Avoidant (Prod. Ryc)

produced by defnottryrell

she don't wanna go down that way 
hella money that i made today 
rolling blue strips fuck a heartbreak 
pull up with a full clip make the ground shake 
there's a lot of things i held back i wanna to say 
you got caught up in the moment that's okay 
ripped my cape a long time ago i can't save 

i can't save her 
i got guap n paper 
all black like darth vader 
i turned my phone off, don't wanna talk ill see you later 
tryna put my self first but my life is filled with fakers 
mp5 blazing through all of my haters 
terrified of hoes that's covered in that makeup 
wanna die this choppa cook you you get baked 
up
no i cannot chase her 
she can't leave i slaved her 

tried to show her true love i told that hoe i'm so for eal 
stabbed in the back it's nothing new i know how that shit feel 
know i'm not gone live a long live this mental torment kills 
brand new couple i put it in track i put that pedal to the steel 
this bitch really cracked my heart open blood seaming out the seal 
who woulda known that you'd feel normal after 8 days with no meals
having symptoms of disorders up im class i can't sit still yea

tryna calm my self drugs in my cup 
can't believe how fast you just ran out love 
couldn't pass on you i swear i couldn't dub 
my battery so low it's longing for your touch 
i swear i can't get enough 

it's been a long time can we stop and catch up 
gotta hide my tears from you my head high and chest up 
swear to god i'd kill for you take lashes and some cuts 

i can't go back 
you already know that 
our love is a throwback 
i stayed down and stacked my racks up left wrist bitch i froze that 
left you in the past i sealed the door i had to close that 
fuck.

#cryy

i can't save her

skyte idgaf [snippet] p.tayolocs

PROD AYOWITTY 
FEAT TJAYY
Lyrics

So is it fake love? 
You never show me you care 
And when I wake up 
I look round and you not there 
If I went bankrupt 
Would you give out would you share?
Oh my 
Oh my
It never take much 
To inform me on your plans 
No I don’t hate ya 
I just want you in my hands 
Before we break up 
Can I get one more dance? 
(One more dance)
Maybe I’m running in the wrong direction 
Falling so hard and ain’t learning lessons 
I done let my heart get took you crept in
Loosing my mind over who? you guessed it 
Been running circles round my brain 
And I can’t catch up 
I took yo picture out the frame 
My minds been made up
Got no one else to blame 
You leave oh it’s such a shame 
Late night calling out your name knowing you won’t pick up 
I know you scrolling on the regular 
So tell me why you can’t pick up your cellular 
It don’t take a lot to say I’m feeling you 
So let me know if you hear what I’m telling ya 
Way to hard to hide it 
Know you feel the same you can’t deny it 
Did you get a new sim? Different lining 
Everytime I hit your phone it keeps declining
Oh myy
Oh my yeah 
Running circles round my brain
My minds been made up 
Thinking this will be the same 
But it’s different than it was 
Lately you been acting up and I think I had enough 
When it’s all set and done I know you won’t pick up
Got no one else to blame 
You leave oh it’s such a shame 
Late night calling out your name knowing you won’t pick up 
Knowing you won’t pick up x8

decline_

Don’t know why I stay on you
Everything  I wished for girl you made it true 
I know I told you to leave but I hated to 
I want the world to see just like paperview 
Running through my head it’s day and night you made me falter 
You got certain qualities that I would never alter 
Don’t hit my phone noooo
Don’t even bother 
I’m screaming oh no I keep sinking farther 
Nothing that you do could make me look at you different 
Why you worried bout my ex when you the one that I’m missing?
Told my friends about you they all said I was tripping 
But I don’t care what they say I’m still gon give you all my my attention
I can tell that you looking for something more 
I let you see every side of me that’s something that I’ve never done before 
You know I won’t ever leave girl I’m staying down 4 u like a _ 
Don’t wanna work out our problems make me believe that I really loved you more 
You a angel with some devil horns how do that work 
First mistake I made with you is when I got attached fir-

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Running in circles tryna chase you down 
Why would I think I deserve you? I’m a fucking clown 
My heart don’t make no sound 
Bury me underground 
(Fuck)
Giving you everything I had wasn’t my best decision 
It’s like with each question I ask you leave it open ended 
I need you inside my life you turn me codependent 
Why is this pain so inflicting?
I don’t want us coexisting 
You moved on? Oh no you didn’t 
I can’t stand to look at you I broke the image 
Why you tend to back away from me like stop that holding distance 
You see my calling out to you you see me showing interest
Everybody call me crazy like I ain’t supposed to miss it

was it something i said?

lovekills