humanendeavour

alex g sample 

where was your looking out 
my lifes so boring now
i can see with ur made up frown 
i can see where your heading now
talk to me when your ready
over everything we had in the past

talk to me when your ready

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

mac demarco sample

you would be better off 
safe in my car
you would be better off
if you lead everyone on
i let your skin touch mine
and let you touch my mind 
you said its not 
too late to go 
why didnt i 
just make her go home
you see my blood
its leaking all over
why didnt i 
just block her phone

ur a waste of heart

your hearts not good
you can wait around but dont wait for me 
and it felt good 
when you stuck around and said you love me
but i cant stand
sticking around for somebody 
that doesnt care 
and just uses me for my body

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what am i to you 
your so rude
and i cant get over
i know im new 
but can you choose 
to get closer
im on my own 
and i cant move
without you on my shoulder
the way she hit 
me right there
felt like a boulder

u dont luv me (bloodsekai)

alex g sample

looking for someone to teach you about
everything you wanna learn about this town
 i dont feel safe when i know your around
like ill get hurt if i open my mouth

your voice is sickening 
tired out of listening out
my life is worsening 
without you around

i dont feel safe with you around

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later 💌


and you don't like my mind 
but ill change it tonight
and make sure your alright 
make sure you don't cry
I was the boy you liked
now your with other guys
you don't think bout my life and what I saw

and are you even listening at all
girl I don't care
not self aware like you 
I swear I told you not to get involved
but you still did that 
you broke everything I had

change it tonight

@humanendeavour

loving you is hard i think
that you just left me scarred
bleeding 
didn't think you had it in 
you but you just breached my skin
but that's okay i know your scared 
your not really cutely aware
and if i have to tell you one more time
i think ill leave you way behind
x2

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

in my head 
i see a thousand different ways 
i can take u far away 
make u mine 
all mine to stay
and when i see her walking
slowly to her grave 
i cant help but try to save 
u from all the outside hate 

and when u 
were kissing him 
did u feel like ur life's complete
cuz i know that it crushed me 
ran away in disbelief 
aa 
and im all alone 
but wish i had you here
yeah i wish i had you near 
but i dont so i live in fear

ill make you mine i promise w/ jacko

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

wanna take you out 
but i wanna be the only one around 
whats that sound 
is that you screaming out your mouth
i dont care
its fine
get back together one night
no, next time
no next time
you lied and said we'll be fine

ohhhhhhhh
worthless zombie
thats crawling on their feet
and ohhhhhh
i just wanna be something
but my friends dont believe in me

zombie girl

prod me 
 
original by @h4rtbrkr (@h2rt2 account)

ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

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i dont know how im still standing
on my own two feet and manage
to walk away from the bullshit 
and how you 
ruined my life forever

and you know it hurts
to feel like this and burn
but you still just take a blind eye to it
cause you dont understand how im feeling

blinded eyes

prod me 

wanted her face 
that was a mistake
dont know what i did wrong
i dont know what im missing
just wanted it to be her that im kissing
instead im stuck just reminiscing

waaaaaooooooooo
waaaaaaaaaooo

reminiscing of her

produced by me

saw my face 
on a bright tv
thinking bout how much she misses me
i wanna do stuff 
and i wanna have fun 
but the realisation that life sucks
caught me by surprise
she wants me 
just to die

surprise

prod me

ive wanted to tell you 
everythings awful now
ive wanted to show you 
how things could just break down
when you least expect them 
they worsen and just break out
it will be a lesson 
that you never wanted around

love warning

prod me 


we got a problem here (ohhh)
we'll talk about it in the morning 
all those things you've been hearing 
oh the're just made up stories (ohhh)
with all these that are going on 
i wanna take her down to the corner shop
i lost everything ive used all my luck
on a girl that doesn't really give a fuck (ohh)

corner shop

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im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

im sorry if i ever let you down
the sidewalks are cold when ur not around
and i can be ur dog 
walk me around town 
oh i could be ur k-9 or ur hellhound

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

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you know
i want you its so certain
im hoping im no burden 
to you, to you 
my dear 
i think im dumb 
thats what i fear 
x2

to you, my dear

prod me

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

forever
you'll have my last name
when we're together
im in my happy place

humanendeavour

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