i realize i know tht u dnt feel inside
its hard for me but ill surprise

early mornin im screaming 4u
but you dnt ever hear me
he treats you like shit
but i guess you like it dearly :(
i cnt resisttt
its the way urr body needs me
put u on a crucifixXxXx
if u ever try nd leave me

dnt leave me baby


ur brains so flawed
ur obsessed with all these weirdo guys:////
one look at ur Instagram
its hard to describe the pain inside

just kill me now 


u look at me nd u think that ima popstar
im rockin suicide goyard
now she gon cut me cause i wnt to
dosnt matter if she really wants me back now
smokin all my lungs away tonight
talkabout me put up a fight
reach out when the time is right
die together oh myyy</333

screaming 4 u

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screaming 4 u (okayjml)

Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

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produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @omgartixan

[cy4ne:]
these pills gon take your life 
just disguise and demonize 
look into my demon eyes
they gon tell you all your lies 

stare into my soul, 
look how it cries,
if you're close enough,
you gon feel your demise

[artixan:]
party alone
cus u wont come home
i wanna go home
mix the pills witht he alcohol
i cant feel nun
i feel so numbbb
fuck fuck yea i wanna ru-u-un
if u luh me then u can quit them drugs but
u out all night, and that party looked so live
i stress for highs, chasin the liquor w red whine

[nosgov:]
terrified, i cant look in your eyes
wish i never saw it all
threw my heart into this pile
id rather avoid, dont make a noise
they get annoyed

stuck in this void i cant get out
youre messing my head up
wishing i was gone
torn soul, alone, too close

id rather avoid, dont make a noise
they get annoyed
stuck in this void i cant get out
youre messing my head up
wishing i was gone

[artixan:]
get the pills right,
yea yea this shit gon take ur life
yea the fent will take ur life
still, we wanna die
and the homies take another line
perc is teal and full of fentenyl
pockets full of the drugs
we gon feel that high

party alone
cus u wont come home
i wanna go home
mix the pills witht he alcohol
i cant feel nun
i feel so numbbb
fuck fuck yea i wanna ru-u-un
if u luh me then u can quit them drugs but
u out all night, and that party looked so live
i stress for highs, chasin the liquor w red whine

[cy4ne:]
these pills gon take your life 
just disguise and demonize 
look into my demon eyes
they gon tell you all your lies 

stare into my soul, 
look how it cries,
if you're close enough,
you gon feel your demise

take those pills, it's what defines 
ima stay here, until everybody dies

pills gon take your life [+artixan +nosgov] [artixan]

sigh
im sorry
I think I've had enough 
hate every word hate all of that stupid stuff
I mean I get it I know that times get rough
everything feels pointless I don't think im good enough

im the problem 
I think I need some help
still apologize but that's not how I really felt
think im lost
can't tell where I begin 
is it wrong that ill b here intel the very end

I hope things better then when they begin
rip it all away from me intel it ends 
take my heart and rip it right in front of me 
nothing is as easy as its plans 2 b 

plz don't take my hand ill take you right back

I didn't wanna die today till I saw ur contact
its a problem I feel like ur everywhere 
I can't even sleep I don't think its even fair

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@hateoryx @elctrnc @jeskivaca @veigayboy (new collective soon)
last dance song for a long time! new music next week w/ hurt
im switching styles to music like heartless & LostMyMind
:3 enjoy!!! (cover by https://www.instagram.com/t0a2tyy_/)

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hit u on my laptop
ya my heart stops
cuz id do it all over again
laptop top top top
heart stops stop stop stop
x2
idek wuts true
all i evr wanted was u
tell me do u think of me 222
bby cuz im feelin u

its wut u want its wut u want now
call me when u can cuz u kno its over
fading away ya my heart gets colder
kno that she know all the shit that she wrote
she know she know
i know i know i know
now im trying hard 2 breathe
but u kno its u & me
dont tell me u dont ccc
its what u want its what u want now

hit me on my laptop
ya my heart stops
cuz id do it all over again
laptop top top top
heart stops stop stop stop
x2

what u want (2040x2040)

i keep fucking up
but she come right back
why u do this 2 urself
girl u know im bad
but she dont care @ all
she not the 1 not my fault
sniffing k til i fall
girl u not important ya u jus like the rest ha
she jus wnna love me ha girl im sorry
2 cold i wnna go home
dont get 2 close i feel it in my bones
im like wtf
she callin on my phone tonite
na idc i love it
she look so good but i dont play 2 nice
na she dont care she love itt

dont care (2040x2040)

we were blacked out in ur basement
ya laying on the pavement
sum molly what she facing
youll love me now im wait 4 uu
ya u know im wait for

ya we were right off the k
i love wut u say
in the khole ya u know im bout 2 fold
she look so beautiful
& id do it all ovr again X_x

waiting for u (2040x2040)

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wait for me
hang on
to you
everything we do
it’s true
do you think of me 2
wait a sec
what’s up with u
girl i wnna know yeah
do u feel it 2

i know im the worst for you
my bad
but girl you gotta chose
know u don’t wnna
am i the 4 you
come a lil closer

we can leave this place girl
we don’t gotta go back ;/
just say what u wanna say 2 me
u ain’t gotta hold back
i’m in the city tonite
waiting for you 2 call
so tell me what u wanna say

dont care (2040x2040)

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