humanendeavour

my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar cover

humanendeavour - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar cover

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

alex g sample

looking for someone to teach you about
everything you wanna learn about this town
 i dont feel safe when i know your around
like ill get hurt if i open my mouth

your voice is sickening 
tired out of listening out
my life is worsening 
without you around

i dont feel safe with you around

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later 💌


and you don't like my mind 
but ill change it tonight
and make sure your alright 
make sure you don't cry
I was the boy you liked
now your with other guys
you don't think bout my life and what I saw

and are you even listening at all
girl I don't care
not self aware like you 
I swear I told you not to get involved
but you still did that 
you broke everything I had

change it tonight

@humanendeavour

loving you is hard i think
that you just left me scarred
bleeding 
didn't think you had it in 
you but you just breached my skin
but that's okay i know your scared 
your not really cutely aware
and if i have to tell you one more time
i think ill leave you way behind
x2

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

in my head 
i see a thousand different ways 
i can take u far away 
make u mine 
all mine to stay
and when i see her walking
slowly to her grave 
i cant help but try to save 
u from all the outside hate 

and when u 
were kissing him 
did u feel like ur life's complete
cuz i know that it crushed me 
ran away in disbelief 
aa 
and im all alone 
but wish i had you here
yeah i wish i had you near 
but i dont so i live in fear

ill make you mine i promise w/ jacko

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

wanna take you out 
but i wanna be the only one around 
whats that sound 
is that you screaming out your mouth
i dont care
its fine
get back together one night
no, next time
no next time
you lied and said we'll be fine

ohhhhhhhh
worthless zombie
thats crawling on their feet
and ohhhhhh
i just wanna be something
but my friends dont believe in me

zombie girl

archive/reupload; all credits goes to @humanendeavour <3

humanendeavour - eighteen

prod me 
 
original by @h4rtbrkr (@h2rt2 account)

ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

prod me

i dont know how im still standing
on my own two feet and manage
to walk away from the bullshit 
and how you 
ruined my life forever

and you know it hurts
to feel like this and burn
but you still just take a blind eye to it
cause you dont understand how im feeling

blinded eyes

prod me 

wanted her face 
that was a mistake
dont know what i did wrong
i dont know what im missing
just wanted it to be her that im kissing
instead im stuck just reminiscing

waaaaaooooooooo
waaaaaaaaaooo

reminiscing of her

prod me

ive wanted to tell you 
everythings awful now
ive wanted to show you 
how things could just break down
when you least expect them 
they worsen and just break out
it will be a lesson 
that you never wanted around

love warning

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

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im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

adult films w/ humanendeavour

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
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@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

prod me

you know
i want you its so certain
im hoping im no burden 
to you, to you 
my dear 
i think im dumb 
thats what i fear 
x2

to you, my dear

prod me

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

forever you'll have my last name

prod me 

@coldwntr
why am I afraid to talk to you?
your eyes so bright it strikes a mood
idk when 2 make my move
so ill just sit and think of you X2

@humanendeavour
im so obsessed, obsessed
SOS your the prettiest
im just a mess, a mess
why do you want someone hideous
im so stressed, stressed
i cant take anything serious
your just a guest, a guest
you dont have to be mysterious X2

humanendeavour

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