Name: no redos by cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)
Duration: 2 min 51 s
Description: it's not worth getting on stage if you're in the audience

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https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/callmedumb
https://youtu.be/M659xAEY8Eo

callmedumb

☻☹︎ | ♥︎♡ 
4/6

Lyrics

You said there was an answer
A method to the madness
Something can cure my sadness

I was sitting in your car and
It all felt quite cathartic
Reached so deep into my heart
Pulled out words I’d never say
I’d never say to your face
But you made a promise
Oh, you promised
Oh fuck you promised me 
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy 
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy
We would be happy

//

Thank you so much for listening. It means the world to me

Love Line

Catharsis

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[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

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stream

facelift, i know everyone in the room

I broke your pliers
When I cut you out
It's still ongoing
I visualize doubt
I gotta go away for a while
I hope you miss me
But if I sink into the deep blue
At least I'll be surrounded

Ring the phone, and you pick it up
It hits the center
You'll look down at the kitchen sink
What you'll remember

My worlds on fire
The bridges will burn
And when they stomp my guts out
It'll be my turn

It's a good thing I can fly
You'll forget me in due time
Same shit happened when they lied
I'll forget it when I'm high

nemo33

it's not worth getting on stage if you're in the audience

no redos

song ft @i9bonsai with prod from @lilac!!!
replicant by vai5000 ft. i9bonsai
© ANGEL RADIO 2023
prod. by lilac 

SPOTIFY!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/51GNtvHhIDxbUgfRXrpbnn

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replicant ft. i9bonsai「lilac」

you’ve been here before
______________________
yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

@vai5000
track 3/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ERKbZ99pYU5HKFJHPiH5R?si=3b494c7f28d54f03
https://youtu.be/QoYO2o2Qc3s

blissom:

im dreaming about rats and bugs
im dreaming about blood and guts
im counting every passing second adding tallies to my arm

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

and ill wait my turn until the dust swallows me whole
pretend that its a blanket keeping me from cold
and ill wait my turn until the bugs will call me home
the color starts to fade the moss crawls down my bones

vai5000:

try to keep my head high
wind pushing close my own eyes now
leaves blowing in the breeze I 
can't hold back from what I feel
turn into something new
I watch as the seasons strip away from me just
piece by piece I
decay from the very core I'm made of
don't hold me close - just let me go
Time we spent they don't feel like memories

Take my arms and just slowly dance
The night won't go if you're here so
just make time slow tears fall no more
sit by me
hold tightly 
You know it's okay to cry - sometimes you just might
Tears from all the things I hoped
Everything just always goes wrong
You don't need to say goodbye - I'll be there in your head
My wood decays but my heart wont

blissom:

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

the wind is whi
ping past my face
the tide is ri
sing to my waist
im left without
a single sound
to keep me an
chored to the ground

sticks and rocks +vai5000

a love song

canalog (updated regularly)

5/23/24 - (very long and somewhat personal)

had a very difficult and painful but ultimately necessary conversation with my closest friends about my behavior and. well, it's a lot, and there's a lot i want to say but that ultimately won't help me. if you've known me at all- whether over the past year or over the last 8 years when i first started making music as "atom"- you might be familiar with my habit of self-sabotage and deliberately undermining myself. my impulse is to make things worse for myself. i have a few theories as to why that is but primarily, i think i think of pain and misery as a good thing for me. it's what drove me when i was at my peak, and what allowed me to make music that resonated with people in 2020-2022. so when i'm doing well, or when i'm happy, it feels wrong. it doesn't feel like it should be happening. so i guess to start i'm going to try and replace my impulse to hurt myself with like... well, i can do something painful/effortful instead. something like watching a movie that emotionally resonates with me, or exercising. there's a lot of stuff i need to read simply because i've been scared of it for so long but i guess i can turn to that instead of making a dumb decision. it might even help me ward off these irrational thoughts.

5/20/24 - i can't figure out why, but i feel horrible all of a sudden. can't do anything, can't smile, can't find joy in anything... horrible, horrible, horrible. ill figure it out surely but maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........................

5/18/24 - world's tiniest cat is out of the world's tiniest bag: self discovery covered 'to my grave' in her set at camp boneyard 3... it made me cry im not going to lie to uou ;;;;;; thank you so much brooklynn you're a beautiful human and i cant WAIT for your album launch;

i'm back on twitter and instagram and i dont know how this is gonna go LOL!! also, the new Billie Eilish album is, of course, awesome. really really love it, it's like everything i loved about both of her last albums but supercharged and WAY more concise

5/16/24 - OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://ffm.to/omdb i play guitar on tracks 2 3 and 9 !!!!!!!!! im so fucking produ of alaska shes the best i love her

5/7/24 - i just released my first actual song in a year and a half. it is called "holy diver" and it is available at @goophouse and also maybe elsewhere too eventually

5/5/24 - i'm in shock. i don't like meet the grahams anymore actually. not like us is fun but i'm still shocked. i don't think this is going to go well.

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

no redos

cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)

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