Vibes XVII

Random shi 3

random playlist (obscure songs )

Fucking Up ft. Mad Kelly, Killvein (Prod Killvein)

i'll never open my heart again

all plats

worst alive w/ thornskin [prod. thornskin]

perpetual senescence

BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS

I hope you all enjoy this one, I tried something different this time!<3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4SSU2E5l3MticZxOzvTXic?si=fefb7751e4b54320

scroll amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwXzmj9AsuE&pp=ygUGc2Nyb2xs

prod. sorrow bringer
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
// intro
I got a lot of snakes inside my life
I don't wanna meet no one at this time
now I'm only reading through my lines
walking through the waves, all these pines
I cant get them out my head, oh I miss my friend

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every day-

// verse
Hoping I can forget you
Feeling paranoid inside this space
And my eyes go black every time I think of you and I
Memories of us they fade so quick
Could you stop begging me to come back
I feel like a robot every time I think of you
Cos there was no decision on my side
You make feel so shite
And I wrote my heart and soul out
But what did you do?!
(FUCK ANOTHER GUY)
Clear yourself into the way to better yourself

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every d-d-d-day

// bridge
She made me feel so fucking blue
And she'd hang out with her friends
Till they buzz and drink some booze
And then she cheated on me 
And she left me with all these dues
But then tells me that she still wants me
And I don't trust her (I can't forget you)

// outro
BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS
COS I DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE
I LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
I LOVE WHEN YOU DIE
WHEN I SEE YOUR GUY
ILL MAKE SURE TO KILL HIM 
RIGHT ON THE SPOT

(I don't really care about your-)

AND IM LOSING ALL MY VISIONS
FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN TO MY DEATH
WASTING MY LAST BREATH ON YOU AND ME
BUT I HATE YOU BRO
OH YOUR COLLISION IS THE REASON
WHY I'VE BEEN SO BROKEN
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THIS NOW
I LOVED YOU SO MUCH

plotting my own death

Spotify ♥

plotting my own death (sorrow bringer)

feelin something Feat. Kenoga Prod.Thislandis

Lyrics: i remember when i walked u to the store 
now to be honest i don’t care bout u anymore 
immediately i walked u right back to ur home 
i’m so sorry baby girl to me you are nothing now 

so i’m 
stacking up bread 
stack is so fat its looking like a loaf 
spending my funds spending my money 
find way to a cope 
insecurity high confidence low 
at this point im happy that im all alone 

standing high 
to the sky 
watch out for ur head 
like ur self respect 
my love for you is fucking dead 
watch me fly 85 
hear it from your bed
tell ur man im sorry that you still have my scent

you're not the same person that I walked to the store (prod. thersx)

Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
Your plan fell through 
And it’s all too much i know 
Your eyes are sad 
Your lips are red 
There’s not much more i can say 
As i’m inching towards your face  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain 
God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on  

Paradise cannot be given 
So build it right here where your living 
While God watched his suffered children I will not forgive him  
Gotta go and get it out of my system 
Stick to this script we don’t care if you listen 
Love is in the eyes of the one your missing 
For them i’ll live a life worth living yeah  
Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
There’s not much more i can believe 
Because he don’t believe in me  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on

GODSAW

I See No Other Way w/ TXCKA

prod by me

lyrics:
i know its hard
to wake up in your bed
it gets so dark
waking up in this flesh
i know sometimes
you just wish you were dead
but it's alright
i'll sing you to bed

i'll sing you to bed

The Obsessives - Home

Recorded and mixed by Chris Baglivo in Philadelphia, PA
Mastered by Cameron Boucher


The Obsessives - Avocado

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

half the niggas i name in this song would go on to diss me for no reason but fuck em

LYRICS:

BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR 
AND IT’S SO HOT IN THIS APARTMENT
WHAT THE FUCK A DARKIE GOTTA DO TO START SHIT
FLYING OUT TO UTAH THEN I TRANSFER OER TO CHAROLETTE 
NIGGAS DROVE FOR 7 HOURS JUST TO HOP INSIDE OF OUR PIT

SPIDER ON MY ARM MY NIGGA WIELDING A GUITAR PICK
PATRICK IN THE VAN WITH FLVCO EDDY IN THE STAR WHIP
DRIVE TO CINCINNATI KNOW IM SICK MAKING A FAR TRIP
JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM ALREADY SEEING HARDSHIP

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR
AND THERE’S SOME BUGS INSIDE MY BED FRAME
I CANT EVEN SLEEP OR GET SOME REST INSIDE MY HEAD MANE
I JUST WANNA BLOW UP THROW MY MATTRESS IN A RED FLAME
I’M YELLING IN COLUMBUS MOTHER FUCKER GOT A DEAD BRAIN

MAD WHILE IM PERFORMING CUZ YOU HURT BY WHAT I SAID, PAIN,
SO MANY MILES I WILL NOT BE BULLIED BY YOU INSANE
PERFORMING ON THE STREET IN DETROIT AINT A FUCKING FED CAME
SPIDER GANG THE NIGGAS VANDALIZING BLACK AND RED PAINT

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND THERES SOME MOLD IN MY REFRIGERATOR
SUMMER IN LA WITH NO AC LIKE AN INCINERATOR
I MET UP WITH EVAN THE RED HEADED HE’S AN INNOVATOR 
RILEY IS A SAVAGE HE’S A VIDEO PROLIFERATOR 

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR I GOT NO FOOD AND NO CLEAN WATER SOURCE
DIRTY BUTT AND MAZI APOLLO NAHEEM KAKA OF COURSE
SUICIDE AND I PERFORM TOGETHER AND WE SLAUGHTER YOURS
PLEASE COME GET YOUR BABY GIRL THE CREW CAN MAKE YOUR DAUGHTERS WHORES

HEY WHY YOU SAY DARKIE? PEOPLE COMING UP AFTER THE SHOW
BECAUSE THAT IS MY NAME AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL TO ME YOU KNOW
DILLINGER SAYS I AM BLACK BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE HIM THO 
I AM NOT A COLOR IM THE RAINBOW AND THE FUCKING GOLD 

BITCH THERE AINT A SINGLE PERSON YOU CAN GO COMPARE ME TO
I AM NOT AN INDIAN I’M SCARY BRAVE AND HAIRY NUDE
I BEEN OFF THE LEAN A LITTLE MOLLY IN A SAIYAN MOOD
NIGGAS WANT THE HATE TO LEAVE BUT THEY TOO SCARED TO SAY IT DUDE

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM DEPRESSED LIKE ALL THE REST OF US
I MIGHT SMOKE SOME WEED AFTER IM BETTER CUZ MY CHEST IS PUSS
IMMA PLAY THE TEACHER AND ILL SEE JUST WHAT MY LESSON DOES 
SHOUT ALEX LUNA GRANT AND JESS KNOW THEY AINT PRESSING US

I DONT PERFORM AT FESTIVALS YET BUT JUST WAIT AND OBSERVE 
IM OBSURD?
YOU’RE THE HUMAN BEING CONTROLLED BY A WORD
IM TRYING TO LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND US MAKE A DIFFERENCE
PEOPLE EVERY COLOR IN MY AUDIENCE, DELIVERANCE

DIVIDENDS
QUAALUDES IN OUR LIVERS FEEL LIKE BIGGER MEN
RASCAL OFF THE LIQUOR WIT A PERC INSIDE HIS SPHINCTER END
CHILLING WITH MY NIGGAS AND WE LIT UP LIKE A WICKER MAN
VILLAIN SPILLING MILLER LIGHT I GUESS THE VENUE SLICKER THEN

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR PUT A MODELO IN MY FACE AGAIN
I GOTTA SUCCEED MY PATTI GOT SOME BAD ARTHRITIS 
AND IT MIGHT AS WELL BE ME IM IN A FIELD CRYING ON WENDIGO
SCREAMING UP AT HEAVEN MOTHER FUCKER TELL ME WHEN TO GO

JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR DONT TELL ME THIS IS NOT THE GUTTER
NIGGA YOU DONT KNOW WHERE I BEEN NIGGA YOU IS NOT MY BROTHER
IM WITH SPIDER GANG WE MAKING ART LIKE NOBODY NO OTHER
THIS THE FUTURE BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR THE EARTH IS MOTHER, UH

TOUR (PROD. WENDIGO)

i think i finally love myself

lyrics:
my way 
my way or the highway baby
stop lookin at me sideways maybe
one day we can be free

you’re so sweet to me
like a peach tree

my days
going stupid eyes ache burning
from staring at the sun not learning
please incinerate me

i hope that jesus christ doesn’t hate me

why me
why my mind a runaway train
that cant seem to fix anything
pain seep into my brain, see

see the sky it crying when it rain,  we
dont know what we got until it fade, be
proud of what you do, do it insanely

hold my hand
hold me closer
do you stand on 
billboards and posters

im a man
with a hand on my holster

yeah

watch the moments pass you
watch the moments pass you by
can’t afford to match you
im low on cash help me survive
why the rich got mass supplies
for when the anti christ arrives 
arises from the hell inside
where all the evil fell and writhes

why i wake up waste my time
when all the rhymes inside my mind
alive

why i give a fuck about these people that dont care about me
the internet is such a bitch it tear the hair up out me
i wanna die i lie in bed dont know my wearabouts he

appear to me 
i fear his image taking
over over
where’s the finish making
mad mistakes i peer the fakes are wasting

all their seconds
all they recon making
money power better
i just want my grandmother’s cooking n a sweater 
some times i cant stand them looking at my tether

the thing that keep me grounded
it sounded soft
like a mountain of cloth
or the crown of a sloth

my way 
my way or the highway baby
stop lookin at me sideways maybe
one day we can be free

you’re so sweet to me
like a peach tree

my days
going stupid eyes ache burning
from staring at the sun not learning
please incinerate me

i hope that jesus christ doesn’t hate me

IMPERFECT (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics:
i can't believe i got myself played again
i thought we was cool, i thought we made amends
go tell all your friends, fuck what you say to them
i can't wait for us to find our way again
hard for me to care when i'm so faded every day
i'm straying far away from you, wading through the pain
deflating in the rain, i created all these things, no use

maybe i will fall, maybe i will rise
but if anything, a nigga really tried
and i know, i know
doing it for all, doing it for i
but a balance is required to survive and to fly
wide open space

10 day, i remember bumpin' that, takin' acid to rap
then stays in the past, you be lettin' shit amass in ya ass
toxins, we pollutin' all the human, that's an issue, i'm assumin'
god been chillin' in my spirit, i can feel him, i can hear it
i know you may not understand now
but we all return to where we once were
words and code written in my hands now
in my skin from within, tell me, how could i pretend that i know?
i never thought i would see this place again
i thought that i knew, but that illusion end
go tell all your friends, but you can't say to them
the beauty we forget and can't express
the lesson i learn every time i stress
i confess, i don't know what is best
that's okay, it's so cold in the snow
but go play anyway
you can mold what you hold where you lay
into something brand new or a man that stand true

you're not the same person that I walked to the store (prod. thersx)

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