lyrics: im becoming to the person that i dont wanna become 
now im chasing a new high while i am hiding from my phone 
so i try to fucking pay it off in the lowest low 
my emotions got me too fucked up and im never gon know when to,
when to mofucking stop 
im too insecure imma try to sleep it off 
will you talk good about me when my soul is gone now?

i cant even tell the difference from reality or dreams 
cuz everytime i walk around i feel like im asleep 
oh baby girl im praying that you love it when i speak 
cuz i feel like i talk too much so  imma keep myself clean 
and im 
never gon wait 
i feel like im a fucking mistake 
am i good enough for anyone or do i gotta hide myself away? 

can’t change but i’ve been way through it all 
hands shake, overdosing on albuterol 
can’t make anything i’m tryna ball 
but i smoked a joint and oh i fucking loved it all 
i loved the fucking feeling of not tryna be awake 
i loved the fucking high so i smoked another J 
rather see you happy while i rot myself away 
won’t be surprised if i got back into my old ways 

i just feel that you can find 
someone that’s better than me 
baby girl i know you’ll find 
someone that’s better than me 

i’ve been feeling like a loser 
i don’t wanna find out if one day that i will lose her 
hopefully that day is when we are both in our death bed  
shit won’t leave my head so i will find out how to deal with it 

i just stay at home 
oh girl im wishing that i was smoking some dope 
im hoping that you die before me just to make sure you’re not alone

better than me (prod. slashy)

slashy