IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @therealthundaa
Mixed & Mastered by @max000_000
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/danzaro.jpg/

Lyrics:
Losin' myself, like where the fuck am I goin'
Lookin' in the mirror, I ain't even sure if I know him
I ain't even sure if I

Escape the maze, then I'm caged
It's back to the same old shit again
One moment, I'm on top of the world
The darkness hits, then I feel like I can never be rid of it
Sometimes the beat feel like my only friend
So when my progress meets a dead end
I tend to descend
Into a dark, unforgivin', and most shadowy bend
So that smile you're seein' is probably pretend
The life of a starved artist
Who depends on his pen to defend himself from the darkness that lies within
And fend off the ghosts that often postpone my hope
I'm broken, tryna pick up the pieces, like where the fuck they go
Slowly overtaken by my woes
Flirtin' with death but when I flow, I feel the need to take it slow

Ironic 'cause that's when I start to give a fuck and get my ducks in a row again
See, every now and then, I transcend the abyss
Learn to live in bliss but then that class is dismissed
Pursuin' happiness then it's
Back to the end of the waitin' list
I'm hatin' this life
The brightest days keep feelin' like night
Pullin' myself closer to the Reaper's scythe
But when I grip the mic, that sliver of light proceeds to shine
So when I feel like nothin's left, I look to the pen to make it right
Look that Grim motherfucker in the eye
Tell him take a hike, it ain't my time
I'm clearly conflicted and it's evident in these lines
That maybe I'm relyin' too much on these rhymes
But shit, this is more than just a pastime
This that shit that gimme purpose
Without it, time is just sand in a glass that pass by
But with this music, my demons could never ever ever ever ever ever ever outlast I

I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm too often feelin' fraught
Tryna think happy thoughts
Just reminds me what I'm not
I feel like John Constantine
All these demons I have fought
I'm pursuin' happiness, they actin' like it's somethin' that is bought
But it's not, they say it depends on where you shop
That cannot be the case
It is not that fuckin' simple for the pain to be erased
I miss the good ol' days
Sometimes I wish I could retrace my steps
Back to my youth but I can't
So I'mma try my best to progress everyday
Fuck bein' depressed, I'mma lay
These thoughts up on a page
Stage an attack on this darkness and watch it fade away
I found my way up out the cage

Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death

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Before I Became the Reaper, I Was Tempted by Death (Prod. thundaa)

LSD with Dante X

Lyrics:

she was killing time
claiming she wants you back
but that she doesn't know 
for sure
said to all ur friends that she'd end her life
on live stream
with a smile
and u said

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
u said 'i'll take my leave
to where
we 
used to dare everything in our no mans land 
with its grey sky and sad clouds
u were the bowling alley lust
in a dirty neon room
i was the guy u only knew for a few nights
we thrust so outta time
but we wanted it
some eager awkward lust
so clusmy and in bloom

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
kid u only knew that u were happy now 
that ur feeling sad
now that ur feeling sad
let the cycle go
round but it feels a little long
it's a circus yeh i'm had
let my stool flip up 
let the rope go
yeh i only know what i have
when i let it go bad 
when i let it go bad
when i let it go

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
i said i'll take my leave 
to where
we
we took everything we could in our no name lanes but
it always
it always held it's gloom
yeh this dead town stayed still
always killing time
shoplifting tinnies
smoking endless glue
we moved so outta the times
so eager to be amused

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
x2

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

empty thrills

love...produced by autrioly

(lyrics)
her presence inside of my chest and its ending
i live in the past and im still here pretending that im feeling fine when im not
poison inside of my skull has my head go to rot
acting okay when im numb aint a shock to me 
im a good liar, i guess its a part of my essence
its something i dont understand
why cant i sleep without holding your hand?

numb as a mannequinn
i feel panic only when you aint standing beside me handing over all of your love as youre holding me close
is it the touch that im missing the most?
scrolling through pics on my phone only seems to remind me that i am now all on my own
im hardly existing with knowing youre missing
if i could rewind wonder how would it go?

do you want me as bad as i wanted you, baby?
its haunting to have any thoughts of us lately 
and dawning on me is the thought that a need for you daily is all that i need to be sane in this life
i might wanna be dead if i time it right
i could fly to a greater height, i know
maybe there i could get you back right after that
cuz bettering myself's the goal
i wont break

i want you out of my head
(x3)
so come to be mine and with me again

(x2)

cannot stop all the thoughts even while im unconscious
weep in my dreams and im waking up nauseous
is there a way i could stop this?
taking no caution
i could be sippin' on toxin

type out a paragraph, struggle to send
wish i was sure of myself but i only pretend
i look at the moon up above
what is this feeling im healing from?
think it is...

love.

<3 \\<

LOVE

"LOVE"˚ˑ༄ؘ p. autrioly

official lyric video out now on idleglance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qidl766dYnA

produced by @user-603551501 (raiden killah)

skylarallenmusic.com
☆☆☆☆

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wrong place wrong time⌚ (prod. raiden killah)

Prod. Discent, reprod. YCK

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Packed my bags
I’m making up a plan to escape
Won’t be back
Wrote a note tried my best to explain

I won’t call I won’t text
No you said I’m like the rest
I’m a no good motherfucker
Feeling so depressed

Case of the blues
Always aim then I shoot
I don’t wanna miss a chance
That I got to advance

Up the ladder making chatter
Nothing I can say’ll matter
In the grand scheme of things
Any song I made or sing

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Minutes of recognition
Start up my car and turn the ignition
No I don’t got a place to go
I don’t hear a thing they’re saying so

Leaving breathing give me a reason
To keep on going I keep repeating
Drained of my life I feel defeated
With every changing season

Stoned I’m alone
Thought I’d quit it but I don’t
When the heater went and broke
Man my fingers fucking froze

Now my joints are always swollen
And my gloves I got are stolen
Getting by I’m steady rolling
I ain’t needing your condolence bitch

Hanging round I’m a drifter
Scarred and weathered I have blisters
Where I’ve been and who I’ve met
Well there’s plenty things you don’t know yet

Spirits

Drifter

candle in the sun w/ sepha. and ProG

Music Video

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
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Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
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Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8