https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Thanks to my homies: 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
for jumping on the track <3

will I get used to this, 
always having dreams of where I die
waking panicked half alive

broken bones in my fingers
crawling out of bed just to survive
to exhausted cannot fight

don’t wanna be this don’t wanna be that
yea this life is fucking mine
get back and let me decide

feels like im just cursed in this body
hold a second give me five
can I fucking feel alive

cus I don’t understand this, I don’t understand this
I think the pressures getting through to me
I think im stuck in a place between
im sick of begging fucking on my knees

cus I would never wish this, would never wish this
on fucking anyone who fucking breathes
you’ll live a life always filled with deceit
now paranoid my only enemy is me

Sepha:

Tho nothing feels real online
I live there all the fuckin time
If only they really knew me
I’d hate to really know me
X2

But
Its as real as it is everywhere else

$lothboi:

I know I aint the same mother fucker that I used to be
Now its white wine sippin just to put myself to sleep
Fuck, if you saw, memories, you’d be under deep
Thankful I’m alive, but it hurts, fuck I cannot breathe

I know I aint the same mother fucker that I used to be
Now its white wine sippin just to put myself to sleep
Fuck, if you saw memories
You’d be 6 feet deep
And knocking on the gates of hell


I AM BREAKING
SOMEONE SAVE ME
RIV AND SEPH, GOT MY BACK, IMA MAKE IT

I CAN SHAKE THIS
FEELING OF ABASEMENT
KNOWING I GOT HOMIES I CAN TRUST, IMA MAKE IT

Beggar FT. Sepha / $lothboi

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

sink

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

Her View (Prod. THERSX)

stream

somehow (prod. nomai)

TB Respect - vunerable

league(prod.kizip)

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Say That you Need Me Well That Was All A Lie
Say That You Want Me I Don't Even Know Why
Yet I Still Want You I Need You By My Side
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Feel Like There's Something Wrong With My Head
Half The Time I Just Wish That I Was Dead
Emotions I Can't Hold em , Drowning In My Bed
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Tempting Thoughts Of Suicide 
But When I Die What Will I Leave Behind
What Will I Leave Behind 
Should I Live Or Die , Should I Live Or Die

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

Down In My Cave I Be Crying Like A Bitch
Pass The Joint I Just Need Another Hit
Emo Boy I'm Just Living As It Is
Hit Reload 
Let Me Bring This Chorus Back , Hit That Switch

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Life Or Death (Prod.Kuroime)

Haunter w/ Oriisdead

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

somehow (prod. nomai)

skylarallen