linktr.ee/Rivilin
big love to my homie: https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic

Rivilin

cus im fucked up left here on my own
the care crashed left my soul on the road
panic attacks stay close to home  
the words you say still cut my core

I chip my tooth yeah on the floor
heavy hands hit the face you love
take pills to cover what I saw
maybe im empty all along

your gonna hate what im gonna have to say cus heartbreak comes in all of the worst ways
im not mentally stable right now, ill be back you know ill call somehow
I hate myself for the way that you can’t bear to look at my face
I hate the fact that you fucked me up in the way where I feel disgraced

each of us has our own fucking problems to deal with
you know it wasn’t fucking fair on me but I still stood through it
but when I fucking needed you where were you to be seen
fucking hanging with my friend fucking him when you meet

so you buy us fucking MD so we feel a bit more
Im fucking doing it to fit in I want to take back it all
it wasn’t worth losing a friend over this shit
We’re so stressed the fuck out we lose our way

leo IV:


so obvious, I'm here alone and speechless
no secrets, why you always playing on the defense better off alone

she had a heart of gold and it turned to stone and mine turned to chrome
like baby where we left off yeah, I'm so fucking pissed off yeah

calm down take two pills baby yea I sleep strong
write bout you in the same song
can you tell me why we never get along

like that would be great, you was a fake
broken-hearted baby with a gun on her waist
I’m so sorry that I even wasted the days
yeah I love you in pain

Heart Breaker ; Dream Chaser FT. Leo IV

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah make way for the coward like what did you expect
yeah you didn’t think about it much but now your sons a wreck
doesn’t know how to cope or be social, 
feel like he’s the only one who feels this way no he cant maintain

a regular routine or fucking diet
cus he doesn’t know how to be alive most days he feels like he died
in that car crash a few years ago
he swears he saw the fucking light at the end of the tunnel

but he’s still on two feet, still barely coping
yeah he stays high so he doesn’t deal with his mind
cus it’s always the negative thoughts that take over each other
yeah until the tension just breaks snap yeah we just relapse back

to a childhood where we were neglected
by a family who couldn’t understand what it’s like to be different
from everyone else it’s like you’re all just NPCs
Yeah living check to check just to have nothing to show

yeah it’s fucking sad that we have to live this way
always tryna feed our family who’s hungry but they don’t understand the pain
that you go through day to day, live a nine to five, 
just the same routine from 30 till your fucking 89

I don’t  know why you fucking live like this
what happened to your fucking dreams would you blame it on your son
and would you leave all of us behind just to restart
maybe you fucking would but that’s life you don’t get a second shot

so this kids a bit older he’s almost 25 
doesn’t know what he wants but he’s got his fucking music
to live by new friends no lies, 
Every day we get a little better more plays no we never settle

for what we couldn’t have back when we grew up
yeah we all got our own problems and memories no one perfect
so we just fade, just fade out have a few more drugs
Yeah this isn’t what life is fucking all about

I Beg Your Pardon

so we watch these walls yeah start to crumble
vision green and purple stumble
on my own feet to the door, 
i thought you could understand but you don't

I found out the truth buried deeply
under piles of ashes screaming
till my lungs just filled with blood
you call this just a substitute for love

with broken arms, you drag me weakly
across the floor now im not leaving
work until your skin and bone
they know that you're not worth redeeming

they say you’re not replaceable
that this curse is just all your feeling
until the end of time well call
we'll build you up to watch you fall

cus this life is just torture to me
so burn down, burn down everything
this life is just torture to me
im burning, burning with misery

ye warning signs flash in my vision
fatal bleeding out im missing
knees they buckle stumble down
not responsive on the ground

skin is vibrating in colors
hallucinations just cover
the means to get well and just smile
well fake it till we make it child

FATAL

Signs

prod. by skgotthesauce

I'm tired of being jaded
I'm tired of always hating on myself
Still lying where I caved in
Caught in the tide of living hell
Please take my pain
And wash it all away
It's taken all it can from me

With all I am
Burning out again
Will never be enough
I ain't giving up
Against this
We hardly survived
We'll never last forever
Forever

Acquired taste for your deceit
It's left me feeling incomplete
Or maybe I'm just in too deep
I should've known
You were an enеmy to me from the start
Let it go
Thе understatement of you breaking my heart
I swear I'm gonna fold
Guess it ain't in the cards for me
Protecting everything I know
I can't be held responsible
So here we go
Here we go again

With all I am
Burning out again
Will never be enough
I ain't giving up
Against this
We hardly survived
We'll never last forever
Forever

Hollow Point ft. RiverKinn

Check Out Shiki XO:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/shiki-xo/1449356572
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA
Twitter: https://twitter.com/REALSHIKIXO
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shikixo/
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/shikixo

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/luka-faletar
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.soulburn4403
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/lukafaletar

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYmF1en0xXivFIKv
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

stream

somehow (prod. nomai)

on and off (proddkash)

MONEY GUN (prod. Nossifero)

DONTTALK_rough

RiverKinn
"Medicine"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste

I feel my throat begin to swell and close
As if I didn't tell myself to open up at all to you
It's hard enough for me to act composed
When you're around me
Let alone know how to deal with anything
I'm going through

It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

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