Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Stream On Spotify

Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

sink

produced by luke white @lwotb
featuring sepha. @sepha-joey

[lyrics]
These stars align perfect 
With the scars in my mind 
Too timid to take your turn 
Til you blink and run out of time 
My only real concern is if I don’t make it alive 
Could I speak to every person 
That feel the same way as I 

Sometimes I feel so damn confused
Like is this really all that I was ever meant to do 
Dark days when it rains and I can’t be amused 
That’s when the pressure takes form and then transmutes 
Caught in the crossfire no escaping the feud
Reality always challenging the picture I drew frustration what I been facing it’s the moment of truth 
Now let the curtains fall down see the lonely view 
What I’m supposed to do 
Either you win or you lose 
But most importantly don’t ever compromise  what’s true
If you ain’t making a move you just creating your doom
And I refuse to be the one to feel regret when it’s through

watching everything fade away
as the rain falls down my face
and the blue skies turn to grey
will i write my wrongs today
if you ask me im okay
i dont have much left to say
so i write my wrongs away
will i write my wrongs today

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

Find new love
Warm one day
I will work
Pleasure pays
x2

Heard that a girl saw a god in this world and it kept her at play always
Heard that a boy saw a dream and was stirred to still work to it day by day
x2

Fade as the rain falls down my face
I’m an outline of a man
Repeat all the tasks til the end of the day
I’m an outline of a man
x2

spotify

write my wrongs (ft. sepha.)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

PRXJEK-MaskAwayThePain

Featuring my homie: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

Like the band of four, leaving your home in the shire
we only had each others friendship, no other desire
except a ring, a burden around your throat
and the more you press on you find the weight chokes

leave your ghost by the bed, this paths not for the weak
hear the screams in the distance they're stabbing at false sheets
pull out your dagger as they pierce you through the cloak
yeah you watch it turn to dust but the struggle you won't be broke

hear the horns in the distance the north is coming close
feel the fear in the boots but the fire you gotta stoke
just to keep your feet going on, keep with the struggle right
you gotta keep on going, sadly there's no end in sight

and when you finally reach it you find you're on your knees
till you think the ones who love you wanna throw you to the fiends
like please get away how did it turn like this
one day i'll be smiling with everyone that i miss

i didn't understand back then whats up,
i'll bite my lip, take a knife through the gut
and when you see me smile please just dont say
i miss the person right here won't you stay

the dark flame came embraced all my face
if i turn yeah i'll see myself yeah replaced
and when you sing i'll try to rise up again
and then we'll see a perfect home through the lens

$lothboi:

I got to bone to pick
I’m tired of the holiness
The higher I be up the flying hit me with the turbulence

Surrounded by thought me
I might’ve had lobotomy
There’s something in my head that ain’t apart of what I want in me

I’m splitting like I’m missing
All the glue up on the leather

I’m hitting like a whippet
When I mix it all together

I’m fitting like a condom on a dick in chilly weather
I be slipping when I’m falling but a spark will make me better

(Spark Sound)
(exhale)

Leme hold a bit
Gas so strong
Bouta blow the bitch
Up

(exhale)

Leme roll this shit
Gas so packed
Bouta fold a bit
Yuh

Get a load of this
Man so up
Bouta jump and get stuck

Plan so fucked
Bouta duck
And get bucked

Man no luck
Just refuse
To get stuck

Waterford Ft. $lothboi

stream

somehow (prod. nomai)

https://youtu.be/szgwk3ksASE?si=VRSjS1NyfbJ9B-ed
https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

lyrics

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Changed this world
With a laptop
Evolving till the life stop
Creating till the sun don’t shine

Soul bound
Save you from a come down
Pull you by the rope now
Ascend up to the warm bright lights

Kindness
In me
Thriving
Dizzy
Gasoline
In my lungs hitting

Evolving
With me
Homies
Lifting
Ascending high
We’re flying really

I don’t care
Where I fit right
But I can’t care
To decide
I feel I ain’t designed
To live a life that defined

I don't care
Let them glare
I live my life like a dare

Empty stares
Everywhere
They sold control of their life

Who am I
Who am I
Without someone by my side
Who am I
Who am I
Am I not what I decide
What happened
To that person
That I used to be
Did he die
Who am I becoming
Who am I asking this to

Oohhh
Is it a disguise
Is it all a lie

Am I really here
There’s no way to know
Thrown in this world
With nowhere to go
This bird has flown
You’re all alone
Only yourself to call a home

I clear my head
I clear my thoughts
Remove myself from it all
Somehow i am and I am not
Somehow I am and I am not

I see
I taste
I breathe
I hear
I walk
I run
I laugh, I
I search
I find
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why

I Wonder Why

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - I Wonder Why [Music Video ↓]

@burgosmusic

Lyrics:

(Burgos Hook)

Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside,
On the inside,
Racking stacking up this doe,
Never know when a rainy day gona come by 
Racing with the cars and the blow heart fina explode when i mofuckin redline
Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside

(Whxami Verse)

Breakin my composure,
Im sorry,
Barely give a fuck,
Its fine that no one really want me,
Lookin at the stars i know they watching,
Watch me,
On the inside it could get ugly,
Daunting,
I think i need a warning,
Find me a way out,
Girl i been on the run,
To somewhere safe now,
And while i been anxiously wasting my patience away,
For the sake of my angels to make this okay,
Dont wait yet
You know i been the same kid,
And shit changed but the day and my main bitch,
Telephone ring,
But it aint the same clique,
Funny how they dipped aint the ones that i came with
Nah they all fake,
Nobody gone stay,
But they come around when i pack the whole place in,
It never hold weight,
I gotta go face it,
When im on my own and praying that somebody gone save him,

BURGOS & Whxami - Lonely Road

DONTTALK_rough

Artist: KID KAMERON

composer/lyricist: Kameron Joseph Forbis

Beat Producer: Metlast

this is my suicide letter

somehow (prod. nomai)

skylarallen

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