CROSS MY HEART & HOPE TO DIE

[verse 1]

I see bodies in my vision during blurry nights
I see candles lighten up when no one else arrives 
I can notice everything during twilight 
Then my vision starts to dim when the sun shines

[2x chorus]

But what do I know, I’m another night glow 
Standing with my lantern in a tuxedo 
Waiting for somebody to help me go home
All I’ve ever known is this old dirt road 

[verse: brecken]

All I’ve ever wanted is for you to come home 
Last year you were all that I’ve known 
I hope that you’ve grown since the last day I let you go
I hope, but who knows 
Not me, I been on the road
Kinda slow, I don’t wanna intervene
What you mean
Everything I told you I said that it would repeat
You took part of me, and I can’t get it back
No more other piece, and all the heart attacks 
That you gave to me, so alone in the world I want to be in 
Take control when I’m fighting all my demons

[2x chorus]

But what do I know, I’m another night glow 
Standing with my lantern in a tuxedo 
Waiting for somebody to help me go home
All I’ve ever known is this old dirt road

cover: sandcat87

night glow (feat. brecken)(neverforever)

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Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artist: @kidtye
Mixed by: xipz + KID Tye
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: KID Tye]
movin out to london w some drugs n a rucksack 
she dont wanna talk to me no more so i say fuck that
passin me the pills, tell my momma i wont touch them
but im getting high at every chance, its disgusting
cocaine on the placemat
shawty im too high to fuck, where your face at?
yeah i be on my own shit stay back
cuz everybody in this world just fake yeah

[Verse: xipz]
they were on my line saying i wont ever make it
now they see me getting plays they want a placement
i dont wanna talk baby girl where the face at?
movin out to london, me n Tye on the scene yea

a nicoteen buzz was all i ever wanted 
moved onto worse shit, its so disgusting 
told my momma that id never even fuckin touch it
when she saw me fucked up the first time, i think i just lost it

she dont want me to go
think ill miss her at home
but i got shit to do
think its time to hit the road

[Chorus: KID Tye]
movin out to london w some drugs n a rucksack 
she dont wanna talk to me no more so i say fuck that
passin me the pills, tell my momma i wont touch them
but im getting high at every chance, its disgusting
cocaine on the placemat
shawty im too high to fuck, where your face at?
yeah i be on my own shit stay back
cuz everybody in this world just fake yeah

London (w/ KID Tye)

Check out Vails: 
https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox
https://soundcloud.com/user-76383196/sets
I don't claim this music
I make and sing the lyrics

Sparkle Ft. Vails (prod. saint mike)

Lyrics :

And home 
Is no matter where you go
No matter where you stay
There's a place to come through 
When you need something.

And I keep trying to work this out
But all the words in my head
Can't leave my mouth
So I feel lost.
Lost without you, feel like I've been used

But I'll keep going again
Need myself when I need a friend
And I'll get high to feel again
Sit in my room and play pretend

Cause the words that you had said
Burned in my heart, so the pain can't mend
And I don't like to face the end
It's just hard to see it's dead.

But I can't lie
I need closure
It's just hard 
To think it's over
Wish you'd come here
Need you closer
But I have to let go.

But I have to let go. (x4)

But I have to let,
Let you
Go.

SPOTIFY

Let You Go

don’t tell me it’s over w/ treez (prod. cxrter x tiedforsilver)

On My Own

go follow https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast/tracks

Lyrics:
red painted walls
from pain you caused
swear up and down
it aint your fault
blood drained assault
lost train of thought
i lost my mind
from traits you taught
conflicted addicted to thoughts of you
i miss it the sick shit you put me through

every time reminded
just history reminded
memories always find it
just fucking sit in silence
multiplied it by ten
the pain that still resides in
my cold and empty corpse
i just gave up and resigned it

i cant take the blame anymore
no i dont want to
desperate mistakes i will own
thats what ive gone through
i cant feel my face im so numb
got to attached to
this entity i blame 
for all scars that i have bled through

guess youve mistaken me 
for a stupid fucking kid
yeah youve forsaken me
shouldnt ever trust a bitch
i showed love faithfully
but you wont ever give a shit
bleed the hate out of my wrist
all that i have left to give

safeatlast:
i dont have much left to give
the reaper took away my soul and now i couldnt give a shit
ive tried 100 times to recompile the losses from my sins
and if i had a chance to stop i wouldnt know how to begin

you cant believe the things
i hear in whispers from the entity
the prophecy
has proven greater than the enemy
surrounding me
tormented minds to do the beckoning
of higher powers putting on a show as if they're threatening

breakups to make ups
they change us 
i swear love
is dangerous
the blade cuts
serrated 
this games fucked
all of my intentions yeah i swear that they were justified
id even swear it on my life
but ill stay here and choose to die

bloodied both my eyelids
ive been fucking crying
pools of my existence
slowly fucking dying

struggle is surviving
my happiness residing
safely in its shelter
away stuck in its hiding

blood red
its such a mess
i must confess
its just all too much
for my head
im such a wreck
i tried my best
but im giving up

The Entity Ft Safeatlast (prod.5head)

Check out Suspecktt: https://soundcloud.com/suspecktt
Beat by: https://soundcloud.com/conkonthetrack
I don't claim this music
I make and sing the lyrics

Cupid Ft. Suspecktt (prod. @CONKYBEATZ)

For Love & Suicide 🥀⚰️

We made this song in spring 2023 while in Kansas City 
All three of us recorded our parts at Donny’s house - I recorded everybody but dedpolar did the official mix & master 🫶

This song didn’t make the cut for the album, but it’s got all the key elements so it acts as a perfect single. 
(L&S COMING SOON !!!)

#emo #altrock #new #2024 #verlein #itriago #donnytewhaigh #schwem #dedpolar #wurrallgunnadie #punkasskid

On My Own

Tammlo

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