be a monster
be a monster
Pretty flower on the wall
I dont usually like to talk
Out here chilling feeling raw
If you want then we can walk
When you top me dont be rough
Need finnessing with no teeth
She's leaving marks all over me
And smoking all my weed

Monster 
in my Bed
Monster!
I can't stop her from coming in
She's fuckin awful I'm loving it
Toxic I'm turning into you

(be a monster)

Pretty flower on the wall
I dont usually like to talk
Out here chilling feeling raw
If you want then we can walk
When you top me dont be rough
Need finnessing with no teeth
She's leaving marks all over me
And smoking all my weed

Monster 
in my Bed
Monster!
She's latched on to something that I've hid
A darkness I harnessed but lost the lid
I've told you my feelings you didnt give a shit
I trust hard and fall fast now you've ruined it
She's latched on to something that I've hid
A darkness I harnessed but lost the lid
I've told you my feelings you didnt give a shit
I trust hard and fall fast now you've ruined it
(what?)

Dont be a monster!

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

monster, monster yeah!
(monster monster shes a monster)

Monster (grayskies)

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

last time

Rollercoaster

Shoutout to my homie https://soundcloud.com/broadus972 for jumping on the track.

Rivilin -

im not wanted yeah were toxic, fair
im stuck down here no eyes to see the sun
cus you don't care, the devil stares
well that's just me, he breaks free when im shy

this love is dead, you know it yeah
my wrist they bleed black ink to block the light
the darkness stares it beckons yeah
to end my life so I can touch the sky

im not wanted im not needed
I know that's the truth when you block out my sight
I don't get it, so just say it
that you found love in someone else’s eyes

im disgusting, yeah believe it
that once im gone yeah I am gone for good
cus im stunted, i don't want it
the love you gave to me makes me alone

Broadus:

It was never love you gave to me, your options open
take advantage, treat me like I caused the damage, hold on
I can never, see the light out, you eclipsed me from who I could become
then you consumed, every moment, then you turned to run you’re a loaded gun

Not Wanted Ft. Broadus

kiLLa Laharl - Otherside (feat. s0cliche)

prod. ocin

One more love song for you 
It’s not the last one that’s true 
I miss the last time I knew what I’m supposed to do 
One more sad song for you 
It’s not the last one that’s true 
I miss the last time we knew what we’re supposed to do 

When my heart feels cold 
When I’m all alone 
When I write my songs 
That’s when I think about you 
When my soul gets sold 
When we’re grey and old 
When nothing’s left at all 
Tell me you’ll think about me 

Tell me you’ll think about me 
I swear I’ll think about you 
No there’s no world without you 
Easy to say, there’s just something about you 
Hard to explain yeah 
You and I in the rain, yeah 
Help me fix my brain 
Before I go insane 
(x2) 

When my heart feels cold 
When I’m all alone 
When I write my songs 
That’s when I think about you 
When my soul gets sold 
When we’re grey and old 
When nothing’s left at all 
Tell me you’ll think about me

thinking about you

happy halloween!

stream here: https://songwhip.com/skylarallen/same-regrets

stream

same regrets (prod. gosha)

Femme Fatale

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

Skyfall (Quiteevil)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

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Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling