Name: to my grave (repitched) by cnri
Duration: 3 min 9 s
Description: i'll join you someday, if someday ever comes

oh my god i didnt know this was reupped thank u sm

i'll join you someday, if someday ever comes

to my grave (repitched)

Written by Daniel Bernas, CMTEN, and flatroom !!

Blood sugar (feat. CMTEN)

i know?

link in description, i
live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i snap back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

this could be the last you hear from me,
till i fail, till i fail, till I fail
i'll be okay
can you count on that?
as i'm trying to breathe in the cold
i'll be okay
can you count that?

i was falling back on the match
i was falling back undetached

wallow in your room, seeking someone
i know you so
so well, well

live in a fairy tale,
find an archetype, i will do it right
to the world i left behind
i'll be jester right, i'll be just alright

live in a fairy tale,
still i step back just to pay respect back
to the world i left behind
i'll be just alright, i want your surrender

jesterr

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

prod @sxthsns 

@mopearound
======
shawty if u wanna dance dance dance dance dance
imma need a good reason
nd girl i wanted you at the first glance
its a hundred degrees on the floor so
dance dance dance dance dance
im tryna see you move on the floor so 
dance dance dance dance dance
i never said you couldnt break my heart like that
======
@sxthsns
======
do u feel it? 
coz i feel it
n i dont rly give a fuck if u dont mean it
n i dont care abt no hiding , no concealing
we going up tn we breaking thru the ceiling

my hearts racing , but its ok 
when i step up in the place everybody knows my name

baby put ur hands up up up 
i feel it , dont interu u upt
i wanna see u fuck it up up up
======

hands up w/ sxth sns

it was a pleasure to work with such an incredible artist, check our their music https://soundcloud.com/unfamiliartunes. you can purchase the track here: https://unfamiliartunes.bandcamp.com/track/scales-sober

cover art by noah greene https://ffm.to/n2bg7w3

rejected all nighter volume 8 submission for @artbyform, made in 24 hours
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im folded its torrid
im boden the roses
torn open its rowing
my rovings worn sewn in

shed a couple scales off my back
count the lead in shales false flag attack
reaving in the rust my lungs might crack
molded in the mallice held it back

and i can hardly stand on those tethered rines
you just wanna bask in those severed ties
but thats too much to askance cus' i still writhe
culling through the ash taut im paralyzed 
im too sober not to let it rack
unto owe her i'd forsaken back
caught up choking boughed i'm not abaft
now it's broken i can't hold a haft

scales (sober) w/ (un)familiar

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

Census Designated but it's just my voice

https://www.pcrf.net/

https://bdsmovement.net/

Stagnant on morbid curiosity

To crystallize the feeling

Aglow, we flash to grey

And watch the soul deviate
 
Lately you’ve been staring at the corpse

Like there’s nothing left to see

Transfixed by the writing on the wall

Apathy is the disease

If you leave it alone, then somebody gets hurt

If you topple a tree, well the crash will get heard

The system's kinetic, the signal dispersed

I tried to hold the whole weight of the world

anti apathy song

Clairo - Bags (claired's Cover)

HOT QUICKY! STBB895

canalog (updated regularly)

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

to my grave (repitched)

cnri

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