https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

be a monster
be a monster
Pretty flower on the wall
I dont usually like to talk
Out here chilling feeling raw
If you want then we can walk
When you top me dont be rough
Need finnessing with no teeth
She's leaving marks all over me
And smoking all my weed

Monster 
in my Bed
Monster!
I can't stop her from coming in
She's fuckin awful I'm loving it
Toxic I'm turning into you

(be a monster)

Pretty flower on the wall
I dont usually like to talk
Out here chilling feeling raw
If you want then we can walk
When you top me dont be rough
Need finnessing with no teeth
She's leaving marks all over me
And smoking all my weed

Monster 
in my Bed
Monster!
She's latched on to something that I've hid
A darkness I harnessed but lost the lid
I've told you my feelings you didnt give a shit
I trust hard and fall fast now you've ruined it
She's latched on to something that I've hid
A darkness I harnessed but lost the lid
I've told you my feelings you didnt give a shit
I trust hard and fall fast now you've ruined it
(what?)

Dont be a monster!

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

Monster (grayskies)

Lyrics

Hide The Pain Away From Me
Things You Think That I Can't See
But I Can Read Between The Lines
And I Can See With More Than Eyes

Hide The Pain Away From Me
Things You Think That I Can't See
But I Can Read Between The Lines
And I Can See With More Than Eyes

Doesn't Matter What You're Saying I Can Read Between The Lines
When You Speak To Me
And You Tell Me That You're Fine
But You Don't Know That I'm The Same
When It Comes To That

Pushing Feelings Away
When They're Knocking Up Front , Pile Em Up In A Grave
Trapping Yourself In Emotion
I Can Relate To The Constant
Dark Thoughts In Your Head

Hide The Pain Away From Me
Things You Think That I Can't See
But I Can Read Between The Lines
And I Can See With More Than Eyes

Hide The Pain Away From Me
Things You Think That I Can't See
But I Can Read Between The Lines
And I Can See With More Than Eyes

I Hear Your Voice
I Can Feel The Essence Of Your Tone
Hear The Pain That You Withold
Feel The Darkness Cutting Close

I Hear Your Voice
I Can Feel The Essence Of Your Tone
Hear The Pain That You Withold
Feel The Darkness Cutting Close

I Hear Your Voice
I Can Feel The Essence Of Your Tone
Hear The Pain That You Withold
Feel The Darkness Cutting Close

I Hear Your Voice
I Can Feel The Essence Of Your Tone
Hear The Pain That You Withold
Feel The Darkness Cutting Close



Produced By 16preme

Hide The Pain

Stream On Spotify

sink

produced by luke white @lwotb
featuring sepha. @sepha-joey

[lyrics]
These stars align perfect 
With the scars in my mind 
Too timid to take your turn 
Til you blink and run out of time 
My only real concern is if I don’t make it alive 
Could I speak to every person 
That feel the same way as I 

Sometimes I feel so damn confused
Like is this really all that I was ever meant to do 
Dark days when it rains and I can’t be amused 
That’s when the pressure takes form and then transmutes 
Caught in the crossfire no escaping the feud
Reality always challenging the picture I drew frustration what I been facing it’s the moment of truth 
Now let the curtains fall down see the lonely view 
What I’m supposed to do 
Either you win or you lose 
But most importantly don’t ever compromise  what’s true
If you ain’t making a move you just creating your doom
And I refuse to be the one to feel regret when it’s through

watching everything fade away
as the rain falls down my face
and the blue skies turn to grey
will i write my wrongs today
if you ask me im okay
i dont have much left to say
so i write my wrongs away
will i write my wrongs today

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

Find new love
Warm one day
I will work
Pleasure pays
x2

Heard that a girl saw a god in this world and it kept her at play always
Heard that a boy saw a dream and was stirred to still work to it day by day
x2

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

spotify

write my wrongs (ft. sepha.)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

stream

somehow (prod. nomai)

https://youtu.be/szgwk3ksASE?si=VRSjS1NyfbJ9B-ed
https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

lyrics

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Kindness
In me
Thriving
Dizzy
Gasoline
In my lungs hitting

Evolving
With me
Homies
Lifting
Ascending high
We’re flying really

I don’t care
Where I fit right
But I can’t care
To decide
I feel I ain’t designed
To live a life that defined

I don't care
Let them glare
I live my life like a dare

Empty stares
Everywhere
They sold control of their life

Who am I
Who am I
Without someone by my side
Who am I
Who am I
Am I not what I decide
What happened
To that person
That I used to be
Did he die
Who am I becoming
Who am I asking this to

Oohhh
Is it a disguise
Is it all a lie

Am I really here
There’s no way to know
Thrown in this world
With nowhere to go
This bird has flown
You’re all alone
Only yourself to call a home

I clear my head
I clear my thoughts
Remove myself from it all
Somehow i am and I am not
Somehow I am and I am not

I see
I taste
I breathe
I hear
I walk
I run
I laugh, I
I search
I find
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why

I Wonder Why

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - I Wonder Why [Music Video ↓]

it's a miracle you wanna be around me

ft. @mike-dalzell-2

miracle (ft. DLZ)

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