beautiful, touching lyrics and the guitar fills my head with adventurous excitement

candles melting
i felt something
smoke consuming and goes through me
all that i see obscured opaquely
all my sobbing
turns into humming
 
reaching out my hand collapsing 
my reaction slows then fastens
i was happy  but kept on crying
dull my senses i gave up trying

vapor clouding up the mirror
waning figures growing clearer
lively feelings fade into sadness
my fingers filled with glass fragments

candles melting
i felt something
all consuming bells are ringing
all that i see obscured opaquely
all my sobbing turns to nothing

away (Eleanor Forte AI original song)

EPIC COVER ART BY linktr.ee/valendar_
Song originally by Macseal https://macsealband.bandcamp.com/track/going-away
Video + Eleanor only version here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30pdBH4novs
Vocals by me and Eleanor Forte (AI + Lite)
Drums are stolen from the original lol
Big thanks for vocaloid help by @Valendar

Going Away (Macseal) ft. Eleanor Forte

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJEjXT7JTSw

happy new year :D!
art, tuning help, and moral support by valendar https://twitter.com/valendar_

vocals by: Kasane Teto, Eleanor Forte (AI), me, Bayley Haddix, Rachel, and Holly 
everything else by me :D

Run, Raven, Run (Weezer cover) Ft. Kasane Teto

sitting idly waiting for ur return something tells me it must be earnedall my skin and teeth and hair abnd blood i will give to u with all my Love

Ribbon

im missing words i just wanna rewrite them distantly erupting in the horizon
utterance other words failing to describe them 
rusty stains on the inside of your shirt hem
mouthing words to stop yourself from wanting it
clearer sounds spelling out that it's poison
everything and anything that proves your existence
beating heart quickens noticing your resistance

sirens sounding, increased movement, i wish life was way more boring
go ahead please ignore me practicing being adoring

BUY HERE: https://slashpattern.bandcamp.com/album/vampire-patterns

!ALBUM ANNOUNCEMENT!
this song is a COLLAB between ME and my bf @slashpattern

it's apart of a collab/split album releases 12/20, on here, bandcamp, and streaming.
half of the songs are by me and half are by @slashpattern :3! please enjoy. i love you all.

(vocals: Mai, Hatsune Miku)

LYRICS:

Forever and a day that I've been away. I've heard it all before, there's nothing to say. But I don't really care, let's say it again, I always wanna say you're more than a friend. Now that you're really here in front of my eyes, they will not fly away, all these butterflies. But I don't really care, let's say it again, I always wanna hear you're more than a friend.

There's something you should know, my body's made of snow, and when I feel cold, I reach for the people in my phone. I'm freezing on the grass, so much talking through glass, I'm shivering through a lonely romance.

Even nights eating time spent alone, on those days I could see the future. You'd be standing next to me and we'd be looking down at the city. I painted that picture out of love and hung it inside my eyelids so when we're apart I can feel you even when it's been ...

Uncertain mind when I can't be you, I must stay in these cold dark cages, living off a metal water bottle in a room that has had no doorway, busy making pictures and songs, old taco nights when I'm losing my mind, making wings out of computers, love infused in dark memories.

Taking tests on empathy and none of them check how well you know me. You would stand beside me when the wind would force me to run away. I painted that picture out of love and I hung it inside my eyelids so when we're apart I can feel you even when it's been...

Moth Star (COLLAB)

https://slashpattern.bandcamp.com/album/vampire-patterns

Failing Upward

Swiss Roll

eleanor forte
i can't explain this feeling inside of me
nothing can fix it not even surgery!
life has become more sore and numb now
i just cant smile unless i have just frowned

everyday is filled with endless resentments
nothing can answer all my empty questions
life has become avoiding suggestions
i try to smile force down my confessions

sunlight hits and i want to crawl back
ecstasy cut with guilt i betrayed you
i can't take back everything i said
selfish i know it weighs down on my head

sheets of clouds protect me feeling useful
ecstasy cut with guilt i have failed you
i can't take back everything i love
selfish i know, escaping from my lungs

everyday i repeat my past mistakes
nothing can fix the broken way i was made
life became sore with many more colors
vividly mundane things i discovered

trapping me inside myself
constantly you hear yourself think
"take it out on someone else,
you will figure something else out"
can't remember what it was
why do you love what you love?
can't remember reasons why
no one else could get it right

sunlight hits and i want to crawl back
ecstacy cut with guilt i betrayed you
i can't take back everything i said
selfish i know it weighs down on my head
sheets of clouds protect me feeling useful
ecstasy cut with guilt i have failed you
i can't take back everything i love
selfish i know, escaping from my lungs

20 Mistakes

karin natsuki and fengyi

Sky looks cloudy today i dont wanna come and play
i wanna curl right up and sleep the whole day away, complain
when my whole life is staring back in my face

Dig my nails into dirt and pull the earth away
feels wrong to say
im far below the living world the dotted lines
and solid swirls

Ufos and unborn ghosts
bible verses and ads for hearses
Modern life seen thru wires
Surrounding you commanding me too
Radio waves inside brains
Theyre playing songs that sound like pain
Below the living world
the dotted lines signed
then thrown away

Shed these signs
On ur life
Weighss ten tons
Weighs too much
Just ur luck
Just like love :D

Radio Wave

(vocals: Eleanor Forte AI, Solaria)

memories heavy in your mind
what could ever rid of them
all those weightless words wont die
time will turn them into lead

duality, unsystematically,
appeal to senses randomly
reminded me, invited me
to love or to hate, it hurts either way

trust the heaven in your mind,
knowing your sure sane affair
artificial by design
time will turn it into air
judgement feigned then is applied
hardened shifted focused stare
why wont they come back to me?
not my fault if it bleeds

exhale, seeing red
trigger finger hit the switch
inhale, it failed 
blessed to be cursed like this
accosting me, unsystematically
random idiosyncrasies
reminded me in equal parts
of love or hate
it hurts me to say this

ah

unable to discern the line between needs and wants 
lights flashing faces blur
advertisements sharpen first
useless, its useless
pointless information
uses elude you, its constant stimulation

Going Away (Macseal) ft. Eleanor Forte

slashpattern

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