might as well drop it as an EP, didn’t wanna just drop one :) <3

beautiful corpse

the background noise was cuz of my girl, i was on facetime when i recorded this :3

lyrics: dirty fucking boots inside the booth
dirty fucking thoughts when im with you
girl, i cannot get away from you
and i fucking love the way u move

watch fall asleep and not wake up
i just wanna find my way up 
while making sure that i can make up
with everyone that i fucked up 

but that shit is too much to ask for 
the past haunts me but the future i adore 
one day they'll come straight to my front door
accusing me of shit, i will always endure 
life has been feeling like a chore
overdose in the ocean 
wash up on the shore
i can never get what i ask for
but they expect me to break my back for the things they prefer

life's not fair
life's not fair
and im ready to end it all

too much to ask for (prod. dash)

lyrics: i’m going 80 fucking 7 while i’m screaming ur name 
oh i fucking hate the way you’re looking at him 
and you told me we would find each other again 
while he’s there leaving his scent on your gorgeous lips 
i remember the good days 
where you said you were mine 
now i’m driving around and im wasting my time 
hoping that you’ll fall down and come back to the right 
motherfucking person but it’s not worth your time 

i’m making thousands 
while i’m drowning 
while i’m sitting on my ass
if it was others or you 
i wouldn’t let you pass 
i fucking changed 
it was a pain 
but it was so worth it 
let me fucking say 
i’m not the same person 
but 
that’s not enough for you 
you’re letting him love you 
like the way i used to do 
now im crawling all around 
looking just for you 
i just wanna find the closure 
and move on from you

move on from you (prod. jaxxee)

lyrics: nevermind 
i would rather be on my own til the end of the night 
i’m not coming home and that’s alright 

she’s dead asleep
while i’m inside the sheets 
imma be honest im tryna find a way to stop breathing 

but now im getting too high
feel like imma die 
my emotions are pouring out im begging for forgiveness 
my life feels like a illness
i hope there is a cure for this 

cry 
oh i wanna cry 
hold me fucking close 
while i say i wanna die 
don’t u let me go 
i wanna be right next to you when i die 
i don’t wanna sleep forever without you by my side

nevermind (prod. thersx)

lyrics: complaining on how your life changed 
the only thing that changed was ur motivation 
get intoxicated and pray you’ll make a change
just get it done 
no one else’s cares so why’d you wait?

you have a choice, so don’t feel obligated 

life doesn’t need to be so complicated 

life doesn’t need to be so complicated

life doesn’t need to be so complicated 

at 26 i know imma have my shit figured out 
missing out 
on the parties but i’m fine with what 
i had to earn with my own mouth 
and my own fucking words 
and my own fucking skills 
what do i deserve? 
at least an honest living 
getting underpaid for putting my life at risk 
it doesn’t matter cuz i’ll never make it here 
so ill find another city and mofucking dip

you have a choice, so don’t feel obligated 

life doesn’t need to be so complicated 

life doesn’t need to be so complicated

life doesn’t need to be so complicated

honest living (prod. grayskies)

lyrics: i don’t know why but u popped up in my dreams 
i was tryna relax 
i went looking for you inside ur street but u wouldn’t come outside 
i saw u with ur fam but u wouldn’t say a word
i was scared to talk to you so i walked away, 
i have done worse 

u look so good, even in my sleep, girl u left me speechles
and im not gonna lie u look so perfect 
just like when i had you 

ur as beautiful as the day i lost you 
ur perfect soul got killed by what cursed u 
bloody dress by the way u treat u 
bloody mess but i know i can save u 

classic ending 
we were friends but now we’re nothing and that’s fine 
i’ve been tryna see how you have been but u don’t let me try 
but i hope ur well 
i just wish u knew how ive felt

u look so good, even in my sleep, girl u left me speechles
and im not gonna lie u look so perfect 
just like when i had you 

ur as beautiful as the day i lost you 
ur perfect soul got killed by what cursed u 
bloody dress by the way u treat u 
bloody mess but i know i can save u

move on from you (prod. jaxxee)

slashy