"fur:core VII - puppy radio 24/7" is out now!
⛧ https://furtrash.bandcamp.com

cover art illustration by @amygdalatraxx :
⛧ https://twitter.com/Amygdalatraxxx

samples :
⛧ https://soundcloud.com/underscores/omb

fur:core VII (puppy radio 24/7)

old money bitch

What?
What do you want from me?
(What do you want from me?)
I gave it all I got
And now I feel nothing
I feel nothing
Found out it's an illusion, everything we do
So how can I cope now, feeling twenty-two?
The chemicals don't flow like they used to, right?
Remember when we used to like wasting time online?
Wasting time

When what you're after's gone, do you move on?
Or do you cry and refuse to put your shoes on right?
I don't know, but I'm trying
Digital boy staying up all night
It's go-o-o-o-one
And the delusions
Far more drug-induced than initially assumed
And I didn't know, but I'm trying
Digital boy staying up past my bedtime

(Digital boy, staying up past my bedtime)

I was a fool to think I could escape
And get out to an island hideaway
And see only the things I like
You can't teach taste, don't waste my time
But if I get what I deserve will everybody else get what they want?
No, I don't think so
I think not

When what you're after's gone, do you move on?
Or do you cry and refuse to put your shoes on right?
I don't know, but I'm trying
Digital boy staying up all night
It's go-o-o-o-one
And the delusions
Far more drug-induced than initially assumed
And I didn't know, but I'm trying
Digital boy staying up past my bedtime

(Do you move on?
Or do you cry and refuse to put your shoes on right?
I don't know, but I'm trying
I don't know, but I'm trying)

(Go-o-o-o-one)
(It's gone)
(Go-o-o-o-one)
(It's gone)

(Didn't know, but I'm trying
Digital boy staying up past my bedtime)

pander express (digital boy)

Yeah
Father forgive us, we know not what we do, letting the malls die
What terror brought upon by Alibaba, Amazon and all the small fries
Yeah
The bullet in my brain is what takes away my guns
I am so afraid and I’m not the only one
'Cause what if nothing changes and it all goes back to normal when we’re done?
i just hope some day we say:

Shopping spree tonight
My rent has bled me dry
So maybe now it’s time to kill the mall
I can’t afford gas
So grab your credit card and hatchet
Maybe it’s time to kill the mall, to kill the mall, to kill the mall

I was parked outside my brother’s place and the neighbors called the cops
My tags had become out of date the day that this was on
I imagine they were counting days to tow away my car
They didn’t even live next door, but like down the road across
So forgive me if I regard this place with disdain
(There’s no sense of unity in these United States)
And the media’s unaccountable for the culture it creates
I’d rather kill myself than watch them raise retirement age again

Shopping spree tonight
My rent has bled me dry
So maybe now it’s time to kill the mall
I can’t afford gas
So grab your credit card and hatchet
Maybe it’s time to kill the mall
To kill the mall, to kill the mall
To kill the mall, to kill the mall
To kill the mall, to kill the mall
To kill the mall, to kill the mall

exit music for a teen sex comedy (kill the mall)

idaidaida II

8080 west

lyric video: https://youtu.be/c_ZwnOvCuyU

spotify cds etc: https://link.wwin.gs/daydreamsdarkenep

lyrics:
dont try to save my life
im like a poltergeist
dripping ice out of my veins
im piss drunk every night
headshot no warning signs
let's make a mess of the place
lately i need u

im crying at your apartment
our clothes all over the carpet
my daydreams start to darken
x2

backing out the jaws ya
hopping out all slewed up
bout to shut the club down
hashtag ##evildoers
take u to the bridge yeah
blessing of the fountain
wasted on the roof..imma climb the holy mountain
devils up the rafters as i cut the package
roll another blunt yeah
faded in the passage
im in like a swordfish
yeah the world distorted
senses start to sharpen...i know where the sword is

stems: https://wwin.gs/daydreams%20darken%20stems.zip

☆my daydreams start to darken☆

special thanks grace & hayden
art by @anne_chovy2 on instagram

lyrics:
i accidentally apologized to hayden on april fool’s day
but i hope he knows i meant every single word i said
to clear my conscience i need to be sorry inside his head
(and not bleeding alone on the lawn,
but bleeding with countless friends i’ve left for dead)

so good morning, and sorry for the early text
(i’ve still got your phone, so you’ll never be alone again)
i’m so happy to finally talk to you again
after all this time

here comes the only little boy i could whip into shape
bonus points for being brave
you’ll be a slave
until your mean eugene scene all graduates

i hope that it turns out alright
but you can stand behind me if you’d like
i promise to be there for you until we die
no matter what

so good morning, and sorry for the early text
(i’ve still got your phone, so you’ll never be alone again)
so happy to finally talk to you again
after all this time

after all this time

april fool's day

lyrics:

where can I go from here?
feeling so overcome with fear of peaking suddenly and never again
cause the pills all make my patience wane and my temper short,
but I'll show you mine if you show me yours.

swing for the miss,
“sorry,”
“I hate to see you like this."
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?
say something if you think I'm the same old me.
who do you think I'm going to be?

who do u think u r

lyrics:

poison in the bite
ready for what's after
sweating through the night
got me begging for the rapture
oh spill the fucking beans to me

my worst nightmare come to life
as i crash land like a kite into back rooms
something lies in that dark tomb deified

im thinking of giving in (i just cant take the hit)
stare down the precipice (hoping for better ends)
just follow the demons in (suffer the memory)
wander the revenant (revenant)
x2

coming down the mountain
heaven's gone dark yeah
so nothing stops the hounds
when someone makes a move
blown apart and then ur drowning
gasoline flame on ur body up and down
im the living dead yeah i took too many pills
now im tweaking in the transport
im the sacred fire holy one nobody asked for
all the latest lies yeah carve out all the answers
meet me in the castle hands up in the sky yeah

i carry the blessing (i carry the blessing)
im letting the hex in (im letting the hex in)
x2


stems: https://wwin.gs/living%20dead%20stems.zip

living dead (i'm thinking of giving in)

the-ring-of-fire.mp3

Song Description – “Dancing With Angels”

“Dancing With Angels” is a deeply personal and heartbreaking piece that began as a meditation on one of the most profound moments in Scripture — Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane. After the Last Supper, Christ prayed in anguish on the Mount of Olives, submitting to the Father’s will before Judas’ betrayal. That image of surrender, pain, and isolation was the original inspiration for this track.

But as the song evolved, its meaning transformed from the Biblical to the deeply personal. What began as a reflection on Jesus’ anguish became something far closer to home — the sad and true story of a young man, a troubled soul dear to our hearts, who tragically took his own life in 2005 in an attempt to escape his inner demons. The lyrics became his final farewell, a cry for forgiveness, freedom, and peace. The angels who guide him now are his late father, Ray, and his late grandfather, Len.

Originally recorded for my debut album Time Machine – Reflecting Shattered Dreams in 2014, this 2025 AI reimagining breathes new life into the song’s haunting orchestration and raw emotion. It now stands as both a lament and a tribute.

This version is dedicated to my dear cousin Kris: How can it be that 20 years have already passed since we last spoke? I’m sorry I couldn’t find the right words to heal you (save you). Rest in peace dear cousin Kris. See you on the other side. x

DANCING WITH ANGELS

[Verse 1]
Darkness surrounds me
Feelings inside me
Take me to some place cold

[Verse 2]
I cannot hear you
I cannot feel you
I feel my heart turn to stone

[Chorus]
So I'll fall from the dark sky
As I'm leaving your life tonight
I have never felt that I belong here
I have never felt that I could love here
My time to die
Fading emotion
As you sing your love songs goodbye

[Verse 3]
I breathe the morning
Watching the dawning
Sun, just for one, last time

[Verse 4]
I pray for forgiveness
Understanding my weakness
I've said my last, good byes

[Chorus]
So the clock ticks in my head
As bells ring to my death
Well I cry
I have never felt that I belong here
I have never felt that I could love here
My time to die
I'll feel emotion
When you sing your love song goodbye

[Verse 5]
I never wanted to leave you
But I can't deny my truth
I was dancing with my demons
So I long to have the freedom
Now I'm dancing with the angels

[Instrumental]

[Outro]
I, have not abandoned you
Not forsaken you
Left you on this night
I, will always walk with you
I'll always follow you
I'm your eternal light
I'll be your angel
Walking in shadows of light
I'll be your angel
Watching from heaven tonight
You'll always be my son
I'm still your father, I cry
(Oh, I cry)

who do u think u r

slaneyinfamous