can't stop  *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i hope when i die, it's next to you (prod. slashy) *on all platforms*

lyrics ⬇️
it was hard to see you last year
tear a page or two idk why I’m even here 

lost me when you heard silence
drive by when I just wanted peace and quiet 

she don’t ever get the memo
the less I talk the more she whine abt the money envelopes
like wachu got to show
pulling me apart when I wanna take it slow
If you see me from afar don’t think that I’m comin home
I’m had lost a game of love you did not want me to grow
why does life gotta be so tuff I wanna live I wanna glow
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

like please just let it go
you’ve done enough to hurt me so please 
leave me lone
I don’t wanna rest your soul
all this fighting gettin old
do you even really realize the lesson that you told
You don’t know how to take turns
takin money you ain’t earn
so I stare up at the ceilin 
wonderin what you worth
did I really miss her first

i think that there is no way cuz females are the worst
was it night or was it day when you gave me a curse
why does life gotta be so tough
stuck in situations salty cuz you never wanna know

if you leave me on curb with no body
ima find someone and give em some money
they like where you wanna go
life is so unfortunate so please just take me home
all my family thinks I’m stoned 
or is that what they know
i been trying hard to get away from anything at all
and she don’t pick up my calls
and that’s all my fault
probably cuz I called 100 times the night you did me wrong 
i think I’m lucky if a day in life you listen to these songs
and realize all the pain you cause
the burden that you was

let me watch the flames go up
while your friends hide in a bush
if I try to run away at least they would hook you up
think they wrote a whole damn book abt how I was such a crook
oh how it’s a shame
the feelings that you took

and I always took the blame
got me washed up in your looks
And then I realize I’m insane I start to coughin up my love
I’ll never get it in her brain oh my god let me give up 
the hundred times that I had said it
and you still don’t give a f***

what is your influence 
I think I’m watching too much horror movies 
is that it
or is that just my dumb conformities

I’m in the mist
facing problems never solving them

what is your influence (thorley)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i hope i don't slip.

lyrics: watch me drop a fucking check 
watch me cut up my own wrist 
baby girl i got obsessed 
so now i gotta fucking dip 
she be rolling up a spliff 
while i’m thinking bout some shit 
now she all on top of me 
oh baby girl i’m loving this 

now they pissed off 
back off 
i don’t care about you bitch 
blast off 
laid off 
id be making money still 
clothes on 
rings on 
i’ve been dripping since the noon 
hate me, yeah i hate you too 
i don’t care about you too 
i can look forward to everything that i’ve done 
you can keep playing my music cuz i know you want 
you only want me back becuz the way that i front 
i am fueled by my future while ur fueled by my lust

drop a check (prod. rosefromthepain)

The Way That You Are (outro) *prod. ilynedia*

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

Feel

in my head

Cost

my first acoustic/live song.
let me know if you want more like this.

lyrics

i lay in bed at night and feel like i am drifting in the sand
i float around sometimes and stumble on u sleeping in my bed
i watch the willows bloom and sun and moon and caskets in the dirt
i sing a song for you of love and lust but all you bring is hurt

i like to think that i can hear your voice in the back of my head
i like to sit down on the beach at night and wish that i was dead
i watch the snow falling at night inside the comfort of my hearse
i bring along the pain its on my back and melded in my curse

and after all is said and done
im glad we havent won
we built this bedframe just to show our freaky dreams
im splitting at the seams
my fragments shard to pieces
can i lose your interest

i rest my weary body on your cold dead skin
the fragments of my brain are turning pressure into sin
without you i am lost, without you im not living
i seem to notice all the granted i take for whats given
ive loved, ive lost, ive lived and ive died
the pressure on my back brings the thoughts of suicide
i dont know if ill make it to see my graduation
but i know that im living to destroy my own creation

posted up stuntin in the kiddie pool

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roses w/ pink cig & emo fruits (prod. 2k6 x jtpark)

Memories overwritten by dreams ep drops November 30