Oh (I fucking hate you now)
Don't wanna mess this up (nothing you say could help me escape this hell and)
You never gave enough (you play the game so well)
You kinda fucking suck (trying to figure how not to break and tell you)
So

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 2]
Babe leave
Or I will
Guess you don't want me enough to care how I feel
I know you got places to go don't fucking lie to me
I saw the hearts on your phone so fuck your honesty
Honestly
Yeah maybe I should have listened
Maybe it was my fault there's some shit I've been missing
I guess you moved on but my hearts been conditioned
I'm sorry but baby I think I've made my decision
So I

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment
She said I don't care I guess you fucking hate me now
I don't know how
But you lost me in your dreams
I wish I knew how it started
I'll go back to my apartment

pluck

Brakence  Bloomtodeath Mashup Thingsudo2me Ft Ericdoa

You'll be just fine while I'm traumatized

Traumatized

it's all lead up to this

stream "tapestry":
https://ffm.to/bradenrosstapestry

listen to my music:
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lyrics:

[intro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 1]
we locked eyes
mid-conversation
can only keep it together in moderation
i blinked twice
a combination
of every internal struggle for adoration
lured to your house
i taste you on my mouth
my grieving souls unbound again
you always bring it right back here

[chorus 1]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 2]
i lack self control
let feelings take a hold
she told me i should learn how to let go
i wish i could but it’s the only thing i know
she got her tapestry hung from the bedroom ceiling
i don’t got the patience to talk about how i'm feeling
lying face down and my head’s still reeling
letting people know me just sounds so unappealing
never knew that someones eyes could pierce a soul
but every time that yours meet mine, they take a toll
and i don’t wanna face this anymore
i’m growing tired of the games you played before
yeah i don’t know how much my heart can take
but when it’s in your hands it’s bound to break

[chorus 2]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[outro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
we’re not the same anymore

tapestry

Algernon

5G could have been

braden ross: https://www.tiktok.com/@bradenrossisfake/video/7226089629320039722
alt link: https://ffm.to/bradenrossunalive
[[KermitTheFrog Ai]]

Brakence - optimism (ai)

dragged (feat. brakence, VALENTINE, HOLIDAYKISS, & patches)

just trust me (feat. VALENTINE, brakence, & kmoe)

brakence - complicated (Avril Lavigne Cover)

i'm just a robot

GET DIGILOGUE MERCH:
www.bradenrossisfake.com

listen to my debut EP "digilogue":
https://ffm.to/bradenrossdigilogue

listen to my music:
linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 1]
‘Cause i’m a robot
With human skin
And try as I might
I can’t overwrite the code within
I’m just a robot
I don’t exist
Extinguished the light
I gave up the fight
For views and clicks
But somehow I still break down every time you call
I’m just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all
So why am I so unsteady
Fused with so much pain already
Yeah I wish I could just start again
No pretend
But everyday I look inside with discontent
Shit doesn’t relent

[chorus 1]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

[verse 2]
They make this shit look easy
Hijack their eyes to feed me
He’ll reach inside of their souls’ convince them that they need me
But what’s the meaning
I’m bleeding
I feel my life force depleting
So what’s the point of succeeding
If it’s not for myself?
It’s just for everyone else
Couldn’t help but put my pride on the shelf
I guess I’m going to hell
We’re all frauds, ain’t no contest
I’m no god, just a complex
I don’t get it
How they hid it
So well
(And I don't wanna die but maybe it's easier)
It’s no fun, to be broken
Burning sun, I’m unchosen
They don’t get it
How I did it
Don’t tell
(I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
I tried to bottle it up
But you threw salt in the cut
My body’s turning to rust
I guess I’ll wallow in it
They said it wasn’t enough
So now I’m calling their bluff
Not who they think that I was
I strive to keep it hidden

[chorus 3]
I wanna die
No not literally, fuck
Just wanna cry
‘Cause I hate the way I look
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Find the shrine confined within, embrace mine
You can’t contrive
To remove me from the book
Blood intertwined
Art, virality mistook
I’ll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline
Anything I can do to feel unalive

unalive

brakence - deepfake acoustic (but is AI)

brakence - hypochondriac (acoustic)

brakence - introvert (acoustic)

maybe i'm focusing on all the wrong things

GET DIGILOGUE MERCH:
www.bradenrossisfake.com

listen to my debut EP "digilogue":
https://ffm.to/bradenrossdigilogue

listen to my music:
linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

listen to Jay Kim:
https://soundcloud.com/jaykim1

lyrics:

[intro]
‘Cause I don’t wanna talk
I’d rather die
Before I let you see the real me
You feel me?
I’ll let my other side conceal me
Then you’ll see
You gotta let me go 

[verse 1]
Optimism, ain’t that shit funny?
When the world we live in’s all 'bout the money
Money ultra rich own half of, won’t budge it at all
We turn to politicians, hope they’ll do something
Feigning altruism, but they do nothing
Crushing lives as they take rights from the people I love
So they’ll say “what do we do?”
As if there’s something to choose
We’re living lives of abuse
All at the hands of a few
I’m asking “what do I do?”
I guess I thought I could choose
Between the art and the views
A stable life to pursue
Obtuse, reduced my character

[chorus 1]
‘Cause I don’t wanna talk
I’d rather die
Before I let you see the real me
You feel me?
I’ll let my other side conceal me
Then you’ll see
You gotta let me go 

[verse 2]
Jokes on us
They don’t give a fuck about nothing
At all if it don't benefit them all ways
I’ll say what's on my mind but it’ll get lost
Get lost if you ain’t picking it up
The thing 'bout me is I already lost
I dream 'bout peace and a renaissance
I can’t show more than I'm letting on
Just know I tried for you
Opened my eyes to this industry I was mortified
They tryna trip you and fuck you up on the borderlines
Think imma burn all my bridges and my important ties
I hold my tongue
They hold all the money money
Go round me used to wish they loved me loved me
Oh I know better than that now
Oh I know better than that now

[chorus 2]
‘Cause I don’t wanna talk
I’d rather die
Before I let you see the real me
You feel me?
I’ll let my other side conceal me
Then you’ll see
You gotta let me go
Look
'Cause I don’t wanna talk I'd rather
Die before I let you see the
Before I let you see the
Person I’ve become
In my pursuit to be someone
I shoulda fuckin known
You gotta let me go

[outro]
I tried to let you go
But empathy means nothing when you're
Scared to be alone
Pick up the fucking phone

break! (feat. Jay Kim)

i'm not the person i thought I'd be

GET DIGILOGUE MERCH:
www.bradenrossisfake.com

listen to my debut EP "digilogue":
https://ffm.to/bradenrossdigilogue

listen to my music:
linktr.ee/bradenrossisfake

lyrics:

[intro]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

[verse 1]
tried to keep what’s wrong ‘bout me left unknown
i was scared if they knew me, then I’d truly be left alone
just wanna give you everything, but my repressing kept me from growth
so I won’t hold it against you
if you detest my bones
just hope you grieve at the thought of me

[chorus 1]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
(and i don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier)
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you
(i pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong)

[bridge]
just wish we had more time
but my body’s turned to rust
weakened spine; you regard me with disgust
you’re not mine, broken down from my mistrust
you were right
i’m not the person i thought I’d be
i’m not fine
tried to pretend that i was
i took pride, thought i was helping but i fucked
your whole life, was misguided by my lust
for your eyes
i’m not the person you wanna see

[chorus 2]
it doesn’t make a difference
'cause even when I fucked it up you’d fix it
and ever since you left I thought you’d miss this
guess that’s not true
well maybe I was too persistent
but something ‘bout your laugh had me addicted
just make sure when my story’s told it begins with
and ends with you

credits

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

i'll never call my friends
cos i don't have to
i have to see you every
mondaythroughfriday
i don't need help

https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/fifthenigma

fifthenigma

I have nothing else to say
a sign falls
nothing is wrong
you just don't see it
and I can't tell you how I feel
cos it's not what you would want to hear
I can't dismiss your silence out of patience
cos I don't have that

nervosa

https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/thirdparadigm

i backtrack on normalizing phrases 
it’s more important when the green is gone she feels the same way 
i like to think it means exactly what it is 
but it’s probably a social kind of thing 

i don’t think i’ve ever knew one higher 
if you drop hints i’m okay with that 
is this another distraction 
i’ve had more than one before

is it my fault that i’m calling it beforehand 
cos you keep accepting his presence and i don’t know why i forget every time 
i don’t want to mistake this for the l e d lying and 
i know enough not to hypothesize but i can’t tell 

i don’t think i have a chance to read you 
while you sit and get your sight and hearing overloaded 
i want all five but this is my crutch

thirdparadigm

(<3)
https://brakence.bandcamp.com/track/kindtothefloor

kind to the floor when i walk
i'm just taking all my time
i'm so original
i just don't wanna fuck up
it's not intended to get her attention in my head
the last time that i ever looked up was the time i told her she was beautiful
i'm fucked up, buzzing, 
and i might as well buy myself an ego check from the neurotic fever i just failed to let go
i don't care so much about my social responsib-
cos when i feel this good the future doesn't fucking matter
and i'm laying, rest when i stay up myself till one then i fade
i give myself a headache, i'm gonna show up late
i'm trying to give it time but i'm falling for the preface
it's not blank
i'm trying to tell her what i think

i need faith in what pride i have
to exchange my witnesses, cos i don't know them now
but i will after i fall apart
and i can't see it cos i'm not equipped

kindtothefloor

sorry @badonemusic @valleyz @eth

i want you to know i work to get the fucking hang of having reasons to relate to what you have in this incentive
and I can’t tell it’s heaven or my state just fading where i left it
i always lick the letters where I send them i edit
i got it, i’m a motherfucker
who is he to say what I don’t cover
i just take it with a sip of black and i have two skills out the attic
i don’t think i got him
words like i’m undercover
i don’t want to lay in this silent covert
i just prove that i am lucid
will you fuck with what i tell him
cos i’m not owning up to the words out of his mouth
you take the rules and i bring all his health
i’ll preoccupy my conscious, i do not know when opportunity’s obvious
i thought of it
i think about the fact that you are not in a curious place
is that confident
one ear in the convo
other on this lector cos i took all of your four cards and i pulled them out when i caught you
if it’s all self evident i’ll face another method he responds to danger in
doesn’t mean i’ll tell you how i spend my time thinking about my only circumstances
in the wall she says tomorrow, fifth enigma to me in her mind i cannot slant when i get fucked over cos you told her maybe i should try to fall into another priority's end

transit_001 (BAD ONE x valleyz) - vocal cover

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